I did try and write about this before but my first attempt was very, very basic and therefore very, very poor and pathetic; consequently, it was rejected. I have remembered a lot of stuff from my earlier days of disability which is very, very significant, and sexually adventurous and paints a vivid picture of how I am now.
Hi! I am Toby.
I have a full head of shoulder length, dark blonde and grey hair that I tie back. I am very slim, and very, very healthy. I always used to be quite healthy, but now I am unbelievably healthy, and very much into supplements. I am in my early fifties now. When I was in my early forties I had a very, very bad motorbike accident. I spent a few days in intensive care and a few days in hospital.
Physically, I was fine, I had just suffered a massive bump on the head, which had resulted in a very severe brain injury. As there was next to nothing that the hospital could do, I was moved to a nearby rehabilitation centre for six months. (My, disabled, sexual adventures started here.) Within a couple of months I was eating, drinking, and sort of, speaking again. I had gained quite a bit of movement in my head, neck, right arm, hand, thumb and first two fingers, but next to nothing anywhere else.
This was the case for the next few months, and as there were no gains at all anywhere else, I was moved to a care home for about six months, before acquiring my current flat, parts of which had to be adapted for wheelchair use.
I am mixed race, but more black than white, with a dick that is just under four and a half inches when soft, and just over seven and a half when hard, and it's quite thick, just over six inches with a, biggish, mushroom head. I can get turned on quite quickly and easily, and get erect quite easily. I love girls, especially pretty ones, seeing my hard cock, and I love those girls watching me cum. (I love getting erect, and I masturbate, to edge, practically every night.)
My girlfriend, Nat, (Natalie) who is quite hot and very sexual, is French and lives in France. She is eleven years younger than me, and has a son from a previous relationship. Before my accident we enjoyed a very, very active, horny, liberal and adventurous sex life. I live alone, and she comes over from France three times a year (Christmas and Easter for nearly two weeks, and about five weeks in the summer) with her son, who's fifteen now.
When they are here, and her son has gone to bed, she jerks me off and gives me blow jobs, which I love, and I finger her pussy, but actual fucking doesn't take place, it's difficult with a young teenager around, and she can be rather noisy when fucking anyway!
(Oh, and I don't wear anything in bed.)
When I was in the rehabilitation centre and she was visiting, she would jerk me off under the sheet, stopping when a nurse came by. I would cum over her fingers and hand, and she would lick the cum off when I had finished cumming. (I could still achieve a hardon and cum, despite having a catheter in.) She couldn't do that in the care home, as I was wearing a conveen for most of my time there. (It's like a condom with a tube at the end that connects to a leg bag.)
When I was given a bed bath, both in the rehabilitation centre and in the care home, I would often get an erection. (I can't help that.)
A middle-aged nurse, in the rehabilitation centre, used to give me a bed bath quite regularly, but used to take her time doing my groin and penis, causing me to get an erection. She was quite nice I guess, and I was happy for her to see me get an erection in front of her. Another time, in the summer, a young nurse came into my room, about a week before I left. Before she shut the door behind her, she slid the 'Engaged' sign across before speaking:
"Hi Toby,I'm Sam. I haven't met you before. I'm here to give you a bed bath, take your catheter out, and fit a conveen this morning, before some other nurses come in to get you dressed and up."
She was right, I hadn't seen her before;well, not in my room anyway. I had seen her walk past the door a few times, but she wasn't allocated to my room. (Shame!)
It was quite hot, and I could see that she just had her white uniform on over her panties, as they formed a slight shadow under her white tunic. She must have been about in her mid twenties, quite pretty, smallish but cute, with a blonde bob, largish firm tits, and a nice figure.
She went to the bathroom to get a bowl of water, and she put the bowl of water on the floor, to my right, by my midriff. As she stooped down, I noticed that she had undone an extra popper on her tunic, making her cleavage easier to see. She uncovered my torso, down to my upper groin area. Then she bent down to the bowl of water, giving me a very generous eyeful of cleavage, as the weight of her tits really opened up her tunic. My penis started to respond!
"I'll just raise the bed a bit, and put the head bit down a bit." The bed controls were on my right, and were part of the bed. "There. Is that alright for you, Toby?"
"Yes fine. American?"
"No, I'm Canadian. I came over here to do university, then stayed to do my nursing training, and ended up here."
She washed my face first and then my chest, down to my groin where my penis was beginning to grow.
"So how long have you been qualified?" "About two years now."
She dried me off, and slid the bowl, with her feet, along the floor towards my feet. "So I take it you like this work?"
"Love it. So that the tube doesn't get in the way while I am washing you, I will disconnect it from the catheter, and take the catheter out now. If you do feel the urge to have a pee while I'm finishing off, just let me know, as I have a bottle with me."
"Okay."
Sam then took the sheet completely off me, putting it in the visitors chair that was next to the bed, disconnected the bag, and then lifted my penis up, which was swelling considerably, to pull the catheter out. She did that quite quickly, but she had to lean in slightly to do this, and I couldn't help staring at her cleavage.
"Like what you see, Toby?"
She caught me off guard.
"Errr, sorry. Yes, Sam, very nice."
By now she had finished holding my penis, which was still steadily growing. (More so now, what with her handling it, and what with me looking at her cleavage.) She retrieved the sheet from the visitors chair and loosely covered my groin area. Sam moved back to the bowl of water. She was facing me now, and as she bent down to the bowl of water, she flashed her more than ample cleavage at me again. I felt my penis swell considerably. I tried to take my mind off my growing erection by talking to her more.
"Do you live locally, then?"
"Yeah, about ten minutes from here. I share a house with another nurse."
She leaned over as she spoke, to wash the top of my legs, giving me a nice view of her cleavage yet again. I could feel my penis getting bigger, and as it was facing down the bed and the folded sheet was quite high, the very, very tip of my penis was trying to poke out from under the sheet, and it was lifting the edge of the it up. I new Sam could see this, as I could feel the breeze coming in the window, and gently blowing under the sheet, around my hardening cock.
"Does the other nurse work here then?"
"She used to, but she works up at the main hospital now. Okay Toby, I need to wash your groin area now, and fit a conveen."
She pulled back the crumpled sheet, and my penis, which was almost erect, bobbed up and continued growing! For a moment she just watched it grow until it was quite hard and fully erect.
"Oh wow! Nice cock" "Sorry about that Sam."
"It's okay, don't worry about it, Toby."
Sam couldn't take her eyes off it.
"Can I, err, touch it?"
I rather hoped she would. I could see that her nipples had gone hard as they were pushing through her tunic.
"Sure."
Sam moved round the bed, so that she could hold my cock. She held it quite firmly, and moved her hand up and down it a few times.