Can I Watch You

Blake took a sip of beer and tried to be as inconspicuous as possible while he watched the girl across the table from him eat with a quite intensity that surprised him. It was more than a little difficult to be inconspicuous with the girl wearing an off white tank top that left her midriff bare, obviously without a bra and tight denim jeans. He glanced down at the floor and her long, slim legs and bare feet then quickly back up.

The meal wasn't anything fancy, Mississippi pulled pork, mashed potatoes and oven roasted brussels sprouts, the pork and pepperoncini peppers something he had tossed in the slow cooker this morning before running off to class.

Jessica glanced up and caught his eye, her fork pausing midway to her mouth before lowering back to her plate.

"I'm sorry, you probably think I'm a pig," Jessica said softly, her voice a mezzo soprano that made Blake smile.

"No, there's plenty, so if you'd like more go ahead," Blake replied even though Jessica was already most of the way through her second helping.

Jessica smiled and finished the last bite already on her fork before pushing back in her chair, her eyes glancing from Blake to around his small apartment, her eyes lingering on the two book cases he had along one wall that were stuffed to overflowing with scores of books.

Blake waited patiently while she looked around, the idea that he would have a beautiful woman eating dinner with him seemingly ludicrous this morning. He still wasn't quite sure how Jessica had ended upstairs with him, only that she had been sitting on the front steps of the apartment across from his and had offered to help carry up a couple bags of groceries upstairs from his car. Blake had hesitated, his own awkwardness making him uncomfortable around such a cute, barefoot girl offering to help, but had eventually accepted, Jessica walking around his living room to examine his nick nacks of arrowheads, pottery shards, fossils, rock specimens and books while he had put the groceries away.

"Have you read all of those book?" Jessica asked when she finally looked back at him.

Blake nodded with a smile while staring at her blue eyes. He could just see an amber halo around her iris and wondered what her eyes would look like up close.

"Some of them more than once," Blake replied.

"Like... the Joys of Sex?" Jessica asked with a small smile, her head tilted to the side.

Blake felt his face heat in embarrassment but nodded back.

"Parts of it," Blake said with a smile of his own.

"I'm sure," Jessica said without a change of expression, "The pages aren't stuck together, are they?"

Blake coughed back a laugh and glanced down for a moment and then back up grinning at her.

"No, I've got a VCR and tapes if I want to masturbate," he said trying to shock her as much as she had just surprised and shocked him, her smile widening for only a moment.

"Really," Jessica replied without any other change of expression.

"Honestly... you know what the two most important things in that book are to have an amazing sex life with... whoever you end up with?" Black continued, "And I'll even give you a hint... it's not any of the... what... dozen or so pictures of the different positions it has the couples trying."

Jessica watched him for a moment and then reached out to take a sip from her own beer before setting it aside.

"What's that?" she asked.

"Communication and generosity," Blake replied, "Being able to discuss in an open, honest, truthful way what you like and enjoy and just as important what you don't."

Jessica continued to stare at him, her expression never changing.

"Tell each other about the fetishes you might have... about the fetishes you've always daydreamed about but never had the opportunity... or courage to actually try.

"Being able to in that moment tell your partner that that feels really good, don't stop, keep going, keep going!... or to say that this is nice, but can you do this again... try that for me."

"And generosity?" Jessica asked after a moment when Blake paused, her eyes never leaving his.

"If you love your partner, if you want to stay with your partner, whoever it is you end up with, then be generous with your emotional and physical affections," Blake explained, "Never reject the person you supposedly love by telling them you're too tired or not in the mood or too stressed. You should make the effort to be sexual with your partner every single day... and that doesn't mean sex... although... yea, not going to complain... but... be sexual together.

"Something as simple and easy as being naked together, sleeping naked together, making a point of touching each other, a long, lingering hug... or kiss... make it a point to express your emotional and physical love.

"Every single day."

Jessica watched him for a few more moments with the same small smile before replying.

"And that's all in that book," Jessica asked.

"Well, maybe not in exactly those words, but yea," Blake replied.

"And what's in 'Sex at Dawn'?" Jessica asked, "Is that about waking up with a boner in the morning and... taking care of it?"

