I'm sitting here, in the warm living room of the house I've owned since my teens, watching the wind-tossed late-autumn leaves blowing hell-for-leather across the frosted pool cover. Ever since I buried my wife just after Labor Day, I have been sitting here with my mind constantly reeling backward through the years, touching on the events of my life. Someday soon I'm going to have to get up off my ass and go back to living, but for now, I'm stuck on repeat, reliving memories of things long past.
Today, as has become usual, the memories were triggered by random elements of my surroundings. The pool, though covered up and abandoned at this season, has reminded me of my cousin Shelley (long dead now) and the virginal young woman she first brought to my acquaintance back in 1977. As I look out over the now-autumnal yard and pool, my mind drifts back, seeing the events of that time in my life, once again.
My parents died in a car crash when I was thirteen years old. The collision was so horrific we had to have a closed-casket funeral. My Mom's parents moved in with me and helped me get through high school. My parents, upper-middle-class people that they were, had left me the family home (where my grandparents lived with me) and a little pile of money in a trust account. It all turned out to be just enough to get me through college and well-started down the road of adult life without sweating the bills, but not enough to live on forever.
Once I graduated from high-school, my grandparents retired and moved to Florida where they lived out their life-long dreams. According to my grandfather, it was all golf, shuffleboard and naughty nights in the heat. Apparently, my reserved, conservative grandparents cut loose in their old age and became quite the noteworthy couple on the Florida retirement swinger circuit. (But, that's a story for another time.)
I...well, to understand anything about the stories I'm going to tell, you need to know that all my life, even as a preteen, I've always been pursued by girls and women. At first, they wanted to spend all their time around me, touching me, kissing and talking. Later, when I matured, their attraction turned much more...physical, let's say. I know it sounds like the biggest trumped-up bunch of nonsense you've ever heard, and I'd forgive you for calling me a liar and a braggart, except it's true.
I don't know why it's true, I've never been able to figure it out. It's certainly a fact that I'm only average looking, not particularly athletic, and I don't even have a foot-long dick. Nonetheless, girls and women have always felt attracted to me, almost as if they detect some signal that says, "Fuck this guy, you'll like it," hovering over me. My cousin Shelley, my best childhood friend, knew this, of course, which brings us to this particular memory.
On that hot September day, I was sitting outside by the pool, studying for a Chemistry exam (I was a Sophomore in the local college) when my cousin, Shelley, came breezing in through the back gate, already talking a mile a minute. Her copper-colored hair, tied back in a pony-tail, bounced rapidly up-and-down as she rolled up to my table and plopped her butt in a chair.
I held up a hand, and the torrent of words came to an abrupt halt. Shelley tilted her head and looked at me with that mischievous smile that always promised (but hadn't yet delivered) naughty secrets to share (or make). She was hell on wheels and probably in bed as well. I briefly contemplated the cruelty of a god who made her my cousin while tempting me so much, then sighed.
"Why, hello, Shelley!" I said, brightening as if she had greeted me. In truth, she might have, but she was talking so fast without preamble that I could never be sure. She stuck her tongue out at me. "I've been well, how's by you?" I continued. "If you stick your tongue back out there for a few minutes, I'll show you a new and exciting way to use it!"
"Oh, you wish I was into incest!" she said, laughing. She leaned in confidentially and said, "I'd show you a few things I could do with it I bet you didn't know!" I snorted, trying not to look at her freckled cleavage revealed by the 'modest' v-cut neckline of her blue summer dress. She leaned back again and said, "But, well, it is you we're talking about, so maybe you do know." I laughed with her at that.
Shelley was my favorite same-age cousin. In those days, she was my best friend. Throughout our childhood, she and I had played together, gotten in trouble together, and covered each other's backs numerous times. I could only hope that my someday-wife and I would be as close. (Little did I know, as it turned out.)
She tormented me mercilessly, of course. Teasing, giving me glimpses of her treasures, priming my pump with salacious words. I had jacked off more than a couple of times with her in mind, but since that time we got caught playing doctor, she wisely wouldn't push too far. (Dammit.)
"Here for a swim?" I asked.
"And to drink some booze," Shelley nodded. Her expression became serious. "But first I need to ask you a favor."
Uh-oh. I braced for whatever prank she was going to pull.
"O-kayyy..." I said, "what gives?"
"Well," Shelley said, leaning forward excitedly, "you remember my friend, Tina?" She had mentioned the girl before, so I nodded. "I want you to fuck her!"
I blinked. It wasn't the first time I had been sought after by a girl (or woman, for that matter), but they were usually a lot subtler, and it
was
the first time it was my sexy cousin being the messenger.
"Uh...OK?" I replied. "When did I turn into the stud bull in your pasture?" Not that I ever in my life minded fresh pussy, of course, but I really didn't want my
relatives
making a habit of procuring for me. (Especially the cute ones like Shelley.)
"Eh? Oh, no, it's not like that," she said, smirking. "She doesn't want to be a virgin anymore, and I talked her into doing it with you." You see why I love my cousin Shelley so much? She loved me enough to sacrifice virgins on my altar.
"Well, I suppose I could find the time to break her in for you. But you should know, I'm only doing this because I like you and you asked me nicely." I said with a grin. Then I shifted, putting a concerned look on my face. I leaned in and said quietly, "How ugly is she?"