I'm in trouble...
For the past few days, I can't seem to stop thinking about him. It had just been a one night stand--or so I thought. He'd rocked my world that drunken night, and I'd snuck out before the sun was up. It was only a few days later that I realized I couldn't get him out of my mind. Ash...
At my office job, my thoughts have already turned to him twice in the middle of boring conferences. The way he tasted on my lips after he'd eaten me out... the way he'd thrown everything off the table and took me right there in his kitchen until I was screaming his name... I tried to leave it alone the first time, but my pencil skirt forced my thighs together and made the wetness between my legs impossible to ignore. Even just adjusting my seat sent waves of friction coursing through me. I thought it was fine until someone bumped my chair and I sent a glass of water flying. I'd excused myself and rushed to the bathroom. My thong had been soaked through, and even without fingering myself, rubbing my hand over the soaking spot had been enough to push me over the edge.
The second time, I excused myself before it got too bad--and I came in the bathroom again, with Ash's name whispered on my lips. That time, I'd dipped a finger inside myself just to try and relieve the pressure, and the following orgasm had been enough that I almost cried out.
Now, days later, I still can't get him out of my head. Even as I sit here in my room, I can feel heat gathering between my legs...
Dammnit all, I'm going to see him. Oh, but I shouldn't. A one night stand means no strings attached... mmm, but remembering the way he called my name when he came for me makes my stomach tighten in all the right ways.
I don't even have his number; but I know where he lives. Is showing up crazy? Short answer, yes... long answer, I don't know how much longer I can pretend my fingers are his tongue without going crazy. Maybe one more night together is exactly what I need. Yeah! Maybe he's just not out of my system yet.
I pick my phone up as if I'm going to text him--but obviously, that's pointless. There hadn't been time to exchange numbers between meeting and ripping each others' clothes off that night. The way his fingers had skated across my nipples through my shirt... the heat of his hand pressed against my thigh in the bar...
I groan. Okay. Enough of this. I'm going. But what to wear?
For clothing, I decide on a white crop top that hits just above my bellybutton and a jean mini skirt. Too obvious? Well... it's not like me showing up there will be any great mystery. I leave my brown hair down, hoping Ash will mess it up just a bit.
Underneath, I choose an unlined white lace bralette and matching thong--and just to really drive the point home, I pick knee length white stockings, as well. The outfit says "let's not fuck around, shall we?", and I'm okay with that.
The air outside is brisk, but not so cold as to make my clothes feel out of place. I kind of wish I'd brought a light jacket, but it's too late. If I go back now, I'll probably chicken out and end up fingering myself until I call his name again--alone, in my apartment. No. Tonight is a night for action.
I get a few lingering looks from a couple on the bus when I board. They're sexy in a "been there done that" kind of way, but I'm not hunting for a threesome tonight. Maybe another time. The trip to Ash's feels shorter than my return journey home after our first session together, but that's probably because I'd been counting the seconds until I could get home and find my toys. Some things are just too good to wait for.
I hop off the bus outside Ash's townhouse. Thankfully, there's no buzzer. I glance at the shuttered windows--lights are on, at least. My stomach hollows out as I approach the door. Maybe this is a mistake. What if he isn't interested? Or what if he brought someone else home with him tonight? Not that I'd be against the idea... but there's nothing worse than being a third wheel. My head feels light as I knock on his door. Is it too late to run? Yeah... probably...
"Oh!" The tanned lines of his face are in an expression of surprise when he opens the door. "It's you."
"It's me," I say, heart nearly jumping out of my chest. "I can't seem to get you out of my head..."
Ash smiles, green eyes twinkling.
"I haven't stopped thinking about you, either. Come in?"
I hadn't noticed the interior of Ash's home before; I'd been focused entirely on the kitchen table I was getting fucked on. Thankfully, Ash leads me into the living room this time. He's a vision in creamy knit pants and a deep green shirt that does sinful things to his eyes.
"Wanna sit? I was just about to grab a drink." I nod and take a seat on the edge of the couch while he disappears around the corner, only to reappear with two wine glasses and a bottle of red. He pours me one and passes it over with a twinkle in his eyes.
"I hope it's okay that I came over," I start. "I really... really can't stop thinking about you." Like, it's getting in the way of my work. But I don't tell him that. He smiles and bites his lower lip before settling beside me on the couch.
"You know," He starts. "You're one of the few people that I regretted not giving my number to."
I gulp my sip of wine in surprise.
"Really? Because I've been going mad, thinking the same thing!"
He nods in earnest, lowering one hand to trace a pattern on my knee. The touch sends shivers up my arms and legs. He sips his wine, not acknowledging what his hand is doing to me.
"Seriously. I just kept thinking about all the things we didn't have time for." Another sip of wine, which I match.
"Same. And everything we did do." My cheeks heat. "To... to be honest, I haven't even been able to sleep, much."
Ash's eyes twinkle again at this, and a wicked grin stretches his mouth wide.
"Really, now?"
I nod, hiding behind another big sip of wine.
"Really."
"What else have you been doing? Other than not sleeping." More patterns on my knee and lower thigh. I swallow hard.
"Well, let's just say I've gotten reacquainted with a few old friends that had been living in my bedside table."
Ash tilts his head back into the couch and laughs. His brown hair spills across his forehead as he does so.