Playin With Petra The Next Level

I appreciate the comments and follows that have come in so far for this series. I know that it is slow going, so I appreciate those who are hanging in there. I also know some of my tagging has been off for the previous episodes. This has been more fetish than loving wives so far. It will get to LW, but it isn't quite there yet. Probably one more part (after this one) before things get more wild.

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Petra spent the morning running errands and then heading to school to continue her meetings. She didn't really hear a word of what any of the speakers were saying though. Her mind was almost entirely focused on Pete's reaction from the morning. She didn't really understand why he wanted her to comment on his size. It seemed strange and the opposite of what she thought all men wanted. She never would have said anything if she hadn't been so mad about being left on her own the previous night. That anger spurred her to talk about "Lil Petey" and make fun of him.

To her disbelief, he sat there taking the insults with an erection tenting his boxers and reacting like it turned him on. As far as she knew, he never masterbated, but after her comments this morning, his hand was clearly in his underwear and he was playing with himself on the way to the shower. Once the meetings broke for lunch, she hopped on her phone and sent "BigDog" a message.

Doug was in a video conference meeting for work when a notification popped up from Ephemeral Messages. The preview showed, "Message from QueenPetra: I didn't believe that what I said this morning would..." He wasn't able to respond immediately, but did his best to end the call as quickly as possible.

When he was able, he opened up the EM app and looked at the chat with QueenPetra:

QP

: I didn't believe what I said this morning would have such an effect on you. I saw that you were hard when I said something about your "little friend" this morning, but doubted that it was anything more than morning wood.

QP:

Though that gave me encouragement to really push the size thing. I thought I went too far when I saw the confusion and hurt on your face. I was so mad though. I couldn't believe that you had chosen gaming over me, so I just leaned into it.

QP:

After storming out, all I could think about was the crushed look you had, I couldn't leave it like that. I'm glad I turned though because I got to see you with your hand in your underwear and your arm moving.

QP:

Such a naughty boy, masturbating when you thought I was gone. I should be super mad about that, especially after last night. But since this is all new, I'll give you a pass.

QP:

So I guess I'll keep this up for a bit, unless you tell me to stop directly.

<5 minutes later>

QP:

You must be in a meeting or something. Let me know how you feel when you are free.

Doug wasn't sure how to reply. He found the whole situation hard to believe on many levels. First he couldn't believe that Petra had started making comments to the real Pete already. He felt bad about actually hurting his friend, but looking at the pictures of Petra he had amassed made that guilt fade into the background pretty quickly.

He also couldn't believe that Pete was actually masturbating after Petra had humiliated him. Doug wondered if he had stumbled upon a secret fantasy of Pete's by accident. He was a little hesitant to push on things until he knew more about what had really happened this morning. He didn't want to say anything that would jeopardize the setup he had with Petra. He wondered if he could get anything out of Pete. In the meantime, he'd stall Petra a bit.

BigDog:

Sorry QueenPetra. I was in a meeting. I also need some time before I can reply. I'm still processing this morning.

BD:

Oh and sorry about last night. I was an idiot.

QP:

I understand. Let me know when you are ready.

BD:

Thanks

2 hours later and Doug was still trying to figure out how to get more info out of Pete when he got a call from him. "Hey Pete, what's up?" he asked.

"Hey Doug," Pete replied, "not much... well actually a lot. But I'm not sure I'm actually ready to talk about it. I mean... I don't know...."

"Dude, you can talk to me," said Doug. "Is it about gaming? Work? Something else? You need advice on picture stuff?"

"No, none of that," said Pete, "it's about Petra. Remember how we talked about the fantasy thing in the messages app the other day." Doug replied that he did. "Well I've been waiting to start a conversation, like you recommended. I think I'm going to talk to her about having sex outside, like by the pool or something. I'm still not 100% how far I want to go."

"OK," said Doug. "You should definitely have something planned, but don't go too crazy with the first one. You don't want to scare her."

"Right, I definitely don't want to do that. Though, I don't really think I need to worry about that," Pete hesitated.

"What, did she start something?" asked Doug.

