Inside. Inside! There were cameras inside his house. Inside his ROOM!
I felt the blood drain from my head as a sort of dizzy panic washed over me. He had seen me. He had seen everything that I had done! I quickly replayed the entire episode in my head, wondering if the impossible option of denying everything was still something I could manage. I had sneaked into his bedroom and rubbed myself into oblivion on his body pillow. There was no getting that back!
Alas, I was left with utter defeat.
I looked at my phone, both relieved and dismayed that Mike wasn't sending me any more messages. The previous words sat quietly in front of me as I read them again.
There was no doubt about it. I was going to have to move. Yes, sell the house and flee in shame, because there was no way that I was going to escape this! He was right next door! My mind was a total blank as I tried to figure out something to say back. Was there some way that I could turn this? Save myself?
I managed to calm myself a bit and then a moment of brilliance hit me! He didn't seem to be upset by it and if I had to guess about the intent of his messages, I would have to say that he was playing with me? Teasing to see what I would say next? My feelings of total embarrassment were slowly edged out by some of my more lusty thoughts that had put me in this situation in the first place. I decided to put fear aside and do the total opposite of what my first instinct told me to do. I was going to go all-in on this one!
I whipped out the phone and continued the conversation right where he had left it with, "Well, I tried to relax, but I couldn't find the right pillow."
Maybe it wasn't my best work, but it was all a bit overwhelming to be getting into all this now that my secret fantasy had been exposed. I wanted to appear playful, but also a part of me wanted to confirm just how much he had seen. That question was answered with his quick response.
"It looks to me like you had EXACTLY the right pillow..."
I guess there was no question about what had been seen. Everything!
I took a moment and mentally pictured Mike watching that video. Surprised of course! That might have faded quickly for him though depending on how much he had enjoyed the scene. I wondered what it would be like for a guy to witness a solo carnal tryst on his own bed. A woman getting completely worked up and crying out his name in ecstasy. Oh, that's right! He had probably heard me calling out his name in lust. There was no question that he had the whole scheme down. It was obvious that he was the inspiration for my pillow performance. The immediate question in my mind was, what did he think about all that?
I didn't want to tease the answer out of him, so I went right to the bottom line.
"So, did you enjoy your little show?"
He didn't waste any time responding back to me and I began to feel a little bit more than aroused by the idea that my erotic crush was ON to me and that he definitely wanted to play along.
His reply came back instantly, "I may have watched it more than a few times now." Another bubble popped up below that one adding, "I guess that's what I get for letting the hot neighbor in my house!"
I could feel my entire body getting warmer as I luxuriated in the feeling of being the "hot neighbor" to Mike. That was exactly the description I was looking for! The hot neighbor doesn't have to hide her lust for the object of her desires. Being the hot neighbor gives you a total free pass to grind your clit against his pillow while he's out of town. Being the hot neighbor was power!
I waited a moment before writing, "You can't blame a girl for having a little fun from time to time!"
His reply was quick again, "Times, as in more than once? How often does this happen?"
Mike had kind of caught me again. Honestly, it was quite often, (all the time) but I didn't want him to know too much about what I was up to. I enjoyed the thought of keeping him wondering, picturing how I might be enjoying myself. I definitely needed to tease him.
I settled with, "Well, more than once. I'll have to tell you about it sometime..."
I follow with, "Not right now though. Time for bed!"
He was not at all surprised by my strategy, "TEASE!"