We cuckold and torture my husband. And he loves it.
It all started two years ago. We'd been married for three years, and our sex life had dwindled to a twice a month quickie. I played with my clit when I was horny, but it just wasn't the same feeling as being penetrated by a thrusting cock.
One night while we were lying in bed, I was feeling really frustrated, so I put my hand around his cock and started stroking. I thought it might get him in the mood to fuck me, but he just lay there, enjoying what I was doing to him.
I got up on his erect cock and started fucking. I bounced up and down for maybe a minute when I felt his cock getting soft. Frustrated, I yelled, "What's wrong."
"I'm not in the mood," he sleepily replied.
"You're never in the mood." I got off him and slid back under the covers. I was so upset, I didn't even want to play with myself. Finally, I drifted off to sleep.
The next evening, after dinner, I sat on the sofa with my husband, turned the TV off, and said, "We need to talk."
"What about?"
I silently counted to twenty before I responded, "Our lack of sex."
"Don't you play with yourself?"
"That's not enough for me. I want to be fucked."
He thought for a moment before he replied, "Have you considered finding another man?'"
I was not expecting that response. I love my husband and had never had a single thought about cheating on him. Or worse yet, divorcing him.
"No," I replied. "I want to fix what's wrong with our marriage, not get a divorce."
He chuckled. "I wasn't thinking about a divorce. I was suggesting that you consider having an affair."
Well, at least divorce was off the table. "Why do you want me to have an affair? Most men would be upset if they found out their wife was cheating on them."
"You wouldn't be cheating if I know about it. I think it would be fun for you to experience another intimate relationship," he replied.
I was stunned. That was too quick of a response to something we hadn't spoken about before. I turned the TV back on and spent the rest of the evening thinking about what he told me.
The next day, after my husband left for work, I decided to do a little investigating. I looked at our computer browsing history. I had to go back a few days before I found something interesting.
My husband watched a porn video of a woman cuckolding her husband with another man. In the video, the husband was bound to a chair and upset that his wife was having sex with another man She was laughing and ridiculing her husband while enjoying the sex with the other man.
I kept searching and found other cuckold videos that my husband watched. This was a whole new world for me. As I said, I'd never considered cheating. And yet, here were all these videos celebrating cheating or cuckolding. At the time, I wasn't sure what the difference was between cheating and cuckolding.
When I shut down the computer, I was mentally exhausted. I went to bed and lay there thinking about what it would be like to have a boyfriend and a husband. I fell asleep while I was playing with myself.
I woke up a couple of hours later and made dinner. After dinner, while we were watching TV, all I could think about was my husband wanting me to have a boyfriend. The idea was so wild to me that I couldn't stop thinking about it.
The next day, after my husband left for work, I did some more internet research. It took some searching to get past all the porn, but I finally found some cuckolding discussions. I also learned the difference between cheating and cuckolding. Trust. Cheating violates your partner's trust in you, and that's wrong. Cuckolding implies that the husband is aware of what his wife is doing. Now, whether he likes it or not is up to the individual couple.
I learned that the level of sex and intimacy can vary between a husband and a wife in a cuckold relationship. The husband can be intimate and sexual with his wife, just intimate with his wife, or live like roommates. I hoped that my husband still wanted to be intimate and sexual with me. I feared that he wanted to be my roommate.
When I looked up from my research, it was 4:30. No time to make dinner, so I brought up the GrubHub website and ordered a couple of pasta bowls. After dinner, before we turned the TV on, I asked my husband, "What do you imagine my having a boyfriend would be like?"
My husband was hesitant at first, but after a bit of encouragement from me, he was sharing all of his sexual fantasies. A lot of his fantasies had to do with my cuckolding him, but a few of his interests were unusual, to say the least. Oh well, it seems I'll have to do another couple of days of internet research.
The next morning. I reluctantly took off my engagement and wedding rings and put them away in my jewelry box. If I was going to find a boyfriend, I wanted to make it easier for him to approach me.
My plan was simple. Live my life and see who approached me. If there was mutual interest, tell him I'm married and ask him if he wants to be a friend with benefits.
A couple of months later, while I was grocery shopping, I wanted some olives on the top shelf. This taller guy was doing his grocery shopping, so I asked him to get the olives for me.
I "forgot" to move out of the way, and he leaned into me to reach the olives. I loved him pressing into me and I loved the way his cologne smelled. After that, he followed me around the store while we talked about life, love, and pasta. By the time we got to the checkout, I asked him his name. Ralph, he replied. He asked for and I gave him my burner phone number. You can't be too careful when dating these days.
That night, while we were lying in bed, I told my husband what happened at the grocery store. After he heard my story, he pulled me on top of him in the cowgirl position and I had the best fuck I'd had in weeks. Shit, you mean all I had to do was make up sex stories to get my husband excited. Lesson learned. Better late than never, I guess.