This is the story of how I went from a prude, to nude and finally to rude. For those readers who expect a lot of immediate sexual activity, this may disappoint. Nudism did lead me to sexual awakenings, but it did not happen all that quickly.
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The sun was already well up and shining through the wall of my tent when I awoke on the second day of my holiday at the retreat. Tired from the long drive up, I had slept for eleven hours. And I had slept naked for the first ever time in my life. It had done me good and I felt totally invigorated. I crawled from my tent and after collecting my toiletry bag I hurried to the shower block.
After a long lovely shower, I wandered back to my campsite, acquainted myself with the little gas stove and enjoyed some tea and toast. I was still the owner camper there, and oddly (for me) I didn't consider even for a minute getting dressed. I'd hung a large loose tank top just inside my tent in case I needed a quick 'cover-up', but the weather was gorgeous the thought of even that thin material against my skin felt like it would spoil the experience. I may not have been a fully-fledged nudist (is that an oxymoron?) but I was definitely comfortable just being in my own skin.
I went for a half hour morning walk along one of the nature trails, disappointed at not seeing kangaroos this time, but delighting in the way the sun warmed my skin and while at the same time the lightest of breezes seemed to caress my nipples. At the end of the trail I found a small creek, running with clear, but icy-cold water. I dipped a toe in but decided, as picturesque as it was, I was not built for cold water.
Once back at the campsite, with nothing much else to do, I brewed more tea and lay out by my tent leafing through a novel. What once would have annoyed me, my large boobs rolling and hanging in front of me as I propped myself up on my elbows, now felt natural and free. I even enjoyed the little frisson as my nipples rubbed against the fuzzy materiel of my beach towel every time I moved.
Around 10am Sabrina came by to ask how I had slept and if everything was OK. She and her husband Dave (the owners) were the only other people at the resort so I guess I was getting extra attention. While they weren't exactly run off their feet, Dave and Sabrina always seemed to have a hundred little jobs that needed doing around the resort: cleaning, gardening, building this or that, and while always naked, they often wore work boots and heavy gloves, which if anything accentuated their nudity.
I was complimented Sabrina on her tan - a lovely deep gold all over - when she pointed to my shoulders.
"You're getting a little red there," she said. "You had better be careful. Lots of bits of you have never seen the sun before. I'd hate for you to have your holiday spoiled by sunburn."
I sat up and examined myself. Stupidly I had completely forgot about applying sunscreen (and I had brought plenty) and the tips of my shoulders were indeed rosy pink.
"You're right," I said and went to my little car, rummaging through my bags for a tube of sunscreen.
I spent some time coating myself in the sunscreen while Sabrina looked on, pointing out the bits I had missed.
"I hope you bought plenty," she smiled. "You're a big girl up top."
I was busy rubbing the cream into my boobs when she said this and I was taken aback. I'd thought nudists didn't comment on each other's bodies, and being a big girl all round was the main reason I'd come here - to feel better about my own shape. Sabrina sensed my discomfort.
"Sorry," she said. "It was meant as a compliment. I'd love to have a bosom like yours." She smiled and indicated her own small breasts, quickly plucking them with fingertips and thumbs as if willing them to grow.
"Hands off my property!" Dave jokingly admonished her as walked up to us.
Sabrina pulled a face at him and he gave her quick hug.
"Let's take a few hours off," he said to her. "The place is looking good and it's just too damn hot to work right now."
Sabrina kicked off her boots, dropped her gloves on the ground, and after slapping Dave on the butt she ran and jumped into the pool.
"Wait," Dave cried, and he raced to the BBQ barn and came out with a very professional looking digital SLR camera.
"Action shots!" he called to Sabrina. She swam the length of the poole floating on her back while Dave clicked off several shots off her. I walked over and leant on the pool fence to watch.
"We don't often get the time to take photos," Dave explained to me. "But it's a hobby of ours." Sabrina hauled herself out of the water at one end of the pool and sat on the edge, squeezing the water from her long black hair. Dave moved closer and photographed her small breasts still covered in water droplets and her still damp hair. "Give me more, honey," he said with a wink. And Sabrina obliged by raising her arms above her head and showing off her trim figure. Then she surprised me by turning her back to him, kneeling on the pool deck and looking back over her shoulder, giving him a very cheeky wiggle of her bum.
"Lovely," said Dave, kneeling himself and obviously zooming the camera in on her small firm buttocks. Innocent, healthy naturist shots? Certainly they were, but there was something more too. It wasn't pornographic but there was definitely a touch of 'girlie magazine' in the way Sabrina posed and pouted for him. I wasn't sure if they wanted me there as an onlooker or whether this should be a private couple's moment for them. Dave merely smiled over at me and said. "She's a born model."
"And he's a born perve!," Sabrina laughed over her shoulder. "He sees me everyday, you'd think he'd seen enough by now."
"Never, baby," Dave continued to move around, getting shots of her from every possible angle.
I'd come inside the pool fence by then and was sitting on a lounger, watching them. My new lower point of view suddenly revealed to me what I had not noticed before. As Sabrina got up on her knees and bent slightly forward for another butt shot, the long,dark line of her pussy was clearly visible, even slightly protruding. Dave moved even closer and although I couldn't say for sure, it seemed as if the next shots he took were extreme close-ups, entirely focused on Sabrina's pussy lips. From under her tummy I saw two of her fingers snake over her mound and... was she just idly scratching herself? Or was she subtly opening herself for him?
It was such a fleeting moment that I really couldn't tell. I decided to ignore it and discreetly look away.
Watching Dave fiddle with his camera, and seeing they were both engrossed in what they were doing, I could surreptitiously study his penis. Remember this was the first real one I had seen. I knew what they looked like of course. Anyone with an internet connection has seen penises (whether they intended to or not) but the real thing was fascinatingly different. In my naivete, I had assumed that penises had two basic modes: flaccid or erect. But my short acquaintance with Dave's had taught me it was much more subtle than that. Sometimes - as when he was busy working or concentrating on something - his penis was a almost tiny, not more than a short projection at the base of his groin. Other times, like now, it seemed longer and wrinkle free. Most certainly not in a state of arousal, but without a doubt a lot bigger looking. Did temperature play a big part in it I wondered? I wasn't ignorant enough not to understand that cold water might cause a penis (like all human skin) to contract and shrivel, but Dave's seem to be constantly going through subtle changes in size even when he was not in the water. Was it the ambient temperature? The wind? Or was he fighting a constant battle against an unwanted erection. I simply couldn't tell. And as I'd previously noted, Dave never seemed to give his penis a second thought; he just went about his business as if it wasn't there.