"Yes, well maybe... I don't know," Pete stammered. "Look, I trust you. You've helped me a lot already, but if this is getting too weird, just let me know and I'll figure it out on my own."

"Dude, you can tell me," replied Doug. "No judgment from me on what's going on."

"OK, she started calling me 'little' this morning."

"I don't understand," said Doug, even though he did. "Like she said you were short or not muscular enough?"

"No, like little in the... crotch area," replied Pete

"Whoa, that's wild," said Doug. "Are you?" he asked, knowing the answer full well.

"I mean, I don't think I am," said Pete. "She never complained before."

"Wow. How did you react?" asked Doug.

"I was dumbfounded. I didn't really react at all. I was just getting out of bed, and I guess she was mad at me for gaming and talking with you guys too long last night, so I was feeling blindsided. I just kind of stammered through some excuses but she kept on going, telling me that 'Lil Petey' and I could entertain each other today and things like that. Then she stormed out."

Doug asked, "oh man, that's a lot. You didn't have any reaction to her?"

"I mean, like I said, I had just woken up so I had morning wood, which I am sure she saw," replied Pete, "but it went away in a hurry when I saw how mad she was. It really hurt my ego."

"I bet," consoled Doug. "I do know though that it's a pretty common fantasy for women, and some men too. It's called small penis humiliation. There's lots of videos and stories about it online. I wonder if maybe your chat with her about playing out fantasies in the Ephemeral app made her feel like sharing her own fantasy?"

"Huh, I suppose that could be true," said Pete. "I think I did see a mischievous look in her eyes when she was leaving the room." After a long pause he continued "Well I'm not a fan, and I'm going to tell her."

"Whoa whoa," interjected Doug, "be careful with that. She just put herself out there, hinting at a fantasy that she likes. You can't just rain on that parade. You'll crush her and she'll probably never tell you a fantasy again."

"Shit," replied Pete, "you're right. But I don't like this. Do I need to just ignore my feelings and accept it?"

"I mean, I'm not sure," answered Doug. "I don't know what the best move is. Maybe just let her do it for a bit to see if she really likes it. Maybe she'll get tired of it if you don't react too much. Like still being intimate to show that you appreciate her sharing this fantasy with you. Then in a week or so you can let her know that you tried getting into it with her, but it wasn't really for you."

"Huh, yeah, that might be a good idea," said Pete. They talked for a while longer. Doug worked more to reassure Pete that things would be OK.

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Friday was approaching so that meant that it was almost time for Pete to re-engage with Petra on the Ephemeral Messages app. He was excited to try to make his fantasy part of their sex life. Still, his confidence was at an all-time low with Petra's SPH fantasy play. Even though Petra seemed insatiable over the past few days, he was not getting a lot of pleasure out of their time in bed (and the couch and the kitchen and the shower) with her constant comments about his size.

Of course those comments had been encouraged by "BigDog" Doug in the Ephemeral Messages chat. Every time Petra had written about Pete seeming to not be into the size comments, Doug, pretending to be Pete, would reassure her that he really was into it. Even though his body might not be showing it, and he might look distressed, he was leaning into the humiliation factor and enjoyed it.

Petra had gotten more and more bold over the days with this encouragement, and now tonight she was giving it everything with her comments. "Give it to me Pete, give it to me," she cried out as he thrust into her. "Harder, harder! You can't possibly fill me up, but you can at least pound me." She was on her hands and knees and he was slamming into her from behind. They had been going at it for a long time and he was starting to get tired, but he was finally getting close despite Petra's cruel comments.

"Come on Pete!" she yelled, "fuck me harder, make me feel something, or maybe I'll go find someone who can."

"What?!?" Pete replied, sounding wounded.

"Yeah, there's this guy at the gym," she said, "I don't know his real name, but everyone calls him BigDog, and looking at his package in his tight gym shorts, I can see why. If you can't satisfy me," she paused here and ground back into him hard, squeezing his cock inside of her pussy, "then perhaps I'll see if he can. I bet he's packing something 3 or 4 times bigger than you. He could just move the tiniest amount and I'd feel it everywhere. You need to slam me though just so I can feel something." She rotates her hips more while continuing to squeeze. The physical sensations were overpowering the disbelief and hurt that Pete was feeling emotionally and he was getting closer to orgasm.

