Simon says: So, it has been awhile. I wrote this when I couldn't get immersed in other stories needing completion. In my need to have a win and get something out, I finished this. Working on others.
Standard text -- This is a very slow burn. Isn't this isn't your thing then no hard feelings. There will be no other chapter to this. Just all-in-one.
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Warmth. I just felt warmth. Not stifling heat but certainly it was pressing in on me. I struggled to open my eyes, feeling a mix of dizziness and a little bit of sickness. A bit of light queasiness. But at least I felt this extreme comfort. Truly it was cozy, all the way down my body, all the way to my toes.
I reached out with my other senses. I smelled burning wood, like a fireplace or campfire. I could hear the crackling not far away from where I was lying. And I felt warmth in the air against my cheeks. Almost heat. The heaviness of something covered my whole body except my neck and head. And even there I felt something on my head with just my face exposed to the warm almost stifling air.
As I opened my eyes I saw nothing but blurriness, tinted red. My eyes began adjusting as I heard the wind creaking against windows and the crackling of burning wood. Slowly my eyes came into focus and I began to form a picture of a small one room cabin.
If I wasn't so hyper-focused on how confused I felt I would actually call it very cute. I found myself in a well-appointed double bed against one wall of an A-frame cabin with a couch and fireplace on the opposing wall. I glanced to my side and saw a clawfoot tub against the wall, not more than five feet from the bed.
Where was I? How did I get here? What was I doing before I went unconscious? Driving. But where to? To Aunt Jen's for the holidays. That's right. But this wasn't Aunt Jen's. Everything felt fuzzy and scattered. My head was swimming. Mercilessly.
My eyes scanned the room. Logged walls but carefully decorated with a few outdoorsy paintings. A few rugs strewn almost carelessly on the hardwood floor, but not quite. They looked like they had been casually placed but in reality, someone had seemingly thought it through. It was like I was looking at a HGTV cute little cabin that some great designer had just redesigned for a couple looking for a romantic get-a-way.
I heard a clink of a pot to my right. My head swam a bit as I too quickly turned my head towards the source of the noise.
I saw the back of a man. Tall-ish at around 6 foot he was wearing jeans, wool socks and an untucked pale green tee-shirt. How very clichΓ© for a cabin. But wait, who was he?
As I tried to speak I suddenly became aware of how dry my mouth was. My swallowing and trying to generate saliva must have alerted him as he glanced back.
Now at this point I probably should feel lots of fear as a strange man in a strange cabin has somehow brought me into his strange environment and put me in a strange bed and I have no earthly idea how that happened. But he didn't appear threatening. And who makes someone cozy only to kill them?
And of course, he also immediately reached over to his left and took a kettle off the stove, filling a mug with a dark liquid and brought it directly to me. He seemed concerned.
"Hold still now. Not too fast please," he spoke in a low almost grumbly but not unpleasant voice. Just rather masculine. His eyes conveyed all sorts of concern for me. A soft gentle gaze. I found myself lingering a little on his eyes. I found his glances to be comforting, for now anyway.
"I hope you like hot chocolate?" He handed the mug to me as I nodded. I normally would smile at this point but I was not feeling very smiley. I just felt weak. And confused.
I took a sip. I immediately felt the warmth spread throughout my body in such a very pleasant way. My eyes scanned him as I continued to sip from the mug.
Glancing again at him I noticed his eyes were a bit blue-grey and a bit sleepy. The scruff on his face wasn't exactly a full beard but was more than the closely trimmed beards you see as stylish now-a-days, like it was not that way to seem rugged, just that he actually WAS rugged. Flecks of grey covered his chin while the rest of his facial hair was a dark brown, matching his hair. I guessed that he was probably in his forties. His face seemed younger but the grey seemed to contradict that.
He seemed pleasant and kind. Seemed it anyway.
"You probably have some questions for me, I imagine," he spoke softly. I think he was trying to make sure I didn't feel threatened by him. I got the feeling the way he was speaking was not his normal approach.
As if to reinforce this, he pulled up a chair but placed it far enough back that I had plenty of space around me. I am sure he knows how confused and scared I might be.
I could only nod as I really didn't want to let my lips move away from the hot beverage that seemed to be constantly radiating a delicious warmth throughout my body.
"You seemed to be in an accident and ended up in the ice," he began. His eyes watched me closely while he continued, "I brought you here to keep you from freezing." At this point his eyes darted down.
I worked in sales so I had been trained in reading body language and nonverbal cues. He just shifted to being uncomfortable. Pretty obvious. What could make that fact uncomfortable?
And at that point I noticed what I was wearing underneath the hill of blankets covering me. More accurately, what I was not wearing. Certainly, looser than what I wore when I began my trip to my aunt's house -- skinny jeans, t-shirt, cable-knit sweater, wool socks, boots, bra and panties. Whatever I was wearing did not include much if anything of those. Maybe that was the discomfort: he had to remove my wet frozen clothes. Not a terribly pleasant thought for me but then I don't think I could blame him for it.
I felt a little bit of a rush to my cheeks as I thought about being undressed by him. Did he enjoy it at all? Maybe that is why he is uncomfortable. If so, then that is very sweet of him. And a little attractive. But then I don't know who he is. He could be married. Or gay. Or a serial killer. Ok, probably not the last one. Hopefully.
I paused in the sipping and tried to clear my throat, "when?" My voice was a bit raspy.
He brought his eyes immediately back to me. "When did you have the accident?" I nodded. "It was yesterday late afternoon."
"Time?" While my voice was doing a little better I still felt weak and fragile. These are not things I like to feel. I am all about strength but unfortunately there was no strength to summon at a time like this.
"The time of the accident?" I shook my head no. "Oh, the time right now?" He asked, as if we were speaking two different languages. I nodded again.
He quickly glanced at his watch, "two in the afternoon."
So, I had been out for about a full day.
"Um . . . I can . . . do you think you are ready for soup?" He spoke a little nervously. I normally would think this guy was very endearing if I wasn't in this physical and mental state. So here I would normally smile. But I didn't. I just nodded weakly.
As if relieved that he had a task to do, he immediately jumped up and moved to the kitchen.
"Your name?" I weakly got out as he started the stove up.
He glanced back at me. "Oh yes, sorry." He turned to face me, "I am James Farmer." He kinda smirked. It looked like he was trying to smile but he caught himself in mid-motion.