"Oh fuuuuck...yes..."
John grunted and pushed again.
"Ohhh my...yes, right there, baby..." Carrie's voice strained. He could only imagine the contortions her face was making. "Harder..."
He let out the breath he had been holding unconsciously as his body shook, his muscles seemingly at their limit. "You...sure?" he asked.
This has got to hurt.
"Yes, baby, it feels so good," she answered over her shoulder, her face pressed against the mattress.
"Alright," he said, then, after taking a deep breath, pushed his thumbs into Carrie's lower back as hard as he could manage. It looked and felt as if he was going to dig a whole right through her skin, but the moan she let out contained more than enough pleasure to overwhelm any pain.
"Now that's a massage," she sighed. She turned onto her back as he climbed off her, rubbing his own, now slightly sore, thumbs.
"Really?" he asked. "I feel like I'm going to break your spine."
"Yeah," she answered, pulling herself up onto her elbows. "It sometimes feels like you probably should. No sensation at all might be preferable to how my back feels after being on my feet all day."
He could sympathize, even if his own back's complaints had more to do with sitting in an office chair while some middle manager blathered on about "synergy" than being on his feet as Carrie apparently had before she'd popped by for a massage.
"You want me to do you?" she asked.
He took a second to look her over, gorgeous as she was, even in the sensible blouse and skirt that apparently functioned as today's work uniform. Her adorable face tilted slightly to the side as she awaited his response.
"I mean a massage," she added, evidently reading his mind.
"Oh well, then nah, I'm alright," he answered. "Anyway I'm sure you have to get back to Chloe, and if you waste too much time that massage might end up turning out a little more 'full body' than you have time for."
"Yeah," she replied, then wheeled her legs around off the side of the bed. "You're right. I probably shouldn't even have dropped by at all but fuck if my back didn't hurt like hell."
He gave her an acknowledging nod. "Yeah. Chloe doesn't give you massages?"
Carrie rose up off the bed and started slipping on her shoes. "She does if asked," Carrie replied. "You know her, she'd do anything for a friend."
John's face automatically twisted into a smile. "Anything?" he asked.
She rolled her eyes at him. "Shut up, perv. You know what I mean. But she's got those dainty little fingers. They're no good for really getting in there and fucking up your back."
"Ah," he said. He rose to his feet to join her. "So I guess that's what I'm good for. Fat, beefy fingers."
She considered him for a second with a thin smile. "Pretty much," she said, then proceeded to the bedroom door. When she reached it she paused, and turned to him, her smile gone. "Are you really going to go to Thanksgiving with her?"
His only answer was a look and a head motion, a sort of nonverbal "I guess."
"Alright," she conceded.
He followed her down the stairs. "Speaking of Thanksgiving, are you going to take that box of wine you left here some time between now and then? I'd hate for you to have to suffer through Thanksgiving with Henry completely sober."
"Yeah, yeah, I'll get it," she responded without looking at him as she picked up her hoodie from where she had casually tossed it onto the back of the couch upon arrival. "Definitely not in condition to carry it at the moment."
"You know," he said, "I could just drive you home, carry it up to your place for you?"
She shook her head. "No, that's no good. Chloe's going to be there. Very suspicious. Girl code." She watched his reaction, and upon evidently seeing something in it that John had not consciously tried to put there, added, "Plus I don't want you having another breakdown when you see her. You sure you're going to be able to handle a whole holiday weekend pretending to be with her?"
He shrugged. "Yeah, why not?"
Even
we
are not that stupid,
the voice in his head chimed in.
The look on her face seemed to indicate Carrie concurred with the voice's assessment.
"You think I shouldn't go? Just tell Chloe she's asking too much or something?" John asked.
"Yes, I think you should not go, for your own good, but it's your life. I don't know what you should tell Chloe." She sighed again. "You really are stupid, aren't you?"
"Yeah, probably," he said. "I guess I just sympathize. It's not like she can really explain why we broke up. Not to her family."
"Did she explain it to you?" Carrie asked, her eyes watching his reaction in a way that made him uncomfortable despite their tenderness.
"She tried," he answered. When she did not react, he continued, "You think she's being unreasonable now? Or just that asking me to play act as her boyfriend for a day or two is a bitchy thing to do?"
"No," she shook her head, then looked around the room for a second before continuing. "Anyone that accuses that girl of being a bitch is in need of a good slap across the face. She's a sweetheart and I love her to death, but I doubt she realizes what that might do to you. I kind of doubt you do, too."
He shrugged.
She sighed. "But like I said, it's your life, it's your heart. She probably just thinks because she'd happily tear out her own guts if it meant making someone else's life easier that anyone would."
"I don't know," he said, "I'll probably be alright. I'll just put myself into a food coma and it'll be over before I know it."
"If you say so," she said before turning and opening the front door. "Just don't count on my sympathy if you get your heart broken again. There are limits to my...compassion."
He had to chuckle, despite his suspicions that it was not, in fact, a laughing matter. "I know," he said.
Her face expressed suspicion, but she said nothing else before she turned to go.
***
How can she make just standing around so endearing?
John pondered this question as he pulled into the parking lot of the apartment building that housed Chloe and Carrie, the former being the subject of his musings; she was standing near the edge of that parking lot, dressed in a hoodie and, despite the mild chill in the autumn wind, which repeatedly pushed her long brown hair across her face despite her continued efforts, a pair of shorts which showed off her thin but shapely legs. She had been looking slowly this way and that, her hand resting on the handle of a rolling suitcase that seemed far too large for a two-day trip, especially one to her parents' house, but upon noticing John's car roll up, her face lit up into a smile.
This had the puzzling effect of filling John's stomach first with butterflies and then, after a moment's reflection, with a pit.
It's just a favor for a friend,
the little voice in his head reminded him.
Nothing more, nothing less. Don't get your hopes up.
What hopes?
he thought as he opened the car door while Chloe began her struggle with rolling the hefty luggage towards the car, resulting in it toppling over as it rolled off the sidewalk and down onto the surface of the parking lot.
This