She laid with her back to him as he watched television. Her clit aching from needing his touch, but she refused to be shot down by him anymore. It seemed that the only time they were intimate was when he was in the mood and the majority of the time when she would make sexual innuendos he would ignore them. She wondered what in the hell was the problem but decided to just stop giving a damn about it. Ok, so couldn't completely stop giving a damn, but she could sure as hell shut off her sexual desires.
He always said he could get her anytime, even when she said he couldn't so she decided that he was going to get exactly what she was willing to give for a while and that was nothing. Next time he was horny he was on his own, she was going to be "too tired" or just not be in the mood. She wasn't going to let him have control anymore; their sex life had always revolved around when HE was in the mood, no more. For a while, there just wasn't going to be any sex at all. It was probably mean of her to think that way, but she was sick and tired of their sex life being at his convenience.
He must have sensed her tension because he rolled over and curled up against her, wrapping his arm around her and laying his hand just below her tits, his warm breath against her neck.
"What's wrong baby" he quietly asked her.
Her response was the usual "Nothing."
She knew that he would sense that she was holding something back; she also knew how irritated he got when she did that. She didn't feel like telling him she was annoyed with the lack of intimacy in their marriage. It wasn't like she wanted him to feel bad, she just wanted him to realize that he should give her what she needed more often, instead of just when HE needed it.
She was having a hard time with the self control as he moved his body closer to hers and his warm breath continued to float against the nape of her neck. His hips pressed against her ass and she could feel his cock hardening. He kissed her neck and slowly slid his hand up to caress her tits. She tried to ignore him, but it was becoming increasingly difficult to do so.
He whispered to her "Know what I want?"
She thought to herself, yeah, I know what he wants. He wants his dick sucked and he's not going to get it. Not this time.
"I'm really not in the mood honey, I'm tired." With that said, she slid out of bed and into the bathroom, barely noticing the shocked look on his face.
When she came out of the bathroom he still had a bewildered look on his face. She'd never refused him before, nor had any other woman to her knowledge. She felt bad for pushing him away but he'd done it to her so many times, so she really wasn't sure why she felt so bad. She was going to stand firm, even if it meant confusing him and making him wonder what was going on. She was irritated at his ego and was going to make sure he realized that he did not have the control he thought he had. She lay back down and lit a cigarette, not saying anything about what just transpired. After she was done with her smoke, she rolled back over and went to sleep with a mischievous smile on her face.
The following day, they sat in the living room alone together, children off at school. She pretended to be completely engrossed in the show they were watching on Television. Though, she occasionally caught him watching her out of the corner of her eye.