It's the fourteenth of February. It's a day that gives most men real difficulty. What to get, what to do, how to show their love for their significant other, or girlfriend or, well, whatever. My wife of thirty plus years isn't big on presents. It took many years feeling like I failed each year to realize that presents just aren't her thing, either receiving or giving. To her time spent together expresses so much more than something bought off the shelf. As a result our 'routine' for Valentine 's Day was flowers delivered to her work, a card and a quiet dinner out. While I'd often hoped for her to wear one of the many sexy little things I'd bought for her over the years and have some hot sex after, somehow that never seemed to transpire.
Last year I went all out. In addition to our usual routine I rented a hotel room with a Jacuzzi tub and set it up with candles and wine and the like. Unfortunately between the wine and the warm water on a work day evening, she fell asleep before...well you can guess what it was before.
For years now, since our kids had moved out and we were alone again, I'd been hinting that maybe it was time to break from our rather boring intimate time and try some new things, some different things, something to spice up our sex lives again. Something to bring it more like it was when we were first married, playful, spontaneous, hot and well...sexy as hell. Now it was sex on every other Saturday morning, in bed, in the same position, doing the same things. Any attempt to talk about it generally ended in an argument ending something like "If you don't like it we don't have to do it at all!" before she stormed off and closed herself into the bathroom for a shower alone. As a result, we were rarely talking about it anymore.
Not that I'd completely given up. Christmas came and she was walking around the kitchen, cleaning up from breakfast in just panties and a bra, not wanting to get her dress messed up before we went to church. I couldn't resist the view and opportunity. I wrapped my arms around her from behind and hugged her to me as I pushed her panties down and stroked the curly brown hairs on her mound. I had every intention of getting her naked and having sex right there on the kitchen table. Boy what a mistake! To say she was angry was an understatement. The thing is, I didn't understand what she was angry about! That I wanted to have sex with her someplace other than the bedroom? That I might actually still be attracted to what I think is a pretty damn sexy body, even though she thinks she's getting fat? That I'd even think about having sex where we eat dinner? Here it was more than six weeks later and I still had no idea why she was so angry, and it didn't appear that I was going to get an answer, even though I'd asked. All asking had done was put a complete end to any sex since then.
So, here it was, Valentine's day again. I'd sent flowers, bought her a card and made reservations at our favorite restaurant. I was on my way home, wondering if she would even be home on time to go to dinner. The last several weeks she'd been coming home late a couple times a week. Most guys would worry that she was seeing someone else, but that just wouldn't be here style, so I wasn't worried. Okay, the thought crossed my mind once or twice. Maybe it wasn't her. Maybe it was me? Maybe sex with me wasn't fun anymore? Was she seeing some young stud that could put out over and over again? It wasn't a long thought process and it didn't last long. She certainly wouldn't step out on me for what I'd been trying to offer her. It certainly wasn't because I was mean or unkind to her. In fact, all her friends keep telling her how lucky she has it because I'm so helpful and attentive and they wish their husband was as good to them as I am to her. So what was I worried about?
I was worried that this was Valentine 's Day and our "fight" from Christmas still was unsettled. I was worried that I wasn't prepared to start dating again at fifty-five. I know we love each other, but I am quite afraid that maybe she's decided that love isn't enough and she wants something that I'm not giving her. I know. It's a stupid idea, but you know guys. As I pull into the driveway and wait for the garage door to motor open, I'm still worried that she wouldn't be home.
I let out an almost relieved sigh as I see her car already in the garage. I pulled into the garage, shut down the car, punched the door button and climbed out, grabbing my computer bag and heading into the house.
"I'm home lover!" I called as I set down my bag and hung my coat up on the hook by the door.
"Hi sweetie!" I hear from the kitchen. Well, that was a good sign. She sounded happy. Must not have been too bad of a day at work. "Thank you for the flowers! They're beautiful! But you know you didn't have to do that. Roses are SO expensive this time of year!" she called back as I picked up my computer bag and walked down the hall towards the kitchen.
