Don't laugh, but I wanted to apply for a job at a lingerie shop. The kind where the hottest women go to get the most lacy leathery or just revealing garments, that they'll do what we can only imagine in? Not possible of course; well unless the guy was gay and the owner was hip. Maybe the owner thought having a gay guy on staff would make the place more chic and add to its high class appeal and sophistication. And, what if the hip owner thought the guy was gay... but he wasn't?
That would have all kinds of problems for the guy, he could never be caught looking, he could never ever be with any of the women, he would have to act gay; I thought of these things as I got myself ready to try this out. I thought I could control my eyes with enough mental effort and I knew I'd never get to date a women like that anyway. I had a cousin that was gay, really gay and I mimicked him as much as I could stomach. Why was I doing this? Just for laughs I guess. I never thought it would work.
There was a high-class type of lingerie shop in the city, far away enough from where I lived that I wouldn't know anyone casually walking by. The owner, Donna, was beautiful, a 40ish year old red head with a perfect body that would have looked as good in sweat pants as in anything in her store, but she was also very smart and a serious business woman. She was wealthy and got that way all on her own. Her shop was open to anyone but many of the women that came to her store were as wealthy as she and were more like clients than shoppers.
The place had a back room for the more extra sexy outfits, while the store front sold the typical stuff, like you'd see in a Victoria's Secret catalog. I should have been more insulted that she bought my gayness but it was what I wanted and so I accepted the job. It wasn't quite as easy as it sounds, but the details of how i got in don't really matter for this telling.
The job started off well. I spent time folding garments. I have to admit that I was a little embarrassed holding the frilly things at first, but as I got used to it I would imagine the store's customers and even the women I worked with wearing them. Perhaps Donna thought my interest in the underwear was a desire of mine to be wearing them. Too Funny. The women I worked with were in their mid to late twenties to late thirties and extremely hot, even the ones that weren't thin still looked great. Some of them were married too.
Toni who was a lot younger, was a little different than the rest, maybe it was her age, but she was more cute than sexual. She was a petite blond with small tits, not flat, but just small enough to fit in the palm of my hand. I had to guess the would since I could never have touched her. They were all very nice to me, I wondered if they would have even noticed me if I were straight and tried to talk to them at a bar or something.
They included me in their "girl talk", and the stories of what women are really like when men aren't around are so true. Kim was probably the the worst one, where in my case"worst" was best. I listened intently as she described what she did with her boyfriend, especially about how much she loved sucking him. I mean, she didn't do it for him, she did it for herself, she LOVED having his cock in her mouth. Listening to her got me excited, and not for the reasons they thought. I pictured my dick between her lips, my cum swallowed by her while the others looked on, waiting for their turns.
I was very glad at times to be the only guy there. I had a bathroom all to myself where I could relieve myself of built up frustration when ever I wanted, which was often. I did notice that while all of the other woman had their own stories to tell. I even made up my own tales of sexual exploits, the women responded with " Oh my god, you're so bad" and "you're such a slut". It was kind of fun to make up stuff. I was disappointed that Toni never had anything to say. I figured she wasn't the kiss and tell type.
Donna liked me and would even show me pictures of guys, sometimes naked ones to ask what I thought of them, boyfriends of hers I figured. I would give her input like "He's gorgeous". It was a nice place to work even if I had to spend a good deal of my pay on a more "gay" wardrobe. Even though I had to make sure I wouldn't get caught staring at everyone around me, I got more than my fair share of scenery. The clients got used to having me around and thought nothing of walking around in only the items the were trying on. I spent more and more time in the back room, there would always be a few women there at the same time. It didn't matter if I tried to look or not, they would just always be in my line of sight.
Soon, more and more girls would actually come right up to me to ask my opinion about the way they looked. Imagine a topless girl standing a foot away asking you if she looked sexy. LOL. They didn't expect me to answer from a "man's" point of view, it was just that gay men are expected to know about fashion or something. I got to stand there while they changed outfits, it was like they stopped noticing I was there.
Some of the store's clients got my heart pounding to the point I thought I'd pass out. As great as this all was, not being able to just reach out and grab any of these girls was almost torture, like being tied up while your girlfriend fucked another guy. One of these girls was Michele, she was always completely shaved smooth and she preferred lacy one piece garments, always with a thong back. I think I made more trips to the bathroom for her than anyone else. Karen simply got my imagination going with all the leather she bought, I'm pretty sure she was a dominatrix.
But what was the absolute most memorable day at the store was when Donna came over and asked if I would help out a special client of hers. Sue needed a favor, she. Get This... she wanted to know if I wouldn't mind taking some pictures of her for her husband's birthday present. We spend the next few hours together while she tried on several different outfits, the best of which pushed up her large tits making them look even better.
She even had me photograph her nude. It was more than I could take and I went behind a sort of cubicle wall that was about shoulder height "to check on something". I took out my dick which was as hard as ever and masturbated right in the room while Sue was still naked but getting into another outfit. I wanted Sue to see what I was doing but knew there was no way, I just watched as the cum poured out of me. Luckily no one saw the puddle I left on the floor before I could clean it up.
Donna was having a party at her house, which was a penthouse in the city. all of the store's employees were invited, no guests though. Which was great because how would I find a date to bring? There were about 12 of us there including Donna and Toni. Kim was there too and after a few drinks she got rolling again about how great cocks were. The apartment had a hot tub, could a penthouse NOT have a hot tub? It was in a separate, private room; some of the women got changed and went in. I was invited to join them and I did, Donna let everyone know to bring a swim suit with them.
It was very relaxing and I was just enjoying the conversation and company even knowing there could be no way of this turning into a 12-on-one sex party. Still it was close enough, after a few drinks for everyone all of the women in the tub, one-by-one took off their tops. That's right, the hot women I worked with, that I had spent the last few months fantasizing about and jerking myself off to several times a day were now in this large tub with their tits exposed completely They suggested I join them as to not feel left out and so I took off my bottoms.
I was as hard as ever, even in the water. It was strange how these women could be so open with a guy there, even a gay guy. I couldn't help rubbing myself under the water, no one could see or tell. Of course if I came they would all know, that would be very bad. Somehow this was even better than all of the many many women I got to see at work, I KNEW these women, I had seen the with clothes all of the time. When its someone you know, seeing them naked is better, much better than seeing a stranger.
Then, Donna looked at me, and with the voice you might use to ask someone to do walk 3 blocks in the rain to get you cigarettes, she said to me "I have to ask you for a huge favor, you can say no if you want to, but please don't." ... what was she getting at? I worried ... "Toni has never been with a man before" she continued, "more specifically she has never even seen a guy naked before" I reflexively looked over and Toni was looking down avoiding eye contact.
Donna went on..."I know its a lot to ask and you won't get anything out of it, but do you think she could see yours? That way there won't be any pressure on her". It took me a few seconds to realize what she was saying, but I quickly agreed, I hoped I didn't sound too eager to help. The other women in and out of the tub had been listening and all eyes were now on me as I slowly raised out of the water, the cooler air brought my erection down a few notches so no one noticed how excited I had been. I always keep it well shaved and so I felt even more exposed.