I've waited all day for this. I've waited all day to see you, to chat with you. Even though we've done this twice before already since we met, my face still heats up from both intense arousal, and what remaining shyness I feel. After all, it's not every day a woman like me meets a man who has openly appreciated my body, and my mind, as I am all together.
I am speechless with trepidation still, though you admonish me to be myself. How do I communicate in words what I'm feeling without sounding incredibly silly to my own ears? I know, I judge myself too harshly. I promised I wouldn't stress out too much and I won't.
But the desire to kiss you is unbelievably strong. I can't resist...I stretch up to connect my lips with yours, wanting desperately for you to kiss me deeply, your fingers in my hair, which is just long enough now for you to wind your hand through it, tugging just enough to make me wetter than I am now.
I want to feel your body pressed into mine, want to feel how hard you are as your mouth moves down to my neck, softly kissing, nipping and licking. I can't hold back a moan as your mouth grazes that spot where my neck meets my shoulder. It's one of my favorite spots to be kissed, licked and teased...and yes, I want a hickey there.
I love having them...even if others can't see the way you mark my body with them, I can, and that is enough. Because they're not the one being seduced beyond thought. I am. I'm the one who gets to see, I'm the one who gets to recall who put the hickeys on my breasts, my thighs, everywhere, and I'm the one who gets to smile secretly to myself in response, making people wonder what I've been up to.
Of course, judging by the expression on my face, they'll likely conjure up that quote from a certain fantasy movie: "I solemnly swear I am up to no good," and think it about me and what I've been doing...who I've been with. But do I care? No. Not in the least.