I wriggle again in my chair, denying to myself that it's the man lying, nude, across the bench in the center of the room that is making me so wet. I'm not supposed to be turned on by the model, my hand still moving in gentle strokes on the paper as I do my best to capture that which has enchanted me.
His semi.
Even I can tell he wasn't fully erect, and that the only reason he wasn't totally flaccid is that it's chill in the room. My nipples peak against my shirt; I like to go braless. I'm just a B-cup, so it's not like anyone gives a notice, anyways.
I lick my lips.
His cock really is stunning. The way it lays in repose against his muscled thigh, the tip just peeking over at me. Yeah -- I get a full stare of the little monsters one-eyed glare.
I shift again; glance up at the clock.
Two more minutes.
I add one last stroke to the paper, then drop my pencil and study my handiwork.
Okay -- I'm not the world's greatest artist. Not even close. But even I can tell this is some Grade-A work. For once.
I had correctly framed every smooth, soft curve of his semi-hard cock with the firmer, athletic tones of his muscled thighs; upwards to his six-pack abs.
Out of humor I title it -- "McTruck."
The teacher was instructing Sinclair to go ahead and put his clothes on. I saw the model wrap a towel around his waist and then make his way to the changing room.
I sigh.
Truth be told, when I handed my project in that day I was a bit dismayed and more than a little depressed.
Sinclair was always gone by the time class got out; by the time I'm allowed to leave. So I didn't have any opportunity to tell him I was interested in seeing much more than his 4" semi in the entire two months he'd been stopping by, twice a week, to pose.
Ha! As if someone with his Greek God looks would notice someone like me, anyways!
Still. I'm smiling by the time I fall asleep that night.
If nothing else, I'll always have my picture.
One Month Later
The bell was five minutes from ringing to dismiss class when - "Miss Bollar? Can you stay a moment after today?"
I look up at Mr. Crantz and wonder what this is about.
"Sure. No problem."
When the bell rang the others made haste filing out; some of them even throwing me a questioning look.
'Don't look at me,' my eyes said back; shoulders shrugging, 'I'm just as clueless as you!'
We both waited for the room to empty.
"Mr. Crantz?"
"Yes. Well. This is awkward for me, Miss Bollar. You must understand I've never had a circumstance like this before. Never! And I've been here thirty-six years! Why did you have to draw that picture?"
I shift my bag more securely over my shoulder.
"What drawing?" There was only one.
He gave me a look. "Don't play dumb with me, Miss Bollar. Mr. Westfurd's drawing."
At least I felt a blush creeping on; in truth, I was only embarrassed to be discussing the contents of that drawing with him. My teacher.
"Well. You told us to draw what 'Enchanted' us," more blushing, "So I did."
"I didn't tell you to draw his... Well. I didn't ask you to draw that, Miss Bollar."
"But you did allow him to go nude, Mr. Crantz." And I had him there. It wasn't MY decision for Sinclair to pose unclothed.
"Which brings me to my question."
We both wait while he gathers his courage. Whatever it is, I know it's going to embarrass the shit out of me.
"You know the school's hosting an Art show in a week. Well -- that picture is the most remarkable piece of work this school has seen all year; years, in fact! Since there's no way of telling who it is Mr. Westfurd is most willing to let it be auditioned."
Okay.
"You'd have to be there opening night if it's accepted."
As the artist.
It hit me. I'd be standing next to the picture I'd drawn of Sinclair's cock for everyone to see. My family, friends... Sinclair?
I squirm, my nether lips getting slick as I dare to ask the next question, "Has he seen it?" I couldn't say his name aloud.
"Mr. Westfurd? Yes. He was most surprised as well."
"Did you tell him who the Artist is?" Did you rat me out?
He appeared offended; sounded it, too, "Of course not! He'll have to wait until opening night -- if you are accepted -- to see who drew it. Like everyone else that may be interested."
"Well. Okay sure. Go ahead and audition it. No problem." I was babbling as I made my escape to the door. "Later, Mr. Crantz." No way would they allow a drawing of a nude cock to hang in their art show.
I was safe; he'd never know of my secret, dirty fascination with his genitals.
Someone would veto it.
One Week Later
Boy was I wrong!
Not only was it not vetoed, but my drawing won Picture of the Year; 'It's daring' they said, 'Bold and Original,' 'Stunning detail in contrast.'
It would be front and center tonight for everyone pouring through the doors.
And I would be standing right next to it.
Maybe I should pretend to be sick.
I have twenty minutes granted the Artists pre-opening the exhibition; my stomach rolls as I step through those doors and look at the framed piece.
Maybe I won't be pretending.
What in the world dared you to draw it, I ask myself. What did you think was going to happen? That Mr. Crantz would be too mortified to really look at it? That you'd just get to take it home and enjoy it all to yourself, late at night when you're stroking your pussy to thoughts of what you'll never have?
Um. Yeah?
Ha! You gotta pay for that pleasure, baby.
Fuck off.
"Sara?"
"Yes?" I turn as I hear my name though I don't recognize the voice.
I'm instantly hypnotized by light amber eyes and smiling lips; golden curls surrounding boyish features. I cannot swallow; I cannot breath. My heart is beating five times the normal rate, and I'm sure he can hear it.