"Sweetie, it's not that I don't love you..." explained a black-stockinged Tamara as she adjusted her make-up in the mirror. Her size 4 black dress hugged her one hundred and twenty pound Caucasian athletic frame.
"I know," replied a despondent Tom. Watching Tamara dress for her job, one would think she was actually going to the prom. After all, it had just been a few months before that she had worn that exact dress with the exact rhinestone necklace with the exact pattern of curled hair and overapplied makeup to Tom and Tamara's very own prom.
"Honey... we've gone through this over and over again... you know that I'm not a rich girl."
"I know," replied Tom again, not bothering to look up and take in the surroundings of their own sparse newlywed apartment. Not bad for a couple of eighteen year olds, Tom had thought to himself, but... not good enough for Tamara. He should've known that she would want more than their pocketbooks could provide, that he should've realized that this sort of situation could and would rear it's ugly head. Tom knew that he should've seen this coming. But he didn't.
"And you know that this pays my bills." Tamara checked her makeup in the mirror one more time. Standing at five feet and four inches, Tamara wasn't a particularly imposing presence in general, she knew. But she also knew that she exuded plenty of sexual energy, what with her preened hair and manicured fingers. The fire engine red on her nails had been a nice touch, Tamara thought to herself.
"I know." Tom paused and gazed at Tamara as she regarded the perfumes on her cabinet. This was always the part he hated. Tom wished that she would at least pretend not to care too much about the type of perfume Tamara used. But she did.
"So then let's please try to move this along. I have to be there by eight. Ok, sweetie?" Tamara decided on a fragrance and then dabbed it in her usual places and Tom watched. A little behind each ear lobe, a little in between her size thirty four C breasts...
"Can't you skip the last place?" Tom asked, fully knowing that Tamara couldn't.
"Jesus, Tom!" Tamara exclaimed, as she bent over and dabbed a fingertip of perfume on the nyloned sole of each foot. "My feet are what pay the rent. Above else, my customers clamor for me because of my specialty."
"I'm sorry I said anything," Tom responded. Tamara slipped on her strappy sandals quickly. Once more, she sized herself up in the mirror. She'd look edible hot tonight.
Turning to Tom, embracing him, Tamara kissed him on the lips.
"You know I love you. You know I belong to you..."
"From the ankles up." Tom didn't hide the emphasis from his voice.
"Yes, from the ankles up. You knew, when we married, that this was my living. You knew that you'd always have me as your soulmate. And you knew that as long as we didn't have better paying jobs, that I'd continue to do what I knew how to do. So here we are... and yes, in return for cable TV, a leather sofa, a new car, cashmere sweaters... in return for all of that, complete strangers will ravish my size nine pedicured feet tonight. Some may have their faces smothered in my soles. Some will receive foot jobs. Some... and you know this, sweetie, so don't get upset... some may lock my ankles in stocks and tickle the shit out of my feet."
Tom nodded, clearly upset.
"You can't be upset by this every time I go. I love you, baby." Tamara turned to go, her heels clicking on the uncarpeted floor.
Tom nodded again, this time adding "But you don't even let me tie and tickle your feet..."
Tamara sighed. "That's because it tickles too much. I can barely deal with the pedicures. These guys pay top dollar to put me in stocks... and believe me when I tell you that it's not fun." She walked out towards the apartment door. At the threshold she glanced back to Tom...
"Remember, sweetie... it's just from the ankles down." Tamara turned, and left. --------------------------------------- Ughh. I really need to get an actual job, thought Tamara, as she walked out the door. None of this was really fair to her Tom. Not that Tom had room to be understanding; fully two thirds of Tamara's 'foot revenue' -- as she called it -- went to feed Tom's expensive lifestyle. Tom had bought the ridiculously priced furniture and insisted on the luxury electronics. Tom owned the nicer modern car, Tamara thought as she shifted her 1992 Pinto into reverse and backed out into the street. And most importantly, to Tamara, Tom knew what Tamara did for an income before they had exchanged vows. Almost on cue, her cell phone began playing a hip hop ring tone, indicating a certain caller. Taking a deep breath, Tamara reached for her phone.
"Julian." The catch in Tamara's voice revealed a certain excitement at what came next -- that is, details of what awaited her that evening. The ritual was simple and always observed between her forty seven year old friend and Tamara. Small talk would be skipped, and the conversation would immediately turn to the client of the evening.
"Hey honey. How are you?"