Ann lay there next to me her head moving slowly up and down on my chest as I breathed. I stroked her hair softly, its shiny golden locks slipping through my fingers like strands of silk. She lay there motionless for such a long time I thought she was asleep. I could not push the night’s events out of my mind. Her with her tears, then her passion. Me knowing I shouldn’t have made love to her, for a variety of reasons. One being her age, another being her father was a close friend. But my heart ignored the logic. It wanted her. It wanted love.
“Mark?” She whispered as if not to wake me if I was asleep.
“Yes?” I said softly tucking her hair behind her ear.
“Are you regretting what we did?” She asked perceptibly.
“A little. Not that I didn’t want you, I did. But you are so young, you are my friends daughter, you deserve better.” I said humbly. She sat up and looked at me with a puzzled look.
“What?” I asked her.
“Deserve better?” She asked her blue eyes piercing me, taking the air from my lungs.
“You are the daughter of a soon to be federal judge. You have money. You are smart, beautiful and soon you will be successful. For your sixteenth birthday you received a BMW for a present. You hang out at an elite country club with many of your friends.” She never looked away from me. “As for me, well I had to buy my first car, a beat up ’72 Nova. I have very few friends and I wouldn’t be caught dead in your stuck up club. I am just a dumb cop. Nothing more. That is all I ever wanted to be and it is all I ever will be. You deserve to find some high powered lawyer or someone who is going places.” She turned away from me for a moment, and for that moment I thought that I had hurt her. She swung her leg over me and straddled my manhood. Her sex rubbing my cock making it stir once more. She lowered her face mere centimeters from mine, our noses brushing.
“For your information, sir, you are right, my family has money. Big deal! And I have dated those guys you talk about. Guys who were ‘going places’ and each time I did do you know what I did?” I shook my head. “I stacked them against you, and each and every one of them failed. None of them could stand next to you!” She lowered her lips to mine and kissed me deeply, a kiss that lasted for several seconds. No tongue just our lips, her eyes closed in passion and love. She opened them as she broke our kiss.
“You are more than you know. A dumb cop? I think not! You have qualities very few people have. Including my father who you hold in such high regard.”
“Like what?” I asked smiling slightly as she kissed me again.
“Like what? Like passion, with you there is no half way. Like heart, you put your life on the line every day for people you don’t even know. Some are the worst part of society I could ever imagine. Like morals, you always do what is right!”
“I hate to interrupt you right now, but morals? I think what I did earlier tells you where my morals are.” I said in reference to the raid earlier.
“I don’t think so, I think deep down you knew me, and you knew I wouldn’t be there on my own accord. Your heart said so, even if your brain didn’t agree.” She kissed me again.
“As for our age difference I remember someone once telling me that love was the only emotion you couldn’t control, that love controlled you!” I had told her that after the lover’s lane incident. “I love the fact that you are a cop! I would love you if you were a garbage man!” She kissed me with a grin on her face. “Just as long as you showered first!”