"I mean you are the same height and you are both muscular," Petra continued as pushed back even harder into Pete. "But there's no way you measure up to him in the cock department. That bulge he has, Mmmmmm," she groaned as Pete twitched a bit inside of her. "It goes halfway down his thigh, and that's not even hard. I bet it would take him so long just to get the tip in me because my pussy has never actually been stretched by you. Oh, but once he did. Fuck, I'd feel a fullness like I've never felt before, never imagined."

She started bucking which was too much for Pete. Despite being horrified and humiliated at what Petra said, he started to cum. The first spasm shot inside of her, but her movements quickly caused him to slip out and he started cumming all over her thighs and ass. It got everywhere and he felt like he was cumming forever.

"Mmmm," she purred, "Lil Petey liked that." She turned and pushed him down onto his back on the bed. She sat down on him and kept grinding away, rubbing her clit as hard as she could until she also erupted in a huge orgasm.

Petra was panting as she climbed off of him and stood next to the bed. Pete was feeling very fragile and small as he moved up to his pillow. She leaned down and kissed his forehead. "That was amazing babe," she said with a satisfied smile. "I hope you enjoyed it too. Seemed like you did." She started walking toward the bathroom.

Pete replied quietly, "well to be honest, it didn't feel great what you were saying. I felt humiliated and that you don't really..."

Petra didn't seem to hear him and kept talking, "Oof, you made a big mess. You may be small, but you definitely came a lot tonight. I'm going to take a quick shower before crawling into bed, then we can talk." With that she went into the bathroom and closed the door.

Pete heard the shower start and then some music playing from her phone. While she was gone, he quickly texted Doug.

Pete:

I can't go on with this. I'm going to tell her I don't like the SPH stuff.

Doug:

Dude, what happened

Pete:

We were having sex and she started comparing me to a guy she saw at the gym. I don't think he was real, but it was still too much.

Doug:

Oh man, that's rough.

In his office, Doug got the biggest grin on his face. This was all working so much better than he could ever have hoped. While he was texting with Pete, he opened the Ephemeral Messages app and also started messaging Petra.

Petra was just about to step into the shower when her phone lit up. It was a message from BigDog.

BigDog:

Wow, I can't believe you brought "me" up during sex tonight. That was wild... and amazing. It was such a turn on.

QueenPetra:

Mmm, I'm glad you liked it. I wanted it to get you mad or jealous so you'd really pound me.

QP:

Oh wait, I mean. Yes, I had to do something to get Lil Petey to start moving more. He wasn't hitting the places inside of me that needed to be hit so I was hoping his jealousy would spur him on.

BD:

Heh, maybe we can have real talk for a few minutes. To make sure we are clear.

QP:

OK

BD:

It definitely worked. It turned me on so much, do you remember what you said about "BigDog?"

QP:

I mostly remember

BD:

Guess which was my favorite part?

QP:

Hmm, when I talked about how Lil Petey never stretched me? Or was it when I said that BigDog was 3 to 4 times bigger? Or how he would fill me so much that I'd feel the smallest movement everywhere inside of me?

[Doug was shocked again at how much Petra was into this. What she said was so lewd, and had to be so hurtful to Pete. He completely understood why Pete was wanting to put a stop to it.]

BD:

Mmm, all of it was so hot, but you talking about how I've never stretched you was definitely my favorite.

QP:

Well, you did cum buckets right after I said that *giggle*

BD:

It was just so hot hearing you say those things, even if I did feel ashamed.

QP:

Oh baby, did you really feel bad? I'm so sorry. You know I don't really feel that way. I'm just trying to make your fantasy come true.

BD:

No no, it's totally OK. Yes I did feel bad, it actually really hurt when you said those things. But as you said, I came so much. It is such a weird thing. Feeling small and inadequate and humiliated, but also so fucking turned on.

Meanwhile Doug was also trying to perform damage control with Pete.

Doug:

So what happened? Did she just bring it up out of the blue?

