I have always had a fascination with panties that I could never really explain. Even when I was a young girl and didn't understand what sex or masturbation was, I knew that I enjoyed trying on other girls and women's panties. There was just something about the feel of having on panties that didn't belong to me that gave me butterflies and a feeling that I was being a little naughty. Too this day I still remember the first time I tried on a pair of panties that didn't belong to me and what I felt like as I slid them up my legs and onto my privates. They belonged to my older sister and I could feel her wetness as they touched my skin. I now know that it was a head rush and I actually started to get a little bit wet from the feeling.
As I have gotten older and learned about sex and my own sexuality I have come to realize that I am a pervert and that I enjoy being this way. Not you have to understand that I have no desire to have sex with the woman who's panties I try on, In fact it is just the opposite. For me it is a complete turn off to even think about sex with a woman. The closest I come to something like that is sneaking a peek from time to time at a woman in her panties and wondering what they would feel like if she took them off just so I could try them on. And I have on more than one occasion gotten very wet just thinking about it when I was in a locker room with other women.
I even tried once to have sex with my roommate in college just to see what it might be like, and so that I could try on her wet panties knowing that I was the reason that they were wet. She was bi and I had often listened when she thought I was asleep while she had sex with one girl or another that she had brought back to our dorm room to play with. I would always play with myself while they had their fun fantasizing about what each girl's panties would feel like at that moment if I tried them on. Of course it didn't work out for me but I did at least get a pair of her panties to keep as a consolation because she knew about my little secret.
Even now that I have graduated from college, gotten married and have had two beautiful daughters and a husband that loves me very much I still have the same feelings that I have always had. The difference is that my husband enjoys my addiction as much as I do, and we share it all the time. The difference now is that instead of only being able to enjoy it from time to time I now indulge myself on a regular basis. And as a result my sex life is better than a lot of women I know could ever imagine. Most of my girlfriends know about me and are perfectly willing to lend a hand whenever I ask them to, which, needless to say is almost daily for one or another of them.
My husband and I have also discovered that we both like the idea of seeing the other with someone else knowing full well who that person is spending the rest of their lives with. For me the best is watching him with one of my girlfriends as they enjoy themselves with her still wearing her panties until they are very wet and them her putting them on me herself after they are done and her watching as my husband gives me a good workout in her panties. Of course we discovered our shared kink while we were still dating and I suggested that we try it just to see what it was like.
The one that I enjoyed the most, and the one that I intend to tell you the reader about is actually our wedding day. For sure it was the one that I will remember for the rest of my life, and I masturbate regularly while I thing about it.
I was always closer to my older sister than I was to my three younger siblings so even though there was five years between us we always did things together. She is the one who taught me about sex and sexuality, as well as masturbation. And, of course she has known for a number of years about my hobby. Which she supported by slipping me either a pair of her worn panties, or a pair that she had borrowed from one of her girlfriends.
By the time I got married I had already shared my husband with her several times while her husband was out of town on business trips. So it was no surprise to her when I asked her to be my matron of honor. The difference between the two of us is that at that time I was only able to have sex with one man at a time without feeling like a complete whore and losing all confidence in myself and my own sexuality. While she on the other hand, was never satisfied with less than three or four lovers at any one time.
When the joyous finally day came, I woke early as planned so that I had plenty of time to do all the things that were needed to get myself and the other girls in the wedding party ready for the afternoon. My sister and I had already laid the plans for the day and made sure that there was going to be plenty of time for the wedding present that she was giving to the newly weds. She had decided that she was going to fuck my future husband in the brides room with me watching and her wearing the panties that I was to wear down the isle. But, she had added a little bonus in that she put them on the morning before the wedding and had spent a good portion of the day with several different men between her legs making sure that my panties were well broken in and ready to keep me wet until the end of the reception. Which wasn't too hard, considering the fact that she had been doing this sort of thing for me for several years. She even planned to have sex with her husband just before she left the house that morning to make sure that they were still wet with man juice when she pulled them off and put them on me as she was getting me dressed.
When we finally arrived at the church to start getting dressed the brides room was a mad house. With eight women trying to share one room to get dressed in formals and the matching lingerie which I had picked out for each girl I soon realized that I should have opted for the larger room that had originally been offered to me by the preacher's wife for us all to get ready in. it was tight at first but as each of the girls finished getting ready she would leave the room to allow the rest of us more room. I had already planned for my sister and I to be the last to get ready so that we could put our plan into action without anyone being any the wiser.