As I said earlier, Toni and I had never had secrets. We were always open with each other but what she told me on the Saturday of the August Bank holiday weekend was something I never would have thought possible.
We had shared a bottle of wine thanks to her mom and as usual we were cuddled up in bed together, touching and teasing. I had just finished telling her about Garry (Mr. Blake) fingering my arse as he fucked me doggy and how I thought he was going to suggest anal at some point, and I didn't know what to do as his cock seemed way too big...although the idea did excite me.
She started by saying.
"Well, if you think that is dirty then there is something I have to tell you. Please don't go mad, just listen. OK?"
I nodded in agreement, perplexed by what it could be that she had to say. Slowly, haltingly and then with excitement this is what she told me...and yes, I was shocked!
"Do you remember when your mum caught us in bed together? Well, I left without speaking to her that night, I was just too embarrassed to even look at her. The next time I did see her was when I came to meet you before school about a week later. You were upstairs still getting ready and she had not long got up, she was still in her bathrobe. She was holding a cup of tea and we were standing in the kitchen and she gave me a funny look, sort of embarrassed. Then she put down her tea and came and put her arms around me. I really didn't know what was going on, but then she said that she owed me an apology, she was really sorry for barging in like that, it was none of her business what you and I do, and she was really sorry, I was still welcome in her house at any time, that she hoped that she hadn't spoiled anything between us. Then she sort of pushed me away, putting her hands on my shoulders. She was looking right into my eyes and then she kissed me on the cheek before smiling and saying that she had told you that we looked really sexy together. She was still looking at me, but I knew, I just knew, that in her mind she was thinking about what she had seen, what we looked like, what I looked like. She came in just as you made me cum and I went bright red thinking about it, thinking about what she had seen. She was still holding my shoulders and she leant forward and kissed my forehead, like she had done loads of time then she said, 'don't be embarrassed, it was beautiful' then she kissed me on the lips."
She paused then, looking at me. I was curious to see where this was going. I sort of expected my mum to have apologised, she was like that so there were no surprises so far. I just sort of nodded to her, to say to continue, which is when it did get interesting.
"There are lots of kisses Emma, some are just a peck like you are saying goodbye, ones just say thank you...you know what I mean. Well this kiss was short but longer than it needed to be, it was only a fraction of a second longer but seemed to last forever. I can't really describe it, but that kiss seemed to say so much...and the way she was looking at me changed...you know the way boys look at you...that hunger when they want to touch you or kiss you...she was looking at me like that."
She bit her lip and bent her head, looking away from me. I was hardly breathing now as I waited for her to continue.
"Oh Emma, my mind was all over the place, it was Carol, your mum...my tummy was fluttering, I could hardly breath, I was bright red and going hot...but deep down I knew that at that moment all I wanted was for her to do whatever she wanted to me."
Now I really was shocked! I just mumbled 'go on' and she did.
"This was on the Friday after you and Mr Blake did it for the first time. I didn't know about it until the following day until you told me and we were in bed talking about older men, Mrs Smith, the guys in Egypt...and you told me that your mum had said she wished she had been with another woman at some point, and then the way she looked at me suddenly made sense...and it was just so exciting to think about an older woman...well, the men had been great so why not? I was so turned on thinking about it that night I must have cum 20 times! When I said to you 'tell me again about his dad', it was your mum and the way she looked at me I was thinking of."
Wow. While I'd been having sex with Toni, fingering and licking her to one orgasm after another she had been fantasising about my mum! I never would have guessed that in a million years! She was probably thinking the same when she was doing things to me!