"I fantasise about you fucking someone else, like every time we have sex, every time I masturbate... It's all I think about." I said, feeling like a giant weight had been lifted off my shoulders at confessing this.
Emily's face was a picture of lust and confusion as I revealed my deepest desire to her, my cuckold fantasy.
"Hmm," She replied calmly, a slightly embarrassed smile coming over her face. "And who am I fucking exactly?"
"He doesnt have a face, well not exactly. I mean, someone you're attracted to, someone big and strong who can take you and give you something, well, different." I replied honestly.
"Like an orgasm you mean?" Emily chuckled playfully.
I paused, and gave her a funny look. "I give you plenty of orgasms, thank-you very much." I replied, knowing, or at least hoping my fiancΓ©e was joking. Although she didn't know the full extent of my fantasies, she had always taken great pleasure in teasing me verbally.
"With your tongue, not with your little cock" she teased.
With that comment, my 'little' cock began to grow in my pants and Emily knew her taunt was sure to have that affect on me. But as much as we both enjoyed that kind of humiliation aspect in a playful way, I was fully aware I had always been lacking in that department.
"You prefer my tongue to my little cock don't you darling!?" I asked, knowing full well the answer.
"Well I'm certainly not marrying you for what inside your pants." She quipped.
To an observer, those kind of comments towards a partner would no doubt sound cruel and callus, but to us it's erotic. I get as much enjoyment out of her words as Emily does saying them. The truth is, we love each other enough to know what the other one enjoys sexually and no offence is ever taken from her words.
"Okay, so what are you proposing exactly, that we have a threesome?" She quizzed.
"Well it wouldn't be a threesome, I wouldn't be involved, I only want to watch." I said, taking a breath. "I've heard people describe it as watching their favourite pornstar in the flesh. I sit back while you and your lover put on a show for me."
"And this mystery man, does he have a big cock?" She asked.
"Of course," I replied. "I know how much you would enjoy a bigger cock than mine."
"You're not kidding," she said with a chuckle.
I had asked Emily about her ex boyfriends and previous lovers many times and she had never hidden the fact that she enjoyed a larger penis than I could provide. But she had fallen head over heals in love with me and she assured me sex wasn't an issue. She had a lovely big vibrator, which admittedly intimidated me slightly, and she told me many times that i have the most talented tongue she's ever known.
"So... What do you think?" I asked, doubting the answer would be yes. "Wanna fuck someone else?"
"Sound hot, I'm in," Emily said with a wry smile.
I sputtered. "Are you serious?" I said, a little shocked at the nonchalant nature of her response.
"Well its only a fantasy, isnt it? I mean you're not going to seriously want to watch the woman you're going to marry, getting filled by someone else, while you just sit there. So, for the purpose of the fantasy, I'm in. Now come here and lets feel how hard you are thinking about this."
I realised that it was going to take a lot more than just confessing my fantasy to get Emily to fulfill it for me, I knew I was going to have to play the long game with this one, and by god would it be worth waiting for.
Emily and I met in a nightclub some three years prevous to this. The moment I set eyes on her, I knew I wanted to be with her, she was simply stunning. Her long dark hair flowed down to her busty clevage and her beautiful dark eyes made my heart melt.