Chapter Nine - Teasing My Friends
She stood and walked to the window. It was now dark outside and every light in her apartment was brightly lit because we had been painting. I was dizzy and I didn't know if my dizziness was from the freshly painted walls or from watching Kathleen immodestly and immorally stand by her window naked. With no shade, curtain, or blind to preserve her modesty, she was shockingly exposed to anyone looking. Staring at the back of her, I could see the front of her by her reflection in the window. Her mirrored reflection gave her an angelic like appearance, as if she was a ghostly figure haunting me now in the way that she surely would years from now.
I couldn't take my eyes off of her naked form. Having never seen a naked woman before that wasn't a forbidden image in an X-rated magazine, I could get enough of seeing her ass, her tits, and her pussy. She was so beautiful and I was in love with her. From any angle, the back, the front, and the side, she had such a shapely body, a body that every woman should have but that so few had. In the way that a bodybuilder was blessed with genetics to build muscles, she was blessed with beauty. I felt as if I was staring at a piece of sculptured art or a naked perfectly formed and anatomically correct mannequin in a department store window. She was pure perfection from any angle and in every way. Glad that she was mine, she was my wicked older girlfriend.
As if her window was a mirror that the light reflected her nakedness, clearly, I could see her tits and her pussy from where I sat. I stared at her ass, as I fingered the head of my cock. Just looking at her standing there naked made me horny again. By just the naked sight of her, I wanted to have sex with her, again. Then, when she touched her body, I couldn't believe what I was seeing. As if she was a naked dancer Go-go, in a window on Bourbon Street, in New Orleans, I watched her feeling her tits, pinching and twisting her nipples, and reaching down and fingering her pussy. Being that she was giving me a private masturbation show, I couldn't help but stare.
With her legs spread wide and her pussy pushed forward, she leaned back and put her weight on her haunches to reach all the way back with her palms on the floor behind her. Wow! Giving the Olympic gymnastic champion Nadia Comeneci a run for her money, I didn't know she had gymnastics skills. Returning to a standing position, she rested her head back and closed her eyes, while she slowly, sexually, and seductively danced, as if she was a naked stripper on stage. As if I wasn't even there and was watching a live sex show, she touched herself everywhere that I imagined touching her and everywhere I had already touch her. This sexy show was so hot, too hot not to have an audience and I wished my four, horny friends were here to see this.
She was sizzling. She was making me mad with desire for her. Yet, I couldn't stop staring nor did I want to interrupt her dance by touching her. I just wanted to watch what she'd do next. I needed to see how far she'd go. Only, I'd think, with her doing such a sexy dance, that she'd turn to face me. Wasn't she dancing expressly for me, after all. Wasn't this sexy, naked show my reward for helping her paint her walls? Unable to see her face in the reflection of the window, I'd have love to see the expression she had on her face and to know what she was thinking. Was she thinking about me, while dancing in that way or was she thinking about someone else, an old boyfriend from her past, perhaps, or a new boyfriend in her future. I didn't know. Actually, if she was thinking of someone other than me, I didn't want to know.
It was then that I now believed Anthony, when he said he had seen her that night when he was out on the ledge, after his parents had been fighting. He didn't want to hear them fighting, he said. He wanted to be alone with his thoughts, he said. Now I believed him, when he told us that he had looked up and had seen Kathleen standing there naked, as if she was purposely exposing herself to him. Maybe she was erotically dancing for him in the way she was now dancing for me. Maybe she didn't know that anyone could see. Maybe she didn't know he was there. Then, again, maybe she did.
It was an incredible sight to see, one I was so lucky and happy to behold. I was mesmerized by her sexy sexual and sensual erotic actions. Instantly, I had an erection. As if I wasn't even there in the room with her, certainly, the sight of her was more erotic with her turned away from me, than if she was facing me. More caught up in her face than in her body, had she been facing me, I would have missed more of her naughty show.
Certainly, more arousing and artistic in nature that I could see her reflection through the window than seeing her straight on because, still, I waited for her to turn and dance expressly for me. Even more exciting, in the way that she ignored me by not turning around to face me, she made me feel as if she was alone in the room and I was a voyeur watching her from afar. As if I was a peeper, I felt so wickedly depraved watching her perverse, private dancing show of touching and of masturbation. I pretended she was Goldie Hawn on Laugh-in and instead of dancing for the viewer audience, she was dancing just for me.
Slowly dancing, she swayed her hips to her imagined music, while moving her body from side to side. Except for some sexy celebrity in a movie or on television, I had never seen a woman move her body in that way fully dressed, never mind naked. An arousing sight to behold, I continued watching her without ever taking my eyes off her. I imagined, no I wished that there was someone out there, who could see her to appreciate this sudden, erotic, private show that she gave me and that was exclusively all mine. Still, imagining someone watching her, imagining someone could see her, I wanted him, whoever he was, and everyone else to know that Kathleen belonged to me. Not the jealous type, just the opposite, excited that someone else would sexually want my woman in the way that I sexually wanted her, it was okay for someone to look, so long as they didn't touch.
She made me feel wickedly naughty to think that someone might see her, my new wicked older girlfriend, and my lover naked. Alas, unless they were dumb enough to climb out on the narrow ledge and stand precariously upon it, while squatting down and holding onto the fence, there was just no way that anyone could see her. Besides, who in the Hell would go to such extremes of doing that, anyway, standing out on the ledge, just to see Kathleen dancing naked, touching herself, and masturbating? I laughed with the thought that every guy from 18-year-old to 88-year-years-old would be standing out on that ledge, as well as some women, too, if only they knew that Kathleen was giving a free naked show for anyone and all to see. If only they knew she was shamelessly dancing naked with the lights out and in front of her windows without shades, curtains, or blinds to conceal all that they could see of her.