"No," Blake said with a laugh and wondered if Jessica had also noticed his copy of the Kama Sutra, "That one is... harder to explain I guess... no pun intended.

"It's ah... I guess, it's the authors asking what's... normal.

"Looking around the world and seeing cultures practicing monogamy and polygamy and polyandry, open group marriages... even ahhh, I don't know, even homosexuality and god, a hundred different other ways people have came up with to be together and be with each other.

"And they asked the question what are we supposed to be, what did we evolve to be as homo sapiens sapiens."

"And what are we supposed to be?" Jessica asked after waiting a few moments.

"This isn't me... this is them," Blake emphasized with a grin, "But, their argument is that we're a bunch of orgy loving, gangbang having, cream pie chasing monkeys at heart. That we evolved to be that way and are physically and sexually adapted to have multi male, multi female couplings, that even the shape of the head of a man's penis argues for that since it's perfectly shaped to remove any semen already inside of a woman before adding a little more.

"But they also argue that there really was a 'forbidden fruit' and that forbidden fruit really was knowledge. That once we as a species were able to formulate and pass down abstract concepts and knowledge... property... ownership... paternity... jealousy... envy... shame and regret, all that free love and sex came to screeching halt.

"Well, except behind closed doors with the blinds pulled tight, then that barrel of monkeys gets a bit raucous again."

"Really," Jessica said with her first true smile as she laughed, "That's what that book's about.

"I'm almost afraid to ask what all your other books are."

"Oh... to be honest, nothing as fun," Blake said with only a little white lie while thinking about the Kama Sutra.

"Thank you for dinner," Jessica said, suddenly switching topics, "It was really good.

"So much better than Mc Donalds or Hardee's."

"You know, I don't mind Hardee's, especially their roast beef, but yea, cooking at home is always better," Blake said, both relieved and disappointed at the sudden change of topic.

Blake glanced up at the time and then back to Jessica who was still watching him with her small smile.

"Um... I was planning on going swimming tonight, just doing laps... but... would... would you want to maybe rent a movie or two from Block Busters instead?" Blake stammered, his face heating and heart racing at what he had just suggested.

"I thought you said you had movies," Jessica said, her smile widening as Blake jerked in surprise and blushed even more, "What's...

"What's a fetish?"

Blake felt whipsawed back and forth, Jessica's conversation going from safe and even grounds to dangerously thin ice without warning.

"I... ah... really?" Blake finally asked.

Jessica nodded while watching him.

"A fetish is... it... well, it can be anything..." Blake finally said before stumbling and having to stop to think, "It's... it's more about the individual... about you... you know?"

"No," Jessica replied while watching him, "How is it about me?"

"Ahhmmmmm, a fetish is something that you like... what you think about... something that you fixate on... sexually," Blake stumbled along haltingly, "It's... it doesn't even have to be something sexual...

"People have... fetishes about hands... and feet."

Blake glanced down beneath the table and noticed that Jessica stretched out her feet for him to see, her toes pointed before he glanced back up to meet her eyes.

"Or it could be... you know... something over the top sexual like... a guy loving going down on his partners, wanting to... do that all the time, or a girl loving to give blowjobs and... same thing, them wanting to do that all the time... you know. It could even be something way out in left field like... getting peed on."

"And do you have a fetish?" Jessica asked, "Do you... think about getting peed on?"

"Oh, god, no, but I'll trade you," Blake shot back with a smile, "I'll tell you one of mine, you tell me one of yours."

Jessica seemed to consider for a moment, her eyes glancing up towards the ceiling before she gave a slight nod. Blake smiled and then stood up to pull his chair around to the side of the table before sitting back down, Jessica seeming surprised by his sudden change of position.

"Let me see," Blake said and held out a hand towards Jessica's feet.

Her eyes opened a bit wider for a moment and then she brought her feet up and placed them in Blake's lap, the soles of her feet dingy with ground in dirt from having been walking on the sidewalk and gravel parking lot earlier to help carry in groceries. Blake took her right foot in both of his hands and used his fingers to press into her instep and began to slowly knead her foot.

"Ummmm," Jessica said between pursed lips, her eyes never leaving Blakes.

