I scratch my head in frustration as I stare down at the reconciliation sheet in front of me. For some reason I just can't seem to focus on the project in front of me, I try to tell myself that it's because it's Friday and I can't wait to start my weekend, but I know that's not the case. Ever since my fiancΓ© hurt his back I haven't been getting sex as much as I'd like and on this particular day I'm horny as hell. I've come to the realization that I'm not going to get this particular fund to balance today and I'm about to call it quits when I feel something bump the back of my chair. Instinctively I turn around and there you are standing behind me with a goofy grin on your face. Your presence is a welcomed distraction from the work sitting in front of me. I swivel my chair around to face you expecting you to have backed up a bit, but to my surprise you had not and now I'm face to face with your crotch. It's been so long since I've had sex that merely being that close to a man's cock gets to me. I can feel the heat pooling in my stomach and between my legs causing me to squeeze my thighs together tightly. Fearing that you can sense what I'm thinking I move my eyes up your face and notice that your looking down at me with that same goofy grin and I'm thankful that my staring has gone unnoticed. I lean back in my chair and you take your usual seat in the spare chair in my office. For the next 5 minutes or so our conversation is light. We talk about video games, your room mate, nothing out of the ordinary.
We're in the middle of an in depth conversation when I remember I have some candy in my secret stash drawer. I lean over to pull some out and my top slides down a bit and I catch you staring down my shirt. I smile to myself and reach down even further making sure to give you a good eye full. I'm normally a modest woman, but having you stare at me like that sends a wave of heat through my veins, so I decide to stay bent over a little longer than is required. When I lean up and hand you some candy I notice an unmistakable bulge in the front of your pants. I avert my eyes quickly trying to pretend that I didn't see it but the rosiness in my cheeks gives me away.
"Sorry...It's just...it's been awhile since I've gotten any action." You give a nervous chuckle and start to get up out of the chair. I put my hand on your knee to stop you and we sit like that staring at each other for a few minutes before I sit back in my chair.
"Don't worry about it. It's been awhile for me too...Since Stevie's injury he hasn't been able to well...you know... 'perform'." I don't know why but I'm a bit embarrassed to admit this to you because somewhere deep inside I think maybe my fiancΓ© just doesn't find me attractive many more. Maybe he could stand having sex after his spinal surgery but just doesn't want to with me. I look down at my feet, letting my hair fall from behind my ear hoping that it'll shield me so you won't see the tears threatening to escape my eyes. I hear you move your chair closer to me until I feel your knees bump up against mine. You place your hand on my knee and the warmth of your hand on my bare knee makes me look up. You look into my eyes with a look that is part pity, part embarrassment, and part lust.