I stopped in the doorway, watching her pour water into the vase that held the two dozen red roses I'd sent. Seeing the roses wasn't what made me stop in place. No, not at all. What did make me stop was the sight of the back of my wife in a form fitting red dress that barely came to the middle of her thighs, hugging her round hips and full round butt. Now seeing her in a dress wasn't THAT unusual. But all of her dresses were "professional" dress. To her that means at least down to her knees. I didn't think she owned a dress as short as what she had on.
She turned around to face me, a glass of wine in each hand, the red dress hugging her thirty eight double D's as snugly as I wanted my hands to be at that moment. The deep V down the front of the dress dipped far enough down that I wondered if she had a bra on at all, both the deep V of cleavage and the lack of a bra EXTREEMLY out of character for her. "I take it our reservations are for six?" she asked as she stepped towards me, wobbling slightly in what had to be four inch heels, another thing that stood out of character.
"Uh. Yeah. Damn! You look incredible!" I finally said as she held one of the glasses out to me.
"You like?" she asked, turning slowly for me. Slowly so I could see or slowly so she didn't fall off the heels that she clearly wasn't comfortable wearing didn't matter. It was slow and it was DEFINITLY worth the slow look. "Donna helped me pick it. I used the gift card your mom sent me for Christmas."
"Well. Tell Donna that it was a hit," I answered, thinking I was going to have to thank her best friend in person at some point.
"I'm glad." She smiled, at me. It took at least three more seconds to realize that she had on lipstick. Not bright, gaudy, fuck me red lipstick, but a nice gentle pink lipstick that seemed to highlight her smile just perfectly. I'd only seen her wear makeup half a dozen times as long as I'd known her. One was our wedding, three were the weddings of our kids, and the other two were very special occasions years past. I hadn't seen her in makeup in almost ten years.
I set my computer bag on the counter, took a sip of the wine and then wrapped my free hand around her, gently pulling her towards me. It was a slow soft kiss, and to my surprise, a wet one. My wife had always been a "closed lip" kisser. Oh she knew how. When we were young we'd do those wet sloppy tongue in each other's mouths kisses all the time. Somewhere down the line she stopped doing that, preferring little closed lip pecks like she'd give one of our kid's cheeks. Feeling her open her lips slightly and flick her tongue across my lips was more than a surprise.
"Sorry," she whispered, apparently feeling some physical reaction that went along with my mental reaction of surprise.
"Sorry for what?" I asked in a whisper before leaning my face towards hers again for another kiss. This time I returned the favor, gently teasing her lips like she had done mine. We broke the kiss and she stepped back, blushing slightly.
"We better finish our wine and go or we'll miss our reservations," she said a little huskily before taking a long drink and draining the glass of wine. "I better go easy on this. I have to drive."
"You don't have to. I haven't had much yet, I'll drive."
"Well, I'd planned on driving this time. But if you want to," she said, brushing a stray hair out of her face. "Let me get my coat." She turned and set the glass on the counter, her turned body giving me a profile view of her in the sexy dress, her nipples making two obvious bumps in the red material. I turned as she walked past and watched her all the way to the closet where she pulled out her heavy winter coat and pulled it on, covering the sexy dress. The dress was so short that I couldn't even tell she was wearing anything under the coat. "Coming?" she asked, turning to look at me staring at her.
"UH. Yeah," I answered, setting down the nearly full glass of wine and heading to grab the coat I'd just hung up. I backed out of the garage and my wife walked around and slipped into the passenger seat, her coat completely covering her dress so that as I watched her buckle up her belt she almost looked naked under the coat. It was only then that I realized that her bare legs were anything but, each one encased in stockings with lacy tops that were just peeking out from under the hem of her coat. It took several seconds before I finally dropped the car in reverse and backed out of the drive, my wife clearly trying to suppress a smile as I looked down the street before backing out into it.
"So you had a good day at work?" I asked as we headed down the road.
"It was a pretty good day," answered.
"That's good," I answered, wondering why she hadn't offered any of the usual conversation components that usually came with that question.
"Looks like we're supposed to get some snow tonight," I said after a couple minutes of only the radio breaking the silence.
"It does. We need more moisture. Things are a bit dry," she said before letting that conversation drop as well.