"I've... got a bit of a foot fetish... I like pretty feet" Blake admitted while he kneaded Jessica's foot, "I... I like giving a pretty girl foot rubs... maybe helping her do her nails."

"You said a fetish was supposed to be something you... thought about... sexually," Jessica whispered.

Blake grinned and sat Jessica's right foot down in his lap so that she could feel the growing bulge in his jeans while he picked up her left foot and began to repeat the process of slowly kneading his fingers into her instep. Blake saw her eyes flicker down towards his crotch for a moment, her right foot shifting ever so slightly and pressing down against his length before she met his eyes again.

"Your turn," Blake said while continuing to massage Jessica's left foot, "Do you have a fetish?"

"I like my feet rubbed," Jessica replied with a grin.

"Uh hu," Blake replied while continuing to massage Jessica's left foot, "But is that a fetish?"

"I think it's starting to be one," Jessica sighed and closed her eyes for a moment, "Yea, definitely starting to be one."

Blake continued to massage Jessica's foot while watching her, her eyes never leaving his for almost a minute.

"Maybe I have a fetish of a guy making me dinner and then giving me a foot rub after?" Jessica said hopefully while smiling at Blake who smiled back and shook his head.

Jessica reached out to take another sip of her beer, her eyes following Blakes hands as he switched to her right foot after placing her left against the hard outline of his cock under his jeans. She watched his hands for over a minute, her even, white teeth working her lower lip before finally looking up to catch his eye again.

"Ok," Jessica finally said while glancing away for a moment, "I've... always... wanted to watch."

"Watch?" Blake asked, "That... leaves a lot... watch what?"

There was a slight blush to Jessica's cheeks while she shrugged, her eyes traveling down to her feet in Blake's lap and the bulge that her left foot rested against without moving.

"I've always wanted to watch a guy... jerk off, I guess," Jessica said softly and looked back up into Blake's eyes.

Jake swallowed and took a deep breath, his fingers still slowly working up and down Jessica's instep.

"I'm pretty sure that would be easy enough," Blake said breathlessly, "I can't imagine your boyfriend saying no if you asked."

Jessica stared at Blake for another moment while she took long, slow breaths through her slightly parted lips.

"Only a boyfriend?" she finally asked softly.

"Huh?" Blake replied.

"Could I... watch you?" Jessica finally asked, "Could you show me... now?"

"You... want to watch me... jerk off?" Blake asked, his thighs squeezing together to put pressure on his hard cock with Jessica's foot resting against it.

Blake could feel his hands trembling while he massaged Jessica's foot, his cock throbbing and aching from just the added weight of her opposite foot pressing down on him. Jessica stared back into Blake's eyes and then gave a small nod.

"I'd like to see you," Jessica said, her teeth once again biting at her lower lip, "I want to see what it looks like when your... finish."

"Could... could I watch you too?" Blake asked breathlessly, "Maybe just... let me see you... take your shirt and pants off.

"It might... be easier... for me to finish, you know."

Jessica's eyes stared into his until she gave a very small nod, Blake's eyes instantly jerking down to stare at her foot in his hands. He continued to massage her foot for another moment and then glanced up to see her staring back. He gave a slight nod while licking his suddenly dry lips.

"Ok," Blake said and gently lifted both of Jessica's feet up and placed them on the floor.

He stood up and held out a hand that was visibly trembling, Jessica reaching out to take it so that he could help pull her up.

"I... ahhh... I guess... in my room?" Blake said and then turned to slowly led Jessica from the combination living and dining room and through a doorway that didn't even have a door into his equally small bedroom.

He turned back to stare at Jessica who only continued to watch him until he let go of her hand. Slowly and deliberately he unbuckled his belt before pulling it through the loops, taking the time to walk over and hang it on a wooden peg that had two other belts already dangling. There were two half filled laundry baskets beneath the one window in his room, one each for darks and whites. While still staring at Jessica he slowly pulled his shirt up and over his head before tossing it towards the basket of lights.

Jessica continued to stare while Blake took out his wallet to place it on the nightstand and then his keys and loose change to drop into a wooden bowl atop his dresser. Finally her turned to face her, her eyes staring at his waist while he reached down to unbutton his jeans.

