My first few sexual experiences weren't very pleasant, mostly because I have a deep, dark secret. The truth is, I have a fairly small penis and I'm really embarrassed to let anyone know it. Growing up, I was as horny as any boy my age, but having a small cock kept me from being sexually active until I was out of high school.
To add to my misery, I have an older sister who was always very popular. Throughout high-school, I had a dozen chances to score with her hot friends, but I was too embarrassed to even try. Any time one of them showed the least bit of interest in me, I'd push her away.
The summer after I graduated from high school, my sister, Linda, came home for vacation from college and brought a few of her college friends with her. These girls were all smoking hot, too.
My sister, Linda, didn't waste any time making herself at home after being gone all semester. She and her friends hadn't been there half an hour before they all changed into their bathing suits and started laying out by the pool.
Of course, with all that eye-candy around, small dick or not, I wasn't going to be left out. I changed into some swim shorts and made my presence known by the pool. I even tried being polite by asking the girls if they needed anything and offered drinks and snacks, all the while, giving myself the opportunity to check them out in their tiny suits.
My eyes were constantly drawn to Angie. She's a brunette of average height with largish breasts and a cute face. She was wearing a two-piece suit with a little sarong skirt on over the bottoms, which appeared to be thongs. The top did a good jobs of accentuating her tits together and giving her some ample cleavage.
Erin's physique contrasted Angie's. She was tall and slender, and she had much smaller breasts. She had long, beautiful, brown hair that she wore draped over one shoulder and a beautiful face to match her body. Despite her sexy appearance, she still had an innocent, inviting smile. She was wearing a two-piece suit also, which was much skimpier than Angie's, and she was definitely wearing a thong. I was trying to look at her without making it obvious that I was checking her out, but she was pretty obvious about looking to see if I was looking, so finally after I looked away when she caught me looking a few times, she just looked at me and smiled, then turned to face away from me to bend over and pick something up off the deck. That gave me a great view of her ass crack and the thin patch of material that covered her snatch. Her actions were so obvious, my sister let out a wailing, "Oh, my God, you tramp!" Erin giggled and said, "Shush. I'm just having fun."
Linda's other two friends didn't have a whole lot to say. Cheryl was a red-head. She had a shapely body and probably the nicest ass out of all of them, but she also had the smallest tits of all the girls. She was wearing a one-piece suit and seemed to be very shy about showing off her body. She kept her eyes on me any time I was around her as if she was trying to force me not to check her out. Really, even though she didn't have very big tits, she was still attractive, especially the way her hard nipples pressed against the thin material of her suit. In the front, she had a major camel toe. I don't know why she was wearing a one-piece. It accentuated more of her sexuality than the other girls' two-piece suits did. When she wasn't glaring at me, the few rare times I saw her smile, she had a decent smile, one that I'm sure would melt the hearts of most guys.
Rachel was the tallest of the girls, with boobs I guessed to be a C cup. She was wearing a two-piece and she looked like she had dozed off in the sun.
My sister, Linda, didn't seem to mind that I was there at all. She sat back in the pool chair in her little two-piece outfit and just grinned watching me check out her friends.
After sitting by the pool and trying to interject something meaningful into the girls' conversation, I decided to go inside and watch some TV in the family room. The room faced the pool, and from the sliding glass door, I could still see everything that went on out there, just in case something interesting happened. With the sun still up and no lights on in the family room, I could sit there without the girls realizing I was there.
When I got inside, I could barely hear what the girls were saying with the TV going, so I turned the volume way down. After I muted the sound, I could distinctly hear Angie say, "Your brother is kind of cute."
"He's not so bad," Linda said, "For a brother anyway. I just feel sorry for him sometimes."
"Really?" Erin asked. "Why is that?" I was also curious. Why did she have to feel bad for me? She couldn't have known my secret, could she? There's no way she could know about my little dick.
"I think he's still a virgin," Linda said.
I was immediately embarrassed. She might not know my darkest secret, but knowing I was still a virgin and talking about it to her friends was almost as bad as knowing I have a small cock. The worst of it was that she was right, I was still a virgin, but how did she know that? Not only that, but why did she have to tell the other girls and why were they talking about it? I could hear them giggling.
"Really?" Erin asked. "Why? He's not ugly and seems to be able to hold a conversation. He must have had at least one opportunity in his life to do something with a girl. And you know he's not a fag. I saw the way he was looking at my ass."
"Who could miss that? You were practically shoving it in his face! I don't know why he's still a virgin," Linda said. "I think he's just shy. You know how some guys are."
"Yeah, like Mark." Erin shook her head. "Remember him? I swear, he never even touched me. He was a nice guy, too."
"I would have fucked Mark, too," Rachel said. "He was cute."
"Yeah, I would have fucked him, too, "Erin agreed, "But he never made a move on me. I made a few on him, but I think it scared him away."
"Yeah, guys don't like strong women, they think you're pushy if you take some initiative," Cheryl said, joining the conversation.
"That's bullshit," Angie said. "I bet if you made a move on any guy, he'd be all over it unless he's gay or something."
"I disagree," Cheryl folded her arms over her petite chest. "You'll scare him away."
"Wanna bet?" Angie asked. "If I came onto Linda's brother, he'd be all over it."
"Are you saying you're going to try to take my little brother's virginity?" Linda asked.
Angie was quiet for a few seconds, then responded, "Would that bother you?"
"No," Linda grinned. "If you want to fuck my brother, knock yourself out."
Fuck. My crazy sister was out there talking to her friends about whether one of them should fuck me or not. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. If I hit on one of these girls in public, they wouldn't give me the time of day, but because they were with my sister, they acted like it was no big deal to fuck me.
"I hope you like rejection," Cheryl added. "How would you plan on doing it?"
"I don't know," Angie looked thoughtful. "Maybe I could say something like, 'Nice shoes, wanna fuck?'" The girls laughed. "Yeah, with my luck, he won't be wearing shoes." Angie stood.
"You're going to do it now?" Linda sounded surprised.
"Yeah, why not?" Angie said.
"With all of us here?" Linda asked.
"What kind of a whore do you think I am? I'm not going to bring him out here and fuck him in front of you bitches. I'll do it inside."
Angie started walking toward the back door. I panicked a little, then fumbled for the remote control to turn the volume back up.
"Hey," Angie said, entering the family room.
"Hey," I replied.
"Weren't you wearing shoes earlier?" She asked.
"What?" I asked. "Shoes?"
"Nothing. I was going to make a joke. Forget it. Hey, do you have any more of that lemonade you had before?"
"Lemonade?" Now, I was starting to sound like an idiot. I was nervous and I was hoping it didn't show.
Angie grinned. "Yeah, you know, yellow liquid. Kids sell it on hot days."
"Sorry," I acted like I didn't get the sarcasm. "Would you like a glass." I stood from the chair and walked toward the kitchen.
"Please," she smiled, following me, "Unless you want to just pour it in my mouth for me." Apparently, she had a sarcastic sense of humor.