She collapsed onto me and shivered, the last throes of her orgasm tingling away. She kissed my chest, wrapped her arms around me and squeezed tight and let out a sigh. "Are you as nervous as I am right now?" I silently nodded in affirmation, deep in thought, wondering how we got here and if this was a great or terrible idea. She laid her head on my chest a little longer then raised her mouth to mine, kissed me and whispered "I can't wait for me to be yours again later." And with that, she slid off my cock, out of bed and went to turn the shower on.
I laid on the bed with music playing on her phone softly humming in the background. I couldn't believe we were about to go through with it - I was terrified but also excited and still turned on.
It all started months ago. Maybe it was the margaritas that we had on our date or maybe it was just the great sex, but the pillow-talk that night had drifted to raunchy fantasies we hadn't had the balls to act on. It was then I told her about how most girls I've been with have been what you'd call "good girls" and what I really wanted was to have some fun with someone wilder.
"Like what?" she asked.
"I'm nervous even saying this, but I'd love to watch the girl I'm with be a crazy, over-the-top sex-driven nympo...a total slut." As soon as it came out, I began wishing I could have it back, but it was too late now. "I'm not sure why it turns me on...maybe the power of it? I'd like to watch you walk down the street, decide 'I want to suck that guys dick,' shake your cute little ass in his direction for 30 seconds and have him as putty in your hands."
Jessie stared at me, a little apprehensively.
Shit, Mark, why'd you go there? Way too early in the relationship to reveal things like this! I started backtracking, but probably not very well. "Maybe it has something to do with the fact that guys can try to fuck whoever they want, but girls aren't allowed, you mostly just tease because if you did fuck everyone you wanted people would start name-calling - don't you ever see a guy you'd love to jump, but have to think better of it?"
She smiled now. "I mean, I do know that feeling, and you're right, I mostly just convince them to make out with me, so I know I have the power. I just walk away when I'm done."