At twenty Blake felt he was probably in the best shape he would ever be in, swimming laps in the pool, jogging and even kayaking during the summer months to keep fit. He wasn't some muscle bound gym guy, but his pecs were well defined and stomach flat. He finished with his jeans button and then slowly unzipped his pants all the while wondering what Jessica thought of his body.

After another moments of hesitation and another deep breath he pushed his jeans down and stepped out of them, the discarded pants joining the darks basket while he stood in front of Jessica in only his boxers with the front tented out by his erection.

Jessica noticed his pause, her eyes glancing up from his red and black checkered boxers to his face for a moment and then back down. Blake hesitated, his teeth biting at his lower lip while he stared at Jessica staring intently at his crotch and then reached down to push his boxers down over his hips.

His erection sprang free and suddenly Blake found himself standing naked in front of a woman who was essentially a stranger, a woman he had met only a few hours before. The feeling was surprisingly erotic, his dick jerking in time with his heartbeat, Jessica's eyes never wavering from her intent gaze. He slowly reached down to take himself in his hand, his fist encircling his girth and giving himself a hard squeeze before slowly stroking up and down his length a few times.

"Can you get on the bed for me?" Jessica asked when she finally pulled her gaze away from his length to meet his eyes.

Blake nodded and walked over to his narrow twin bed, a bed he had brought with him when he had moved out of his childhood home and had owned since his earliest memories. He climbed up onto the bed and when he turned back blinked in surprise, Jessica already topless and working at slipping her jean shorts down over her hips.

Blake didn't even have to think about moving his hand while he stroked himself while on his knees, his eyes watching Jessica just as intently as she had watched him while she hurriedly undressed.

Blakes eyes were drawn to her breasts, small handfuls that sat low on her chest and tilted upward with puffy, conical caramel areolas tipped with darker nipples already hard with her excitement. He couldn't believe what was happening as he watched Jessica push her jean shorts down, her white cotton underwear being dragged along to expose the downy auburn hair of her bush. Jessica seemed to rush to finish, kicking her pants and underwear off and then climbed onto Blake's narrow childhood bed facing him to place her back against the headboard.

Jessica was panting as she placed a foot on each side of the bed, her legs spreading open for Blake to gaze between her thighs at her inner lips already glazed in moisture.

"Sit down and scoot closer so you can put my legs over yours," Jessica panted, her fingertips trailing up and down her inner thighs next to her mound while she bit her lower lip.

Blake gave a jerky nod and quickly obeyed, struggling only for a moment with the awkward position until his dick was only inches away from Jessica's pussy. They both stared at each other, their eyes slowly taking in the sight of them both slowly touching and stroking themselves. Blake's teeth were biting and working the inside of his cheek, his hand slowly stroking his length up and down while Jessica watched raptly, her fingertips moving inward until she was using both hands to stroke up and down the outside of her inner lips with her fingertips.

"Is this like the video tapes you have?" Jessica asked a bit breathlessly and began to tug on her inner lips to stretch them out while pulling them apart.

"No," Blake replied, his eyes focused on what Jessica was doing as she exposed her glistening wet vulva to him while his hand moved up and down his length, "This is... so much better!"

Jessica seemed relieved by Blake's sincerity and let go of her labia to dip two fingers inside of herself for a moment and then use her natural lubrication to stroke and circle her clit. Blake continued to stroke himself, intentionally trying to go slow while he watched Jessica's fingers intently. He had dated a few girls in High School, slipped a hand down one of their pants to feel the soft, wet secrets hidden away between their thighs, but had never seen a woman except in magazines and books or in one of his many videos.

"Can I see your clit?" Blake asked breathlessly, "Can you... maybe spread yourself open so I can see it?"

"It's tiny," Jessica confessed, but also used her hands to spread herself open for Blake, her downy pubic hair pressed to the side and her fingers holding her outer labia apart.

"Ahh, shit..." Blake said breathlessly, his hand moving a little faster while he gazed at Jessica's pink pearl glazed in moisture.

"Do you think my little clit is pretty?" Jessica asked and used a finger to stroke over her vulva and drag her lubrication up over her clit.