Kate's Exhibitionist Journey
Chapter 10 - Chica Desnuda
In which Kate keeps everything on display and makes some new friends down on the beach, in her own special way.
Trapped. There was no other word for it. I was trapped.
Through a combination of my growing overconfidence in my ongoing adventures, some additional silly naivete, and a devilishly evil plan from one of my fellow holiday companions, I now found myself cowering behind a rock in the corner of an isolated Spanish cove. Between me and the rental car which represented my only realistic option back to the comfort of the villa that I had been staying in was a group of four total strangers.
And I was completely naked.
Whether it really was revenge she had wanted after my nude follies had ruined her plans for the holiday, or she was simply having a bit of cruel fun with the naked girl she'd found herself with, Maria had well and truly defeated me. I had walked right into every trap she had set, and I had sealed my fate by...
oh god!
...by telling her I'd do anything she asked me to do if only she allowed me to climax, as she'd mercilessly ordered me to pleasure myself at her feet, right here in the sand. And my latest intoxicating, humbling and confusing sexual experience on my nude journey had left me here. Utterly, hopelessly trapped.
I tried to steady my breathing, which had been out of control since Maria had walked back to the group, telling me in no uncertain terms that if I didn't go over and join them all very soon, I was going to be left completely stranded. I had to move. I had to do something. But...
what?!
I looked around, but there was nothing to help me. Nothing to cover me. No towel, no palm leaves, not even some washed-up seaweed I could fashion some sort of mermaid-themed costume from. There was also no other way back to the car. I didn't have to walk right past the group, of course, but whichever route up the beach I took, everyone would still be able to see the nude girl trying to flee. And I needed the keys from Maria to open the car anyway! Out of sheer desperation, I even looked out to sea, contemplating making my escape by trying to swim the Mediterranean. Though aside from everything else wrong with that plan, even if I made it, I'd still be naked on the other side.
No, I miserably realised, there was nothing else for it. I...had to do it. I had to step out from behind this rock, totally nude and still wet from my impromptu swim to clean the evidence of my filthy display in front of Maria from my skin, and walk over to them. To Maria, Ange, Nicole, and...whoever these four other people were.
I slowly shifted into a crouch and took a deep breath.
Oh god, no, I can't do this, I fretted to myself. It's not just Nicole and her friends anymore, it's a bunch of strangers! And two of them were men! That little fact seemed extra-important, for some reason. Being nude like this around men as well as women seemed like I was taking things another step further somehow, for reasons I couldn't quite articulate.
I took another breath, feeling my knees shaking underneath me, and tried to focus on whatever positives I could find. I mean, as Maria had casually said before she'd abandoned me, I would never see these people again, whoever they were. I was flying home tomorrow, and if need be, I never had to come back here. I could even bar myself from entering Spain altogether. If the authorities didn't do that for me first. So...could I do this? Kate, my tired rational mind pointed out. You have to do this, remember? The only other option is to be left behind here in the nude. You don't have a choice.
And then a spark lit up inside me. Actually, I
did
have a choice. Not about whether or not I emerged from behind my shelter. It was painfully clear that I had to do that part. But I did have a choice of...how I did it.
How I felt like doing it was clear. Despite my many previous proudly nude moments, right now I wanted to meekly emerge from my shelter, face reddened, hands clasped across my chest and over my crotch, awkwardly shuffling through the sand, every inch the humiliated nude woman. And I'm sure that's exactly what Maria was expecting me to do. I bet she was hoping for it, actually. So that she could then delightedly demand that I lower my arms and show myself off to these nice strangers. With a tingle of humbled arousal, I pictured the scene of me quivering in shame as I obeyed her order, dropping my hands to my sides as these four new beachgoers gawped at my now-exposed bare body.
But I now saw that I did have another option. One that I'd already used to help regain some control of my situation back at the villa. Instead of blushing and feebly trying to cover myself, leading me to inevitably have to show myself off anyway, I could...
own it
. Instead of facing my humiliation on Maria's terms, I could face it on my own. I could stand tall, back arched, chest out, arms proudly by my sides. And then I could march right across the sand to them, smiling warmly and happily at these new people. Offering a friendly wave and a hello, as I defiantly showed off every inch of me to them. I could do all of that...couldn't I?
I shivered again. I wasn't sure I could. It went against every single instinct I was feeling right now. Back at the villa, it had already taken a lot just to show off my naked body to three women I'd already met. I wasn't sure I had it in me to adopt the sky-high levels of false confidence I needed for this, especially when I felt so helplessly terrified inside.
And yet, as I looked down at my nude body as I crouched down, still glistening with the few droplets of seawater yet to evaporate in the early evening sun, I knew I couldn't take the extra humiliation of meekly shuffling over there, trying to preserve whatever shred of modesty I might still be able to salvage, only to have it agonisingly and thrillingly snatched away by either Maria's firm tone, or Ange's cackling one, or even Nicole's supportive one, as one or all of them told me to reveal myself to these new people. Which, of course, I would do with only a moment of feeble hesitation. If I was going to get through this, I knew I had to somehow try and take control. Or at least...be seen to be taking control.
I whimpered to myself again, in a manner not really befitting someone about to take control of anything. I took another deep, deep breath. It's just like the nude beach, Kate. I told myself. Just like when you were on the nude beach, with all those other happy nude people. And Lara, and Liam. Just like that. Except this time, your clothes aren't in a bag next to you. They're locked in a holiday villa, a twenty minute drive away.
Oh god!
Doing my best to control my shaking, and feeling again like I was in the midst of another out of body experience, I kept my arms rigidly at my side and...slowly stood up. As the group further up the beach came into view again, I suppressed the continued instinctive desire to duck back down and cower in fright, or clasp my hands over my body in shame. And I did my best to own it.