***All characters are over 18 and are fictional. Any resemblance to any real-life persons or situations is purely coincidental.
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In a way, Tom felt he was lucky he didn't have to deal with Valentine's Day. He was a man, after all, and that kind of obsession was usually reserved for women. Men never get into it unless they're involved with someone they care about. Other than that, if you're not involved with someone, then it's just another day for them to watch TV and save money from having to buy gifts and fancy dinners.
He wouldn't have minded participating in the holiday if he did have a girlfriend to dote on during this time. He did have a little fun with it in previous years for this holiday, especially with women he really liked. But he ended things with his girlfriend of the last year, Sarah, a couple weeks earlier. To be more precise, she ended things when she confessed that she had been seeing someone else for a while and loved him more. Furthermore, she said she wanted to break things off with Tom so she could be with her new beau during Valentine's Day.
Tom played it cool so he wouldn't give her the satisfaction of knowing her betrayal hurt him. But in reality, it hurt him deeply. He had heard people use the metaphor of betrayal feeling like a knife being plunged into your heart, but he never truly understood how real that expression felt until then.
He pretended he was alright with the situation, but when he got home, he was so pissed off he screamed and punched a hole in the wall. It momentarily made him feel better, until he realized he had to bandage his knuckles and then fix a hole in his wall. He did a bad job plastering the wall, so he just covered up that spot with a picture frame which somehow only added to the misery of it all.
After a week of sulking, his friends convinced him to go out with them to a strip club. It was kind of a clichΓ©d idea to help a friend get over a woman, but he wasn't going to argue about it and decided to go along with it to have some fun for one night. He saw plenty of beautiful naked women dancing on stage, got some lap dances from a few of them. By the end of the night, he was having a lot of fun and wasn't thinking about Sarah at all. He even got one of the dancers' phone numbers; he was sure it was a prostitution thing, but he still liked it nonetheless.
After that night, he felt a little better about his breakup and was even looking forward to the idea of dating again. That was until Valentine's Day, when almost every woman in his office was getting flowers and candy delivered to them. Tom had done this before with Sarah and a couple of other past girlfriends. Women appreciate it when men have these gifts delivered to them as a public display of affection, letting others know they have someone in their lives who cares enough to give them gifts for the holidays.
Tom did his best to be cool about it. He told himself that this was more of a woman's holiday, and men only get into it because they might get laid if they do a good enough job. He made a lot of excuses for to put down the holiday, but deep down he despised the fact that he had no one.
He decided to text a couple of his close friends, Vincent and jeff, to get some perspective about what he was going through.
Tom:
"I don't understand how is Valentine's Day having an effect on me? I'm a guy, I shouldn't give a damn about this."
Vincent:
"You're only human. Also, you were with Sarah for almost a year so that makes it worse. It's not like you two were only together a few weeks."
Tom:
"Good point. But I feel like a pussy for letting it get to me like this."
Jeff:
"That's because she broke it off not that long ago. If she ended it a couple of months ago you would've been over her by now and hooking up with someone else."
Vincent:
"Yeah. Who does this so close to Valentine's Day?"
Jeff:
"A cheating bitch. That's who"
Vincent:
"Yeah. Fuck her. Don't let her have this effect over you, bro."
Tom thought they had a good point. He would've felt better about it if Sarah had broken up with him a lot sooner instead of doing it so close to Valentine's Day. At least then, he'd have more time to get over the breakup and may even have started dating someone by now. But she did it so close to this Valentine's Day, which only added to his heartache.
He was working in his cubicle, focusing on his work, when a delivery man came to the cubicle across from him to drop off some more flowers. This time it was to one of his favorite coworkers, Blair. Although cubicles used partition walls to separate the desks from a few others around you, in their office there were two sections of cubicles separated by a pathway, and some people could see across the pathway into the cubicles of some of their coworkers.
Blair was not only one of his favorite coworkers and close friends, she was also a longtime crush of his. She started working at the company several years ago, about one year after Tom started, and he immediately had a thing for her. But at the time, she was briefly engaged to another man. He noticed the ring right away and made sure he wouldn't hit on her.
She was a beautiful woman. She was in her early twenties, had short blond hair, and always wore skirts that weren't too short but always showed enough of her legs. She had a good figure too; she liked to hit the gym and take yoga classes. Tom had seen her in dresses before for office functions and could tell she had good-sized C-cup breasts.
They hit it off right away when she started asking him for help with her assignments. She was good with computers but had trouble learning everything else. So, Tom, who had been with the company a few years already, became kind of a mentor to her; he showed her how things were done in the office and how to do her job effectively. During that time, they got to know each other and became good work friends. They both liked that they had someone to hang out with at work and sometimes after work when the situation arose.
A few months later, Blair's engagement fell apart, and she was a free woman again. By that time, Tom began seeing Susan from accounting. He still kind of had a crush on her, but things were going well with him and Susan. A few months later, he and Susan broke up, and Blair began seeing another man.
This was a pattern for them both; neither of them was ever single at the same time for Tom to make his move on Blair. There were a few brief periods where they were both single, but nothing happened. There was one time he and Blair were single for a month, but somehow he didn't know about it until she began dating someone else, and he hated himself for missing his best opportunity.
Despite it all, Tom still liked that Blair was his friend. He liked having someone to talk to at work and sometimes after work if the situation called for it. They hung out with other people at work, but they usually gravitated toward each other. If it wasn't for the fact that they were often seeing other people, he was sure there would've been rumors of them sleeping together.
The flowers Blair received came in a red vase, consisting of red and pink roses mixed with blue iris. It was a good arrangement that even Tom was impressed by.
"Those look beautiful," said Tom. "So far the best one delivered today in my opinion."
"I know, I love them," she said. "And the card Michael wrote was very sweet."
Although she was smiling, Tom noticed that she wasn't as enthusiastic about the flowers as some of the other women in the office were.
They later met up with some other coworkers in the breakroom for lunch. Many of them discussed their plans for the holiday. Tom just sat there, hoping nobody would ask him anything. It was already known that he and Sarah broke up, so it was possible they were just being nice by not bringing it up.
The conversation was making Tom feel worse about his situation, so he did something he didn't think he would do. He found the number of the stripper on his phone and texted her. He had to remind her of who he was, which to him meant that she had given this number to plenty of other guys. After she remembered who he was, she said she was available to come to his place tonight and how much it would cost him. Part of him hoped she wasn't a hooker and she just thought he was cute enough to give her number to. But he knew that was only wishful thinking. He agreed on the price and texted her his address and the time to meet.
He did this all while everyone was talking about their plans. After he was done texting the stripper, he noticed Blair was somewhat quiet about her plans for Valentine's Day but didn't bring it up.