Like the main character in this story, I have a dirty little secret. For me, it's that I like writing dirty little stories about how people confront their dirty little secrets.
I hope you enjoy it and I very much appreciate your constructive comments.
All characters are 18+
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On Saturday night, she could have chosen to go to Dave's big house party with Elaine and Chelsea. Dave's parties were always fun! Meanwhile, Russel, Steve and Kyle were going to a fancy dinner and reception to honour the robotics prof who they'd been working with.
She was in graduate school, working with a small team on collaborative augmented reality. It was a really cool project that they were all really excited about.
She was 24, she was fit, good looking and smart.
Claire was a nerd and all her friends were nerds. One drunken night, she'd been labelled by Steve as a "hot girl-nerd" and all her friends had agreed that she was probably too hot to hang out with them. They'd joked that some rich jock would eventually swoop in and steal her from their group.
Leon, Ray and Tyrone were on the augmented reality project with her. Her high school friends Elaine and Chelsea were in health sciences working on some horrible goo that people should ingest every morning to live an extra 10 years. And then there was Russel. Claire had a big crush on Russel. He was working with Steve and Kyle on "applying machine learning to optimize sympathetic and amplified oscillations in miniature robotics."
Her friends were interesting, fun people, but none of them were particularly outgoing. That didn't matter much because the nine of them made for a diverse and decently sized group.
Claire hadn't dated anyone in over a year. She had a serious crush on Russel and she was pretty sure he liked her too, but neither of them seemed like they wanted to risk losing each other as friends or disrupting the dynamics of the group.
So given that she could be looking forward to a Saturday night with her friends like any normal, single person her age, Claire asked herself (again!) why she would be spending THIS Saturday night at an investor appreciation event for a sex toy company. A lot of graduate students had part-time jobs to help pay the bills, but most of their jobs didn't involve wearing a dog ear headband, puppy dog face-paint, a collar and a tail... and NOTHING ELSE!
She and six other staff would be role-playing as puppies to demonstrate something called the Veritail at an outdoor reception for several dozen rich older men in suits.
Saturday was still a couple of days away, but Claire was seated naked in the tub in the 2nd floor bathroom of the house that she shared with Elaine, Chelsea and Leon. She was putting lube on a "training" butt plug. She'd never used a butt plug before so she had to get the training one in, then work her way up to inserting the next size up. By the end of that day she had to report back that it was comfortable. They needed to know that she'd be able to keep a plug that size in place for the duration of the event on Saturday.
Claire had never had anal sex. She'd never inserted anything into her bum before. But on Saturday, she'd be circulating through a crowd completely naked, with the butt-plug end of the tail right up inside her rectum.
She reminded herself that nobody was forcing her to do this. She was doing it entirely on her own initiative.
She WANTED to do this.
Why on earth had she agreed to do this?
She would be well paid. She'd been told that with tips, she'd easily clear a thousand dollars. Claire could definitely use the money, sure. But that wasn't the only reason she was doing it.
She had a dirty little secret. Claire had agreed to do this because she was an exhibitionist.
She wasn't the kind of exhibitionist that thrived on the thrill of being caught. She WANTED to be seen.
These cravings had always been there, but they'd really kicked in about six months ago, when she was looking for a part-time job and discovered that the art classes paid people cash to model naked. The idea had immediately excited her. Still, it had taken her 2 months to get up the nerve to sign up.
For Claire, the desire to get naked in front of people tied into fantasies of her being surrounded by a group of men. In her fantasy, the men all had clothes on, they were all around her, leering at every inch of her completely naked body. Sometimes she'd be trying to cover herself up, other times she'd be holding her arms above her head so they could see everything. Then they'd all move closer and start groping her.
That was as far as Claire's fantasy ever got because while alone and naked in her bedroom, maybe fingering herself or grinding on her pillow, imagining the groping would reliably bring her to orgasm. She knew how dirty and perverse her fantasies were. Claire wanted more and more to explore them in real-life situations, but she was desperately afraid that anyone would find out her shameful secret.
If anyone found out that she was posing nude for an art class, she could plausibly say that she was just doing it for the money.