Watch Ourselves In The Mirror
© Michael Wood 2022
Watch Ourselves In The Mirror
Budapest, Hungary, Europe.
Brooke
As my eyes fluttered open, life being breathed into me as I lay in the comfy hotel suite bed, I instinctively reached over towards Jack. He'd obviously sunk so deeply into my subconscious already that I didn't even know I was doing it. Lying on my back, with my right arm reaching over my body towards the bedroom door (he, as my protector, slept nearest the door), my fingers felt... a sheet of paper.
My heart sank. The sinking feeling was accompanied by thoughts of his whereabouts. Where was he? Had he abandoned me after the perfection of last night and found someone else? I knew the thoughts were crazy but they still played anxiously and immediately in my mind. Thoughts about last night quickly came into my consciousness, though, as if my pure self was desperate to give me a reminder - and who could blame it?
Following on from this mind knot causing a tightening in my stomach, the slight rustling of the paper brought me more quickly to my senses. I half-sat up, bringing the sheet towards my face to read it.
'Morning, gorgeous. I've just gone to the shop to get some breakfast, I'll be back soon. X'
Wow. This man! What's the catch with him?
My body instantly relaxed as I smiled to myself, melting into the bed imagining it being him. I am struggling to cope now. My body, my mind, my heart, my soul - they're all in so deep, and I love it. But it terrifies me at the same time. Love is the stronger of the two emotions - by far - but the fear is unmistakably there, and I hope it doesn't bubble up.
Putting my fears aside, I sink deeper into the bed, my breathing deep and strong, and think back to last night. I can't actually believe it was me! Jack just brings out a side of me I didn't know existed. It's like I've been waiting my whole life to meet him so he can activate this wild, sexual woman that I love being.
Not long later, I heard faint footsteps, followed by a gentle opening of the door to our hotel suite. My body was instantly on fire, almost as much as it had been in the sauna the night before. My nipples hardened, my heart fluttered, and my clit twinged.
Flinging myself out of bed, I ran to the door and jumped into his arms before he'd barely had time to close the door. I wrapped my legs around him, and the force of my love and lust for him takes us into the wall, pressing him into it as he holds me, struggling to comprehend the surprise attack this ball of joy had brought for him.
"Wow, hi!" he mumbles into my lips as I kiss him deeply.
I pull away slightly, just far enough to look into his deep blue eyes, and feel myself utterly melting.
"I-"
Oh my God.
I was about to say that I love him.
Fuck!
I actually do.
But I can't tell him yet. It's not the right time. What if he doesn't feel the same? I think he does, but I don't know. I'm having too much fun to risk losing him! I'm in this for the long haul if I need to be, and I comfort myself with this thought: if we're going to be together forever, waiting a few days, weeks, or even months, to confess my love for this man won't really matter.
He told me last night that I looked possessed; I think what he saw was his possession of my heart.
"I saw your note," I stammered, trying to deflect from my true insight, "and it was the sweetest thing."
It didn't feel good withholding the 'L' word from him, but it's only a word - I just needed a bit more time before I could say it. 'I'll show him how much I love him for now instead,' I thought.
He smiled, and glanced over my shoulder. I knew that there was a wide, full-length mirror there, just next to the bathroom which was across the hallway from the front door.
"You're welcome, sweetheart."
"Are you checking out my ass?" I sassily asked him.
"What if I am?" he said playfully back.
"Well, if you are, I think you should do something other than look at it," I grinned, giggling.
"I have a few ideas," he growled in my ear, grabbing it in his hand through my panties. Standing there, wearing just my panties and his t-shirt, my legs wrapped around him, and my ass in his hand, I felt like I was in heaven. My entire body started to tingle, and it must have shown on my face.
"Brooke," he rasped, the arousal clear in his voice. My lip was instinctively covered by my top teeth in that way I know drives him crazy but is just so natural for me when I'm around him. It's my unconscious signal to him that I'm wet for him, and that I'm his.
He slid the bag of shopping into the kitchen along the wooden floor, and took me more deeply into his arms, my legs still hugging his waist. He kissed my neck and I knew his eyes were piercing into the mirror as he looked at my back. He put me down on my two feet and continued to slide his hands strongly over my ass - sometimes kneading the part covered by my panties, and sometimes going to my upper thighs, my hips, or my tummy.
Every touch was like pressing the 'volume up' button on my arousal level. I knew I was gone already. There was no coming back now - I wanted, I still want, this man, in every way - he can have me romantically, sexually, and any other way he wants.
"I surrender," I whispered.
Fuck, I'm glad I said that.
Oh my God, his words are going to be my undoing. Unless it's his fingers, tongue or cock that are. Ultimately, his heart is what has already undone me, and it will continue to unravel for him until the day I die.
"Oh fuck, I want to watch us too, Jack!"
I tried my best to keep my eyes open, the pleasure of having his body pressed into me almost unbearable already, and I just about succeeded. His hips began pushing into mine, as I spread my legs to give him more access, looking at him up and down in the mirror.
He quickly threw his t-shirt over his head, kicked his shoes off and pulled his socks from his feet, and pummelled me again through our clothes. I could feel myself slipping slightly - my feet and my hands were getting sweaty and they meant I lost my grip on the floor and on the mirror.
I shouldn't have worried. His grip of his hands around my tits and my waist were strengthened, as I felt him hold me, support me, claim me. How had I ever lived without his control of me, his love for me?
"God, I'm so wet. And you're so hard!" I gasped, meaning every single word more than my words could ever say.
I was feeling so hungry for him, I desperately wanted to free his cock and taste him.
"I want your cock in my mouth, Jack."
"You read my mind," he whispered gravelly in his sexy British accent.
He spun himself sideways and rested his right hand where mine had been, facing into the bedroom. I knelt in front of him, and whipped his belt off.