I wasn't born this way but I know the exact day everything changed for me. On a subway, long long ago, I learned to love public urination.
It was some sort of after school thing -- I can't really remember what -- but I know I was into watersports back then. Watersports, HAH!!! That was a real foreshadowing of my future right there! At that time, watersports was just swimming to me, now it means so much more. That's what I was doing, I was at a swimming practice across town because our school didn't have a pool. A school with a swim team but no pool, I know.
Let me catch you up with who I am: Penelopee, age: 24, height: 5'6", hair color: varies but mostly dark brown, weight: 125, tits: 34, ass: smaller than my tits measurement, profession: some boring insurance gig, hobbies: astronomy, Greek mythology, and dropping the pelican (peeing in my pants) in public places. I sometimes wonder if my parents knew something I didn't when they named me PeneloPEE.
Now, back to my origin story about wizzing in public.
After my swim team practice ended around 9:00, I hopped a subway home. It was an oddly quiet night; there had been almost nobody at the station and I was one of only two people in the subway car.
"Fuck," I mumbled out loud as I sat in agony. I had to pee just as I was leaving the pool locker rooms but didn't want to go back in. I figured I'd go at the bathroom down the hall but it was out of order. Then I thought the bathrooms at the station weren't far away, but they were all closed for some stupid reason. So, there I was on a bumpy subway ride home and I was struggling to hold it in.
"Stupid coach making us drink water to stay hydrated."
The only other person in the car got off and I was alone, not normally a good thing on the subway, but tonight was so quiet it didn't concern me. Besides, I had other pressing issues.
After a few more jerky stops and nobody getting in my car, the struggle got very real. I was seriously fighting to hold back the urine.
I thought, "Maybe if I just let out a little, it would help relieve pressure."
So naΓ―ve.
I looked around to see if there was anybody nearby -- even in a connected car - but the coast was clear. I could air out my pants at the next station bathroom. Sure.
"OK," I was taking to myself now -- that's how desperately bad this situation had gotten, "Just a slight release." But that's not what happened.
Once I let a little stream out, it turned into a gusher and there was no stopping it. I tried, I really did, but the pure joy that happened as the pee came flying out of me and the intense pleasure of easing pressure on my organs gave me exponentially increasing ecstasy. I had no choice; it was all coming out.
I squirmed and I think I moaned a little and then as I was near the end of that torrent of pee flowing out of me, I felt an orgasm building. Quickly.
"What the fuck!" I was talking to myself again.
Alone, in that subway car, I came in wave after wave of orgasmic relief and pulsating urine soaking my underwear and pants. The piss-orgasm-storm was happening, but it was all contained by the denim that was now stuck to my pussy, my ass, and my legs. I was a fucking mess. Even my shirt was wet at the bottom.
I was sitting in a pool of my own piss. It was dripping down both legs. Thank God it didn't smell.
As I squirmed and felt the sliding of my vag against my jeans and the slipperiness of the seat under my ass, I came again.
"FUUUUUUUUUUUK!!!!" I shrieked as I writhed on the seat, lucky that the subway wheels were screeching more noise than me.
I couldn't help myself from reaching between my legs and rubbing my jeans into my pussy and I came a third time. Hard.
"MMGGhfFfUkGrSSSSSSSSMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmmm!!"
Acutely aware that I was not THAT far from people, I looked around and happily realized nobody had witnessed this accidental clusterfuck of urine, orgasms, pleasure screams and moans, and what was likely a very contorted face.
But what do next? I was a mess.
Fortunately, nobody got off at my stop, but unfortunately the bathrooms at my stop were locked. I walked home, successfully avoiding others, my legs squishing together through my soaked jeans. The sound was deafening and highly erotic. When I got home I ran upstairs to the bathroom next to my bedroom and took a shower with my clothes on. Nobody saw me or heard my squishing.
What a night!! What a perfect bunch or orgasms! I felt dirty, sexy, and daring at the same time. That night I dreamed about pissing in public and woke up in the middle of the night to finger myself to another climax. I practically bit a hole in my pillow as I came in muffled grunts.
That's how I got hooked.
I've been pissing in public for some time now and have never been caught. I've even mastered the art of zilging, or peeing while standing up. I wear skirts with no underwear and piss in alleys. I urinated all over campus while going to university. This gets me off in a way that's different than sex -- and I love it! Probably too much.
I've never told a boyfriend or any of my girlfriends about it. I was always a solo public pisser. I didn't think anybody would understand this level of depravity. But I loved the sheer filth of it; it was so wrong! It was not OK by society's rules. It was my dirty secret and that made it even better. Hotter.
Now single and horny, I've decided to amp this nasty habit up a notch to have someone piss on me and/or me piss on them. I haven't worked out any details but I'm sure an opportunity will come up. I'll be watching for it.
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My insurance-gig boss told me I was chosen to go to a conference and it was far enough away that I would have to stay in a hotel.
"Are you OK with going alone?" He asked.
"Sure," I replied, and in two weeks, off I went.
The plane ride was my first, and went smoothly. I got the shuttle to my hotel, a big one in the middle of the city. Luxury! It was a really nice hotel.
I had dinner alone in the hotel restaurant and went to the hotel bar afterward. I was always getting hit on because, well, I'm a girl, but despite my strong sexuality and pissing fetish I didn't sleep with a lot of guys - let alone pick up strangers at hotel bars. I was expecting to be approached and had my game face on.
But there he was, right across from me. My ideal guy; not too tall, not too fit, smiling, and he had a lightness about him.
He was having an animated discussion about baseball with the bartender and I caught his eye. He approached me after that conversation had waned.
"Hi. I'm Leo, here for the insurance conference. Are you?"
"Oh God, does it show?"
"Not really, but seeing a woman alone at the bar in the hotel that's hosting the conference starting tomorrow was my first clue."
"Fair. I'm Penelopee. Nice to meet you, Leo."