Pete:

No, she had been talking about it for a while, making comments about "Lil Petey" here and there, but then we really started going at it and she started talking about me never stretching her and his dick bulging in his gym shorts. It was gross.

Doug:

Ugh, man, I'm sorry.

Pete:

But at the same time, she really started pushing and grinding into me. She squeezed me really tight with her pussy. I couldn't help it. That part felt so good. That's what I want from her, not the tiny penis stuff.

Doug:

Yeah, I get it.

Doug:

It sounds like she really liked it though.

Pete:

What?

Doug:

It's like you said, she was going crazy on you after saying those things. It sounds like she really liked it. Do you want her to not feel good?

Pete:

No, it's not like that. I definitely want her to feel good. I just don't think it's fair that I have to feel shitty for that to happen.

Doug:

Well, I get it, but it's a fine line man. Women rarely get to live out their fantasies. It's always men's desires that get priority. Hell, just look at what kind of porn you can find online.

Pete:

That's true, but I have never put my needs or desires first and ignored hers.

Doug:

You haven't? It seems pretty clear that this is one of her desires and yet until now, you've never known about it. Have you ever asked her what her fantasies are? What she wants in bed? Heck, you are so comfortable with your fantasies of taking sexy pictures of her that you got an app and equipment to make it real.

Pete:

That's different, it's...

Doug:

Uh huh

Back in the chat with Petra, Doug was doing some more manipulation.

BD:

Look, I know this was my fantasy and I really appreciate how much effort you've put into it. It has been so great, but I don't want to have everything be about me. You do like this right? I mean, you seem to be into it in the moment, but do you really enjoy saying those things to me and making me feel so small. I hope you do, but I don't want to be selfish.

QP:

Babe, you aren't being selfish. At first it was weird. I didn't really know what to do. But as we've gone along this week, and as you've encouraged me here, I have really started to have fun with it. I want you to feel good. I want you to live out your fantasies, but I definitely don't want to hurt you. At the same time though, it sounds like the hurt is a big part of it for you.

BD:

It is. I know it's not easy for you though. I'm sure it's tough thinking of things to say, and also tough seeing the hurt look on my face. I can't help that. It's been years of society saying my worth is tied to my penis size and having that mocked is going to cause a reaction. I just didn't know it would also cause an erection *grin*

QP:

Oh you.

QP:

It isn't easy, but I am starting to enjoy it. Especially knowing that I'm making you feel good.

BD:

I have to ask, were you actually thinking about "BigDog" earlier when you were talking about the guy from the gym. Were you thinking about this.

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Petra gasped as she saw the image of the big cock next to the Red Bull can again.

QP:

Well...

BD:

Come on, be honest. It's OK, really it is.

QP:

Yes I was. I was imagining that big cock being here when I was teasing you. I was thinking how it would feel for you if BigDog was here and I got up off of Lil Petey and went to him. Imagining how it would feel to have something that big inside of me. Though I'm sure it would never fit.

BD:

*groan* babe, you are getting me hard again

QP:

*giggle* well let me finish this shower and maybe I can do something about that.

<Queen Petra has left the chat>

Doug grinned and shifted in his seat, adjusting his stiff prick in his pants. He couldn't believe his luck with Petra. Now he just needed to get Pete to not blow it.

Pete:

I just don't know if I can handle any more. I want her to be happy but I just feel so bad afterwards. I feel like she really means it, like I really am small and inadequate. That's not a great feeling.

Doug:

Yeah, I can imagine. But you need to be really careful with this. Sounds like she is opening up in ways that she never had before. She's making herself super vulnerable with all of this and you telling her to just stop is likely going to hurt her more than this is hurting you. She is showing a tremendous amount of trust in you. This is a common fetish, but it definitely isn't one that gets talked about a lot. So she must feel really safe with you; she must really trust you.

In his bed, Pete thought long and hard about this. He hadn't even considered this perspective. He realized that Doug was right and that Petra had needed courage and trust to start making her fantasies reality. He remembered how nervous he was when he talked to her about taking pictures; how he was worried she was going to be so mad and never let him take more. He would have felt so crushed if she had said no to him. He couldn't crush her.