The other girls were already a bottle and a half a bottle into the wine when I arrived at Sally's place for our monthly catch-up. I apologised profusely, explaining about the proposal that I had to get out earlier today... yada yada yada. They didn't really care and poured me what looked like a glass and a half of wine and told me to catch up. Laughing, I tried to work out Megan's story about her husband's attempts to repair the fence around their pool and the handyman who advertises himself as someone who will repair what your husband tried to fix.
We had been having these catch-ups for about 3 years now. Heather, Sally, and I have known each other since uni, and we re-connected when we all ended up back in Sydney after having lived all over the place. We sort of adopted Jane and Julie along the way. We are all in our mid-thirties, they are all married, either officially or de-facto, except me, who has been divorced now for about 18 months after throwing out my cheating gambler of a husband. Eventually Heather looked at me and demanded I tell them about my love life. They all sort of admired my single status, while also resenting my freedom, and being glad that they didn't have to put up with all the crap I went through as a single woman looking for love, or at least, looking for sex.
Sally filled up our wine.
I paused for a moment, undecided if I wanted to share. Two months ago, we had shared sexual fantasies that we had either explored or were too nervous to try. There had been some surprises about what my friends got up to, or thought about getting up to, behind closed doors. When it was my turn, I shared that I had two fantasies that I played with when I masturbated; to be a prostitute, being paid to be a man's fuck toy and secondly, I wanted to pay for sex and to be able to order a man around and demand how I wanted to be satisfied. The others had accused be of being a control freak, whether in control or under control, and I had had to agree with them.
Eventually I looked around the group, took a swig of wine and shared that I had fulfilled both fantasies, sort of. They demanded details.
"OK, girls club rules," I insisted.
"We don't talk about girls club," they all chorused.
"I went online and found a male prostitute to fuck, and then I told him that I wanted to pretend that he had bought me. That I was his fuck toy."
There was a stunned silence for a bit while they thought through what I had told them, then the questions started.
"How did you find him?"
"How much did it cost?"
"How long did you have him for?"
"Was he worth the money?"
"Was he a good fuck?"
"I just googled male prostitute. I had to filter out the gay sites, and there are heaps of those, but I found a range of options of men who only fucked women, all with amazing photos of very fit bodies and most with assorted dick picks. I messaged a couple, and most seemed OK, except for one who was a bit creepy, but I eventually decided on a guy named Phillipe who looked southern European, with delicious looking skin and a nicely curved cock. I particularly liked Phillipe's dick pics because they were artfully done, nice lighting rather than lying along a ruler like some of them had been."
There was a stunned silence.
"Go on, please." asked Julie.
"Phillipe was very professional. I told him about my fantasy of being his paid fuck toy and he agreed immediately. We discussed price and how it would work with him paying me. I agreed to pay him double and for him to give me half back in cash in payment for my services. We agreed what he should be wearing and what I would wear. We discussed condoms, he required them for all customers unless they had a recent STD test. He sent me a copy of his most recent test which was only the previous week, so I also had a test and we agreed that we didn't need condoms. Then he sent me a list of sex acts that he was OK to perform, and I had to fill it in and send it back to him, explaining what I was OK with. He called it a 'Yes', 'No', 'Maybe' list."
"Holy shit," exclaimed Jane.
Sally filled up our wine, again.
"Wow, what sort of things were on the list?" asked Heather.
I took four copies out of my bag and passed them around. They all went very quiet as they read through them. Several of them were shifting around on their seats and Sally's nipples were clearly showing through her top.
"Which did you tick" asked Heather?
"I'm not going to tell you" I told her with a smile. "You can make up your own minds what you think I would have chosen, or what you would choose."
"After I got this list from Phillipe, I had a look online and there are lots of these lists available. Some are much longer than his, so I suppose that he filtered out some things that he wasn't interested in."
"What sort of things," asked Julie.