I'm in the park, near my house. It's a big park (huge, really), so I'm a long way from any signs of civilisation (well, I guess a park IS a sign of civilisation, but you know what I mean).
It's a little bit after half past two in the morning, the perfect time. No one's about - they're all inside their little houses, sleeping. I don't have anything to do tomorrow, so I can stay up late (or early). I even had an afternoon sleep yesterday, then went to bed about nine, so I'm feeling fine, ready for whatever the night holds.
I've found a little clump of trees - actually, I found it yesterday morning. I came down here for a bike ride and did a bit of scoping out, looking for somewhere private and hidden, yet still most definitely outdoors.
This spot looks even better at night than it did in the daytime. The trees aren't too massive, yet they're big enough that I can keep out of sight. I shouldn't need to hide, as it's very unlikely there'll be anyone around, but it's good to have the option if I need it.
There's a cobbled walkway winding its way through the trees, but I'm a little way off this. There's a nice little grassy clearing that I had to push my way through a hedge to get into, and that's where I'll be for the night.
As luck would have it, there's even a full moon, so I can see about as well as I would like to.
My cock stands up, most definitely erect, the moonlight glistening off the drop of precum at the tip. I've taken off all my clothes (why not!), and the coolness of the summer night air feels great on my naked skin.
I'm so determined to make a night of this that I actually had a quick wank before I went to bed. I really don't want to be coming too soon tonight!
My shoulder bag is at the side of the clearing, my discarded clothes inside. That's not all, though - I have a few other things in there, all of which I aim to make good use of tonight.
The first thing I pull out is an old drink bottle. I'm absolutely busting, and I think the only thing stopping me from involuntarily peeing is my hard-on!
I've taught myself to be able to let go while hard, though. I put the bottle over my cock while still standing, the weight of it making virtually no difference to the angle of my erection.
From experience, I know that just forcing the angle of the bottle (and my cock) down a bit will make it difficult to pee. Instead, I get down on all fours on the grass, pushing my knees wide enough apart to make the bottom of the bottle rest on the ground.
I keep my cock as far inside the bottle as it will go, then start relaxing so I can fill the bottle up. I'm so horny that it takes a few goes before I start. I get to that point where I'm just about to let go, when suddenly my cock tenses up. This happens about four or five times - each time, I am closer to the point of no return, until finally, I feel myself relax completely and start to spurt.
Even then, I'm so aroused that I can't keep it up for more than a second or so before involuntarily stopping, my cock growing harder as I do so.
I have to go through it all again - four or five tries, followed by a slightly longer spurt, before I tense up once more and stop. I don't mind this - quite the contrary, it feels incredibly sexy.
This time it only takes a couple of tries until I let go. It's probably a couple of seconds before I stop, this time feeling and hearing the last bit jet out as my cock hardens once more.
I start again, this time only having one false start. When I relax a second time, I feel pee start to flow out of my cock, and this time (partly through sheer willpower to remain relaxed) it just keeps going.
I almost stop as I feel the warmth and wetness rise up the bottle, and along the length of my cock. It feels so good, but I manage to stop myself from tensing up, and feel the warmth rise higher.
As it does so, I reach a hand down to steady the bottle, and slowly start to draw my cock out of it, but keeping the head wet. Soon (almost too soon), the head of my cock is at the top of the bottle.
A second later, I realise my hand is getting wet - the bottle's starting to overflow. I pull my cock completely out of the bottle now. Strangely, although it was difficult to start, NOW it takes a supreme effort to stop! Partly this is involuntary, but it's also hard to stop something that feels so damn good!
My hand gets drenched until, after a few tries, I finally manage to stop. I bring the now full bottle up to my other hand, and clamp the lid on tight. I put the bottle to one side and stand up.
As I look down at my cock, I can see that it's totally soaked, even to the point where excess liquid is dripping down onto my balls. I can't resist, and using the wet hand, I take hold of my penis and rub right up and down.
It feels divine! Slippery, warm and oh so naughty!
I feel like I should tell you a bit about my cock. I'm not circumcised, but over the years the foreskin has receded quite a bit. I often wonder if this is due to all the masturbation! When I'm soft, it covers about half the head, but once I get hard, it rolls back completely leaving the head beautifully naked.
From what I've seen on the internet, I'm not gigantic, but then I'm not tiny either! My erection points a little to the left (from my point of view) - again, I put this down to me being right-handed! The shaft also has a slight upward curve along its length, giving just the right shape to really hit the g-spot!
Anyway, back to what I'm doing. As nice as it feels, pumping up and down my penis like that, I know I have to stop, or despite my preparation the night before, I'll be coming long before I really want to.
I have a vague plan in my head of what I want to do throughout the night. I've always been able to last longer in my masturbation sessions if I've got at least a hazy idea of what I'm doing.
So, the next thing is to just gently rub at the head of my cock. There's no chance of running out of lubrication, as even if the pee dries up, there's still plenty of precum oozing out onto the tip of my penis.
First of all, I just rub the flattest part of the head of my cock, using a circular motion with my thumb. By this, I mean the part of it that I can look down and see, between the opening, and the ridge of the head.
The feeling this gives is kind of hard to describe, but I'll try anyway. It takes half a minute or so, but once you get going, it feels so completely relaxing. I don't go soft (in fact, I usually get harder), but it kind of feels that way.
You know when you use your PC muscle to clench and stop peeing? Well, this feels like the opposite of that - kind of as if I'm relaxing and letting go. If I try to tense up (like stopping a pee), it's difficult to maintain the tension for very long while I'm rubbing myself this way.
I use my right thumb for this (of course), while my left hand gently holds the shaft, closer to my balls. After a while, the relaxing feeling seems to build to a kind of a peak (or I guess the opposite of a peak, actually). It sounds bizarre, but I can start to feel it along my legs and in the soles of my feet at this point!