I see her at a party. It's dark inside and she's hard to see with all the flashing colours, but the light is attracted to her skin and her hair, and the way she moves. I'm barely through the door and she's made an impression on me.
She's wearing a skimpy little dress, black and shiny with thin shoulder straps, so into the music she's dancing unselfconsciously, all arms and legs and swirling hair. I try to listen to my friends and concentrate on what they're saying, but my eyes are drawn away to the dancefloor as she comes and goes and my mind is filled with images - her shoulders, jutting and shaking, and that lovely long neck, jugular showing, the little bumps where her collar bones push at the skin, blonde sheeny hair catching the light and emphasising all of her moves.
I see flashes of glossy red lips, and bright, sharp teeth. I see her shapely thighs changing their look in the strobes as they turn and move with the rhythms, and her deeply sensual body, flaring hips that flow into a just right waist, a little bump for a belly, like she's just showing the first signs of pregnancy, and these cute little tits jiggling, all hinted at by the dress rather than flaunted. She's a candle lighting up my imagination. She's dreamy.
I try everything to get closer, even a trip to the dancefloor. Our eyes meet, once, twice, and I'm looking for sparks, but I can't read her face. Whenever I try to get closer she merges into the dancing bodies and I can never quite catch up with her. I think she's with her girlfriends, I haven't seen a man anywhere near her other than in passing. I give up for the minute and go to get another drink, contenting myself myself with little glances.
I'm worried that she might leave so I keep half an eye on her and get chatting. I get mildly drunk and I'm enjoying myself with a woman called Sarah at the bar. She's nice, friendly, but there's no chemistry, so we're just two drinkers having fun.
I see the dancer arrive at the bar over her shoulder. She's with a man now, tall and well built, but I can't see his face. She climbs up and perches on a barstool to talk to him and I catch a teeny flash of white from up inside of her dress. I carry on chatting and laughing with Sarah but the glimpse excites me and the dancer keeps catching my eye. She's drunk and a little sloppy so her body is relaxed and natural looking, and while she's talking her legs open and close slightly and I catch more flashes of her panties now and again.
The man she's with is standing and keeps blocking out my view. He leans against the bar and she's slumped down on the stool, elbows up on the surface, and she starts opening and closing her legs in a pretend languid, absent minded rhythm, giving me looks to make sure I'm seeing what she wants me to see.
So I'm staring, admiring her long, muscular thighs, all the way up inside her skirt where I see the white panties again and again until I'm transfixed, my mouth watering, no longer hearing the woman I'm with, and I look up to see her face and she's staring right back at me. The man turns to see what she's looking at and I return my attention to Sarah, but for what remains of the evening I feel the dancer looking at me every now and then, and taking her time over it.
It's closing time. Everybody's leaving and I'm at the cloak room getting my coat. On the way past she stumbles into me, drunk I guess, and clip clops in her heels along the corridor and out, her man in tow. She has that reeling drunken urgency a woman gets when she's had one too many - or when she's eager for sex. My nostrils cling onto the smell of her, a waft of something expensive and subtle, utterly womanly. I see her hand pushing at the glass doors and she flashes an eye my way and she's gone.
Sarah's gone home with a girlfriend so I'm left alone. It's raining and I get a taxi. During the ride my eyes fall out of focus and I imagine the man taking off her clothes, peeling them away slowly, and her kissing him. I picture her lips, all puckered up and glossed, sliding over his, and their tongues showing here and there.
I imagine his hands feeling all over her body, his fingers pushing down inside her white panties, and her kneeling, and licking, and sucking on him. I imagine her bending over and sliding off her pants, his swollen throbbing cock, pushing into her pussy, stretching her dripping wet pussy lips wider, open, sliding in and out of her... The passing streetlights sparkle orange on the rain spattered windows.
I get home and reach for my keys and I feel silk. It feels nice but I'm taken by surprise and I jerk my hand out of the pocket. I push it back in and explore the feel of whatever it is with my fingertips.