The next morning felt as if time had shifted considerably. Zoey was still asleep, lying next to me, but for some reason, it just felt different. I was content. My anxiety was gone. The pandemic was an afterthought. I was happy. I did not know why.
I looked at Zoey, still asleep in her underwear, and just smiled. I reached over and put my arm around her waist to kiss her, which she reciprocated, half asleep while groggily saying, "Good morning."
"How did you sleep?" I asked.
"Okay," she responded.
Within a few seconds, her eyes opened wide, and she got up quickly in a panic.
"I'm so sorry about last night, baby. I don't know what came over me," she sobbed.
"It's okay, we talked about it, remember?" I replied.
"I know, but still, I feel so guilty. I feel guilty for doing that while I have such a perfect and loving boyfriend. I should have never even suggested it; I'm so sorry. I don't know how you can forgive me!" She cried.
To be completely honest, I don't know why I was so content with it. Any normal guy would be furious if their girlfriend even asked for such a... what do you even call it? A favor? Let alone watching their girlfriend suck another guy off. A guy, objectively speaking, who is much taller, much more muscular, and has a much larger penis. But here I was, with a raging hard-on at 7 in the morning, thinking about what Zoey did with Omar last night.
And here was Zoey, silently weeping, fraught with guilt, wondering why I was so okay with what she did.
"Babe, it's totally fine; we both agreed, remember?" I said.
Zoey looked up at me with tears in her eyes. "But why? Why are you so okay with it?"
"I guess I'm just not the jealous type," I said
Zoey smiled, wiping away her tears. She got up out of bed and headed over to the bathroom. For some reason, she looked better than ever this morning. I stared admiringly at her bubble butt as she walked towards the ensuite. Her waist was a perfect hourglass, and her long, toned legs were to die for. She closed the door behind her, and I headed towards the kitchen, where I saw Omar making some coffee.
"Morning, you want a cup," Omar asked.
"Sure, thanks, man," I said as Omar grabbed another cup.
"I guess we have to talk about the elephant in the room, eh?" said Omar.
"Not really. I'll just say now that I enjoyed parts of it. It was nice to see Zoey experience something new."
"But the blowjob? You're not mad about that?" Asked Omar
"I was thrown off, I'll admit, but overall, I'm glad things went down the way they went down. Zoey is feeling a little guilty, but I've reassured her all is well. I am hoping this doesn't cause any weird tension between the three of us."
"Well, that's gonna be difficult," said Omar. "But yeah, dude, if you are cool with it, then I'll try not to feel so bad," he chuckled.
The truth was, I wasn't just okay with it. I enjoyed it more than I can even explain. Seeing Zoey with such a massive cock in her hands and in her mouth... it just opened up another portal inside of me. At the moment, I thought I would regret it immensely, but now I just want to see it again. However, I had to think carefully about how I would approach Zoey about this. Omar, on the other hand, I'm not too worried about it. In fact, I don't even plan on bringing it up with him.
Zoey walked out wearing pajama pants and a sweatshirt, still sulking but managing to put a warm smile on.
"Morning, coffee?" asked Omar.
Zoey nodded and took a seat at the table, thanking Omar as she took a sip.
"Some night, huh?" She said to no one in particular.
Omar was visibly nervous and let out a chuckle.
"Sure was. Not one I'll forget anytime soon," said Omar.
Zoey smiled and turned on the news for background while getting up to make herself a bagel.
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The next couple of weeks were uneventful. We continued our daily remote work grind, and it was almost as if the night in question had never happened for a moment, as the dynamic between the three of us had returned to normal.
I, however, never stopped thinking about it. In fact, I would say it has become even more of an obsession now. Every spare moment I got, I would find myself masturbating to the thought of Zoey and Omar becoming intimate. When I would look at her naked body after a shower, I would picture Omar in my place, having his way with her. When she would get up to use the restroom in the middle of the night, I would imagine her sneaking into Omar's room and getting under his sheets. I just could not stop thinking about Zoey with Omar.
One night, as we were getting ready for bed, I knew I had to tell Zoey, but I had no idea how she would react. I figured that, ultimately, she would either be okay with it or nip it in the bud. Interestingly, both those options were equally gut-wrenching.
"Hey babe, can we talk about something?" I asked
"Sure, what's up?" She said.
"So, remember that night with Omar?" She suddenly froze and had a look of panic on her face.
"I'm so sorry, baby. It was such a huge mistake, and I promise I will never ask for something like that again. I was so stupid..." Then I stopped her.
"No, that's the thing. It wasn't stupid," I said.
"What are you talking about?" She said, on the verge of tears.
"Remember how I told you I enjoyed it? Well, it was more than enjoyment. I can't stop thinking about you with him."
"Are you breaking up with me?" She asked frantically. "Please, baby, it won't happen again. You and I are good for each other, please."
"No, babe, quite the opposite. I guess what I am trying to say is that. If you, you know, wanted to do that again, I wouldn't mind it. You know?"
She looked up at me with contempt on her face.
"You want me to do that again? You want me to suck another man off in front of you? What the hell is wrong with you?" She said.