Another party, another night of babysitting. As usual, he's put in no effort. I'm decked out in a beautiful, hip hugging peach dress that hits just the right spot on surprisingly long legs. For someone as short as I am, I really did hit the genetic jackpot. He, on the other hand, is at least in pants but the top half leaves much to be desired. Though, I suppose there might be somewhere where a dirty old band tee would be appropriate. It's not like I can complain, the fact he's even coming out at all is more than I could have asked for. We reach the front door and I send over one last plea.
"David, please behave. For me?"
He snorts and shakes his head. I sigh, preparing myself for another frustrating night. I love this man, but after a while it gets damn exhausting playing mom all the time, and never getting to be girlfriend. I don't even get any of the girlfriend perks, shit it has been years since I've felt the touch of a real man. It's been years since I've gotten to just let go and get fucked. He likes it when I'm in control, so I am always in control. At least in the bedroom; regular life I don't get much of a say. Now that I think about it, I don't get much of a say at all. But I shouldn't be complaining, other women would kill to get to be on the arm of this handsome man. The beast inside of me that has been tied down for years and years disagrees, but I've been in sexual hibernation for so long that her incessant scream has dulled to a quiet whimper.
The door swings open and I throw my regular old bright smile on my face, though it doesn't reach my eyes. We step into the room, my arm linked through his, and I realize I am one of a very small group of women in stilettos, and the hardwood floors make the sound extra loud.
"Great." I mutter to myself. My anxiety is pretty low compared to others, but something about being 'that girl' with the loud ass heels makes me nervous and uncomfortable. I scan the room for any familiar faces, and don't find any besides the guy on my arm already downing shots of vodka like they're his lifeline, and the host.
My eyes connect with someone across the room and suddenly my stomach is in my throat. I feel my cheeks color without provocation as another smile twitches on my lips. This time, a real one that lights up my entire face. This man, I don't know who he is but that single glance awoke that damned beast inside of me, releasing the floodgates of desire. I squirm against the sudden onslaught of arousal dripping down my thighs, and tug my eyes away from his.
"I'll be right back." I whisper to the man on my arm. "Bathroom break." He nods, distracted by conversation, and I slip away. I find the bathroom without too much of a problem, and once inside I shut the door and close my eyes, my weight pressing against the cheap white door behind me. I look at myself in the mirror, smoothing the dress over my soft curves, long legs, and voluptuous breasts. I cannot stop thinking about that damn man, and I realize that I'm going to have to go commando for the rest of the night. I've already soaked through my cute little panties, and if I want to sit down anywhere it'll leave a nice wet mark on the back of my dress. I sigh, tugging them down my thighs, around the shoes, and then tuck them into the clutch resting against my hip. I reluctantly find my way back to my partner, and we spend some time meandering around the room, making small talk with the guests. At some point, I lose him for a few minutes, which is honestly a bit of a blessing. From what I can tell, he's already finished half a 2-6 in shot form and is now completely incoherent. I find myself being pressed into a small circle of people and, looking up, I realize that the four or five others standing around have their attention focused on that same man from earlier. Our eyes connect again, and I'm hit with another wave of intense desire. He winks and I blush, biting my lip in response without meaning to. Something about him has my hands shaking, so I clasp them behind my tailbone. This Adonis like man is telling a story, and he has everyone roaring, myself included. I can't tell if he's trying to make me laugh specifically, or if he's just usually the life of the party, but it doesn't really matter. I'm probably imagining the reflection of my own desire in his eyes anyways.
Suddenly, a loud, sharp, "WOOHOOOOOO" echoes through the room and everyone turns towards the sound. I'm expecting to see some drunk idiot table dancing, and that is exactly what I found. Though, I was not expecting that drunk idiot would be my boyfriend. The bass is low and deep, pulsating through my body to the beat of my pounding cunt, and he just happens to be stripping. I glance back at this Adonis creature and his eyes darken. My breath catches as another "WOOP" is tossed into the crowd. "Jesus fucking murphy" I mutter under my breath and turn away, making my way towards this drunk asshole effectively ruining my night. I was all of ten steps away, and in that span of time he's managed to pull off that ratty tee and is now venting himself with it as the women in the room cheer him on. Thankfully, the spins hit him before he could reach for his belt and his face contorts just before he topples over, sending half empty glasses crashing to the floor. The room gasps, and I send an apologetic glance over to the host, shaking my head.