Lately life has become boring, and I have been sexually frustrated beyond belief! The only time away from my husband and two young sons is wither in my care or late at night when everyone sleeps. Don's get me wrong; I love my husband and two boys. But lately I have had strong desires to watch other men as they go about their own business during the day.
My boys, fourteen and eighteen, are a handful at times as I am sure most moms would agree with me. My husband is a wonderful man and very sexy in every way, a bit older, fit, pepper hair and travels often for work. I have been such a faithful wife, but over the last several months I have been fantasizing often about what it would be like with another man. These sexual urges have taken over my desire to be riskier than I have ever been.
There are times, late at night, when everyone is asleep, I find myself still awake, restless and sneaking downstairs and cozying up on the couch. I flip through the channels on the TV and my mind wonders and so do my fingers. I am not sure why I am doing this, images of other men that I have watched during the day take over my my mind me extasy.
I feel lonely for a touch of a hard body against my chest and a hard pennis thrusting deep in me. I often question, is the right? It is not like me, but I long for the touch of another man, different than the standard sexual routine with my husband. It makes me feel bad, but the orgasms I have had when alone lately with these wondering thoughts that have become so powerful, I just can't control myself.
It makes me wetter than I've been in years. Sometimes I grind on a pillow or use a vibrator. Typically, I slide my nightgown above my erect nipples and slide my hand over my flat tummy and into my wetness. My fingers glide over my hot slickness and find my throbbing clit. I can't help moaning as I throw my head back and cum, all the while thinking of a man don't know but have only seen.
My daily routine is typical and boring, I guess. I run errands to keep the house going and the men in my life fed. Durning my travels around town, I have started to watch men, all types, sizes, and ages. My first glance is always looking at their tight asses and then their packages. I love it when they are in tight jeans with forearms and abs that ripple under a shirt. Sometimes I see men checking me out from how they stare, up and down and smile. Boys will be boys.
I put myself out there to be seen making it easy for men to catch a glance, I giggle about that. I have been married for fifteen years and wasn't sure if men would still find me attractive.
I still have sexual urges and feel the need to be watched by men and watch men when I am out, so I have plenty of thoughts to turn me on when I am playing alone late at night. That's innocent right? At least that's what I tell myself.
Just another typical afternoon, I do my errands, pick up my groceries and other items. It's boring.
I am shy and usually keep to myself. But on this day, something came over me. I parked my car for what seemed like the millionth time, in front of the grocery store. But this time I shyly scan the parking lot before I get out of my car. I am lucky and see a man that makes me tingle and wet. This day I was particularly horny and already wet. My jeans are tight and without panties on rub again my clit. Knowing I had plenty of time, I decided to slowly unzip my pants and slide my hand down to feel my wetness.
I have this burning desire that never escapes me., to masturbate in my car in public.