Arizona State University was awesome! Everyone had told me that it was a party school and that was the real reason I had chosen it. I told my parents it was the only place that I could study what I was truly interested in, botany. Specifically, I had an interest in the cactus flower, and what better place was there to study them than the Sonoran desert?
I arrived on a Sunday afternoon, my overprotective parents lingering too long before they said good-bye. I watched them go, waiting impatiently for my new life as a college student to begin. I was going to rock college, unlike high school, where I had been little more than a drama geek with a passion for plants. I had plenty of friends in high school and I never felt lonely, but I really wanted college to be different. I wanted to be popular and for people to like me. I wanted loads of friends and loads of fun. I wanted to try all the drugs and go to all the parties. In high school I had been sheltered. Now, my parents were gone! I did a victory dance around my dorm as I tasted real freedom for the first time.
The signs for sorority rush were all over the campus and I made a point to program the details into my calendar so I could attend. The girls at Arizona State were all gorgeous and I was a bit jealous and scared that maybe I wasn't cool enough to join a sorority. I shuffled from house to house until I found the one that I would spend the rest of my college experience with: Alpha Eta Pi. The girls were all pretty and sweet and the house was quaint and painted in a light pink that made me giggle. I'd always wanted to live in a pink house but the real reason I was joining a sorority wasn't for the friendship. I wanted to meet fraternity guys and lose my virginity. I wasn't about to tell anyone that I was a virgin, but I was and I was a bit ashamed of that. I hadn't found a single guy in high school that had wanted to fuck me but surely college would be different.
"So let's go around and tell everyone our names and one thing we like," Cassandra, the pledge mother explained to us what we would be doing next.
"When do we meet frat guys?" I interrupted.
"Not yet," she said. "Let's start with you."
"Me? Okay," I began. Everyone was watching me and I felt nervous. I also knew that it was time for me to be the cool girl I'd always wanted to be back in high school. These people didn't know me yet and what I said was going to be their first impression. "I'm Raylene and I like cactus flowers."
"Cactus flowers? How interesting," Cassandra said with a giggle. "Now who is next?" I tried to pay attention but in the distance I saw some fraternity guys trying to spread a tarp out on their lawn across the street. I stared until one of them looked up and me and smiled. I smiled back and he beckoned me to come over to him. I knew I shouldn't leave the sorority girls. I wanted them to like me but there was a horniness inside of me that I just couldn't seem to shake. I needed cocks and there were some waiting for me if I could only just get up and walk across the street. I began to stand but Cassandra put me in my place.
"Hey, Cactus Flower! Sit down. We aren't done here. You can play with the frat boys later. There's always a slutty one in every pledge class," she said to her assistant, another sorority member.
"Yeah, sit down," the assistant added. I sat back down but I couldn't help but look across the street to watch the boys doing their thing. I made eye contact with several of them. They knew I was watching and they were showing off for me. I knew where I was going as soon as this sorority shit was done. It seemed like it would never end, but finally Cassandra smiled at all of us and told us it was time to go.
"I'm proud of you for sticking it out, Cactus Flower. You can go over there now if you like." She pointed to the guys who were all waiting for me.
"Thanks!" I said quickly and I headed across the street. "Hi!" I called.
