Girl Talk 15: Julie
This series is based on interviews I did quite a few years back with women who had modelled for me, or were private clients when I worked as a photographer. Their words have been, 'edited' but only to remove features of continuous speech such as, 'um, ah, eh,' and repetitions of partial phrases which is common in everyday speech.
The Confession Club: Julie is an attractive thirty-seven year old blonde, who had private pictures taken by me lately. She's about 5'5" tall, slim with a 34B bust, blonde hair and great legs. She was married for around twelve years, but first separated, and now divorced.
CC: Well Julie, thanks for coming in to tell me your story. I know you have a new partner now, but for a while you seemed to have made the most of your freedom.
Julie: You bet I did! I suppose I was a bit wild for a few months there after the divorce. My husband just walked out and left - said he didn't love me anymore, and that was that. I think what I did was to prove to myself that I still had what it takes, and that I was still, hopefully, attractive to men other than my husband. It certainly helped get my confidence back.
CC: Are you crazy? Don't you have mirrors in your house? You look really great.
Julie: Aww... thanks; you always say the nicest things to me.
CC: Just the truth Julie, and well deserved.
Julie: Well, thank you anyway. However, it wasn't just to boost my confidence. I was beginning to get rather frustrated. As a married woman I was used to regular sex, and boy, was I missing it. Okay, I had my imagination, my fantasies and my trusty vibrator, but it's not quite the same. All my friends were in relationships too, and I don't think they meant to be cruel, but I found myself excluded from a lot of the things that we used to do. Having a sex hungry woman around their husbands seemed to frighten them.
CC: Yes, I've heard that before. Never mind, you didn't let that get you down, did you? Tell us what you did?
Julie: Well, for a few months I didn't do anything, and just continued to get more frustrated, but it all started when I moved into my new place. I took a week off work, a week of my holiday entitlement, to tie in with the move so I could get everything fixed up, just the way I wanted it. On the first day after moving in, the telephone engineer called to install my new phone. To be honest, I'd masturbated that morning in the shower - I love doing it in the shower - all that warm water, and when I get the shower nozzle and hold it close to my clitoris the feeling is just so good, unlike anything else. However, masturbate or not, I was still feeling on edge, that restless predatory feeling of needing something more. To cut a long story short, I seduced the telephone engineer!
CC: Good for you - do tell!
Julie: Well, he wasn't the best looking guy in the world, but he seemed to have a good physique - fit and muscular, so I thought I'd just go for it. I chatted to him while he was working, making sure to let him know I was newly divorced, but not looking for a new husband just yet. I wanted to have fun and play around for a year or two before I thought of settling down again, I told him. I offered him tea or coffee, he chose coffee, and I went into the kitchen to make it, slipping off my panties while I was there. I was wearing quite a short skirt, and knew he's get a good view of my pussy as I intended to sit opposite wherever he sat, and make sure he got a good eyeful by being rather careless about keeping my legs together. He couldn't help but notice, and from there it was just a short hop to the bedroom. If I couldn't get him to shag me I'd give up and become a fucking nun, I thought to myself!
I was pretty nervous as I sat down opposite him, and very aware of my naked pussy, but of course that made me want it all the more. I was in two minds whether I had the nerve to do it, and I knew I would feel pretty stupid if it all went wrong, not to mention humiliated and embarrassed. In the end my need for a good sex session overruled my common sense, and as we talked while having the coffee, I became a little careless with the position of my legs - not too blatant - but definitely 'on show.'
What a thrill of excitement ran through me when I realised he had noticed my carelessness straight away. I just kept on talking as if completely unaware that anything was going on, and gradually opened my legs even wider. Soon he couldn't take his eyes off my legs and pussy hole, and as I stopped talking, he hardly noticed, staring, mesmerised by my display so, I asked him if he liked what he was looking at. He nodded, so I just opened my legs, and I know I have great legs, I've been told that so many times, and pulled my short skirt up to my waist.