0: The Fool
Genesis LeClair had a throbbing headache and her mouth felt like it was stuffed with cotton. A hangover. The pillow was so soft, if she could just go back to sleep, the pain was sure to go away eventually. She refused to concede to this reality. She wouldn't open her eyes. Beside her, someone groaned and turned over.
Alex.
Her eyes popped open of their own accord and she saw blue plaid sheets that were certainly not her own. She found that she was also very naked.
Shit.
Regardless of her headache and Alex's slumber, she leaped out of the bed. Alex slept on, ignorant to her distress. Her head pounded in response to the sudden movement. Water. Water would help. She started toward the bathroom. It didn't help that the layout of the house was still unfamiliar to her; she had moved in only the day before.
***
Alex had been home when she had arrived. She'd known that one of her new roommates "Alexander Falkner" was a student of visual arts at the university they both attended. She had envisioned him as an archetype: pale, moody, and dressed in black with a cigarette. She was not prepared for the laid-back blonde dressed in surfing shorts and a muscle shirt.
"Genesis LeClair?" He had asked, leaning against the door frame.
"Genny," she said, forcing a smile to cover her gape.
Visual arts indeed. There were certainly a lot of visuals about him to appreciate. Alex wasn't much taller than her, but his figure was beautifully muscled. His summer shirt did nothing to hide amazing shoulders, at least a four pack, and perfect pectorals. His skin was tanned from a summer in the sun. She couldn't see the colour of his eyes, but it didn't matter. She had never been much of an eye person anyway.
Roommate, she reminded herself. That meant hands off.
It had seemed like such a good principle.
"Call me Alex," he'd grinned and reached for her suitcase. "I'll help you bring your things up. I'm glad you're here, it's been lonely all by myself." He carried her suitcase up the stairs and she followed, trying to appreciate the amazing ass to match his upper body without coveting it. So much easier said than done.
"This one is mine," she gestured to the door on the right.
"Yeah," Alex laughed, "the one without the plasma TV. Claire was in on Monday moving her furniture in."
"When is she moving in for good?" Genny asked.
"Tomorrow night," he replied, gesturing for her to enter the room first. Most of her things had been moved in earlier in the summer. Her suitcase contained only the essentials.
"What have you been up to on your lonesome?" she asked. "I don't imagine many people are in town yet. Classes don't start until next week."
"I'm an artist." He flopped on her bed, testing the bounce. "The introverted, self-sustained bit is my specialty. I also played a lot of video games. What's that thing in the poster?" He pointed to the fractal above her desk.
It was a full-colour representation of mathematical relationships in the complex plane. A black body with horizontal symmetry sat in the middle, and its lacy black edges radiated complicated patterns of colours with an aesthetically pleasing self-similarity. Despite the austerity of its origin, it had a new-age style, decorative appeal. Genny liked it because it was a gift from her parents. In a rare moment of insight, they had seen it as a bridge between their hippie lifestyle and her love of order and predictability.
"It's a Mandelbrot Set," she said. "It's beautiful, isn't it?"
"Yeah... I've never seen one before. I like it."
Alex had chatted away while she unpacked. He had clearly been dying for human interaction after a week in solitude. He looked at her while he talked, and she noticed that his eyes weren't always on her face. She suddenly became very conscious of how short her skirt was and how little her tank-top concealed - not that she minded his attention.
She had decided to leave her old university, her former sweetheart, and her plans to become a physicist, far behind in Montreal. This school was supposed to be a fresh start. She wanted to study pure mathematics, flirt, have irresponsible relationships that would never work out in the long run, and for the first time in her life not be completely logical in her decisions. Or, like her Mandelbrot set, at least give the illusion of spontaneity.
***
Supporting her weight on the bathroom counter as she sipped a glass of water, Genny wondered if that policy had really worked out. She may have screwed up her relationship with her roommate forever. Though, she thought with a smile, the process had been anything but painful
***
When she'd traveled from Montreal, Genny hadn't brought any food with her, so she and Alex had decided to go out to McDonald's for dinner. They lived right downtown, so the walk was short. The hot summer day was just cooling down and goose bumps prickled over Genny's bare shoulders.
Alex turned when she shivered. His hand closed over her shoulder for a moment, sliding over her skin. It felt like electricity had passed from his skin to hers, bringing every nerve in her body to a state of alert. A small gasp escaped her lips and she tried to disguise the fluttering of her eyelids as a casual blink. If roommates were totally off limits, maybe she could trade with someone in the apartment next door.
She was so conscious of him, his presence beside her. She wanted to walk closer, but she didn't want him to know how attracted she was to him. She was careful to keep herself the same distance from the edge of the sidewalk, to keep herself from gravitating toward him, but his hand still brushed hers as they walked. It had been months since she'd had sex or even made out with anyone. It was natural for her body to respond to his every motion and radiate pleasurable tingles from between her thighs.
There were shadowed alleys between the old buildings, and she envisioned him pulling her into one, pressing her shoulder blades against the crumbling brick, and kissing her lips with authority. His body would push against her, his hard cock fueling her wetness with grinding thrusts through clothing, hands clutching breasts and buttocks in a frantic foreplay. He'd take her ear in his teeth, and moan her name in a desperate whisper -
"Genny?" He asked as she walked right past the door to the McDonalds. "It's right here."