I threw my phone on our bed, leaving it unlocked purposely with one message unsent to whatever this latest man's name was, which is immaterial to me. I wanted him to read it. I headed to the bathroom as he was coming into our room to get ready for bed I assumed. I was excited not to prolong what I started on my cell with my latest online lover in the shower.
There'd been a few.
Here's what I wrote:
"I know you're reading this even though it's a clear violation of my privacy and trust but don't stop. I've done worse.
I want you to scroll up. This is how I want to feel, to be touched and fucked. I'm in the shower ... "
I know it was a calculated, a little manipulative and even a cowardly means of communicating what I'd wanted to say for months, but hopefully effective.
Maybe it was anger that lured him to the bathroom to confront me or out of curiosity about what I was using to play with myself. I was enjoying my waterproof Lelo Sono vibrator massaging my clit in all the right places and generating a soft moan from deep within me that couldn't be heard over the hot water.
I heard the door crack open, but I didn't let it break my rhythm it's not like I didn't know who it was. He saw me, one foot on the edge of the tub which allowed my legs to spread apart and open my lips to the flicking sucking motion that made my knees weak every so often.
He stood by the door for only a few minutes, he'd gotten naked and was hard, stroking his length, massaging his girth, and watching me through the clear shower curtain. He'd obviously read my message.
Before I knew it, he was standing in front of me and pulled the shower curtain back. The lemon wedges design scrunched together letting in the cool air which met my hot wet skin and gave me goosebumps, but the steam helped to warm me back up.