I am, and I'm being completely honest here, beautiful. I know I can't take the credit for that, it's just the way nature made me, but that doesn't make me any the less lovely. It's plain for me to see that those people who say beauty isn't everything or, beauty is only skin deep, just don't know what it means to be truly beautiful. Everyone admires you and wants to be your friend.
It also helps to be a really nice person, and I am. I'm always nice to people who aren't as lovely as I am. I mean, it's not their fault that they're plain, or even if they're pretty, that they can't measure up to my standard. I'm always willing to give them little tips on how to make the best of themselves.
I point out that not everyone can have platinum blonde hair and bright blue eyes and some people even prefer mousey brown hair and eyes, even if I think they're a bit dull. And if anyone is slightly under-developed bust or bum wise I tell them that there are marvellous things they can do with plastic surgery, not that I need to worry.
Still, even though I'm so nice to everyone, it's amazing how some people will snipe at you. Just because they can't measure up they try to cut you down to their size, but I just ignore them.
I mean, I heard one girl say I'd obviously traded in my brains for beauty, and that's silly. It's not the sort of thing you can bargain with. It just is. And I'm smart, no matter what that girl says. I finished high school, after all.
There is a down side to being beautiful, I'll admit. It's hard to get a job. You wouldn't believe what a couple of potential employers suggested. I even tried my hand at baby-sitting but I can't seem to get that sort of work anymore. I'd front up to an appointment, the mother would look at me, look at her husband, and tell me not to bother.
I did get a couple of baby-sitting jobs but after that incident people say I should try another line of work. It's not as though it was my fault, and I did call the fire-brigade fast enough. If they hadn't expected me to cook they should have fed the kids before they left.
Anyway, tomorrow I turn eighteen and tonight I actually have a baby-sitting job. The guy is new to the area and he needs someone to take care of his girls tonight. Someone said it was the perfect job for me and so he called me and hired me.
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I fronted up to my baby-sitting gig and this man was there, ready and waiting, all dressed up to go out. He was a lot older than I expected, nearly forty, I'd say. He took one look at me and looked slightly stunned.
"My god," he said. "You're gorgeous. Why are you wasting your time baby-sitting instead of being out there modelling and making a fortune?"
It's unusual for men to come right out and say that sort of thing although I can always tell they're thinking it by the way they look at me.
"Oh, I love baby-sitting," I told him, "and I'm really good with kids. They love me. I've been considering a career as a model, but I have to wait until I'm eighteen. My father won't hear of me trying out before that."
"Uh-huh. And do you have long to wait?"
I smiled at him, seeing him blink again when he saw how my smile just seems to light up a room.
"Actually, it's my birthday tomorrow and Daddy is going to see about getting me a portfolio for my birthday. Then we can send it out and I'll get lots of work, I'm sure."
"I'm sure you will, too. Ah, regarding being good with kids, were you told what this job actually entails?"
"No," I said, shaking my head. "Just that you have to go out and need someone to watch your girls."
"Hmm. Well, come in."
I followed him in and he gave a sharp whistle. The next thing I know two humongous hounds came charging up to us. Now I like dogs as much as the next person, but these two beasts were ginormous, all teeth and fur and barking. The one thing I was grateful for was that he couldn't hear me scream over the barking.
"These are my girls," he told me, shushing the dogs. "They've been unwell and are currently taking some medication. I need someone here to give them their tablets at nine and at midnight. The first young lady I spoke to couldn't do it but she said that you were perfect to handle them as you'd fit in well with a pair of bitches. As soon as I saw you I saw what she meant. You're a natural dog person."
I am? I'd never realised it, but I'd take his word for it. I wondered who had recommended me.
"You'll find that there are four rissoles in the fridge. There's a pill imbedded in each one. Just tell the girls to sit and give them each a rissole when it's time. They'll love you for it."
Peter formally introduced me to his girls and they sat up and shook my hand. They were really quite nice once you got to know them.
He assured me that I'd be quite safe with the dogs. With them in the house he never got intruders. "The bravest burglar," he said, "takes one look and then goes looking for a baby to mug."
All I really had to do was watch TV, and that was simple enough. I was a little nervous about feeding the dogs their first pills but no worries. They scoffed the rissoles and looked hopefully for more. After that it was more TV until midnight and I found the dogs sitting next to the fridge waiting for me. A rissole apiece and they went back to their beds and I went back to the TV.
It wasn't all that much later and Peter arrived home. To my surprise and delight, along with my pay, he gave me a box of chocolates, all wrapped up in birthday paper.
"Just a little something from me and the girls, seeing it's now your birthday. You officially turned eighteen half an hour ago."
I blushed and thanked him.
"Care for a cup of coffee before you go?" he asked, already switching the kettle on.
"You know, if you're serious about building a portfolio for modelling, I can take a few snaps for you. I work part time doing photography and I'm quite good. For you, no charge."
Now some people might think me cynical but men have offered to take pictures of me before this, and it always seems to include a proviso that I take of some or all my clothes. I guess the doubt must have shown in my eyes.
"No," Peter said with a laugh. "Not naughty shots. Artistic ones, yes, but ones where you keep your clothes on. Not that I wouldn't mind seeing more of you but it would be unbelievably pushy to suggest it at this point. Come on. I'll show you my studio."
I trailed along behind him, feeling slightly nervous. He opened the door to what I had assumed was just another bedroom and flicked on the lights. They were unbelievably bright. Looking in I could see he had some very professional looking equipment at one end of the room. The other end, where most of the lights seemed to point, had this green wall, green floor and green couch. There was also some other furniture off to the side. Most of it green.
Peter saw my puzzlement and laughed. Not nastily, but slightly amused, kidding me rather than deriding me.
"The green can be easily replaced using my graphics software. Recline on the couch and I can have you reclining on a gondolier in Venice. Pretend to climb the wall and I can have you attached to a sheer cliff with a thousand foot drop below you. It's all done with computers these days."