When I applied for medical school I guess I never really understood all of the consequences. It was just that fresh out of high school I knew I was going to need a good job and the schools were pushing the profession because of a shortage of nurses and doctors.
My nice straight A average served me well in being accepted. During high school I was on the dumpy side, so I never really got distracted by boys. That left me with plenty of time to study and study I did.
My Mom gave me a tearful hug as I headed off for the bus. She had worked since my dad passed away when I was very young, saving everything she could to make sure I could go on to school. That plus dad had been careful to keep a good life insurance policy too.
I don't think that mom ever spent a single dime of that, either. I was one of the lucky ones, I could concentrate on school and not worry too much about money.
I was 19 years old by then, I had been on two dates and neither one of them called to ask me for another date.
I had been almost naked in front of a male just one time, and even then my mom was right there. She refused to let me out of her sight.
The doctor was a very old man anyway, he had white hair but a gentle manner, still when he reached under the sheet and touched me THERE I cried out. He had already felt and looked at my chest, that didn't bother me.
He jerked his hand back and gave me an odd look. Then he looked at my mom.
"She is fine, perhaps you can explain to her how her body will change now. I think it is best that you do that." Then he left the room, I thought I had done something wrong so I started bawling. Mom came over and hugged me, and told me it was all right, he was just a doctor.
Mom did explain some of it but even at 19 I had no idea at all about boys, although I did see some male organs in drawings and things like that.
The two boys that I went out with never even tried to kiss me, I was actually hoping maybe one of them would though.
Then I began to get breasts, those appeared very late. They actually seemed to grow overnight so mom got me some big heavy bras to wear. Mom was small busted and none of hers would fit, I grew to a 36C cup. I liked that, they made my ample behind look smaller, I thought. I sometimes looked at them in the mirror in my room, comparing them to the other girls that I had seen in gym class.
Mine were every bit as pretty as theirs were, I thought.
Medical school was really easy for me, there were a lot of books and lectures and then tests, I did well on all of them. I learned how to check vitals, all the usual. It was so easy in fact that I kept right on getting straight A's.
The first naked male body I saw was a dead man. That was a shock to me at first, he had died at about age 70. He had grey hair around his groin and a mass of hair on his chest. I looked at his penis, it was only about 5 inches or so and looked all wrinkled. Of course I knew they swelled up when erect, but I had still never seen one that way.
Then in one of the classes the instructor told us that we would be using each other for practice exams. I saw my first live penis in the flesh, one of the male students stood behind a sheet they set up and each one of us went back, one at a time to lift his testicles and feel for hernias. There had been some photos and a short movie earlier that showed a man with a hernia so I thought I knew.
When I stepped back behind the sheet Terry, a guy I knew was on the track team stood there naked from the waist down. Several of the students had already gone back there, and he had started to erect.
"Relax, Sally. It's just a normal procedure." He said, apparently noticing my flaming face. I pulled on a glove and reached out and touched him, rolling each testes like we had been taught.
I couldn't stop myself from glancing at his penis, it had a big head on it that was way larger than the shaft and it stuck almost straight out.
Denise, our instructor stood right there watching. She had insisted we call her that from the first day. She explained to me how to lift and have him cough. I got through that and hurried back to my desk with my face flaming, some of the rest of the class chuckled softly.
That had really felt strange, and somehow it excited me to actually touch him.
There was one man in our class I didn't really care for. I made the mistake of calling him "Jon" one day and he instantly snapped at me.
"My name is JONATHAN!" He glared at me. That hurt my feelings, I mumbled an apology and tried to stay clear of him. He went out of his way after that to make sure I knew he didn't like me which upset me.
Then one day Denise told us we were switching to the female anatomy. She set up the curtains as I sat there praying that I would not be first.
"Sally, come on up. We will use you for the patient today." Denise said as I sat there flushing. I barely managed to get up and go behind the curtain.
I knew this was probably coming but I had been hoping it wouldn't be me. I had no choice.
"Undress and pull this sheet over you, then lie back on the table." She told me. I did as she asked, tucking the sheet firmly between my legs. The first thing she had them do was examine my breasts, one of the girls was the first to come back, then another one and I began to relax. They took turns feeling my breasts for lumps or anything abnormal.
Terry came back, he felt around under the drape and I had an overwhelming feeling that I wanted him to see them. That just made me blush all the more. He kept his head turned away the whole time.
Then I looked up and Jonathan was standing there. He stepped up and briskly pulled the sheet down, then pawed first one, then the other. It didn't hurt but I didn't like it. He even squeezed my nipples. Finally he was done and I suffered through the rest of them. Most felt around under the sheet but a couple of them uncovered me. By then I didn't mind very much. Denise never said a word, just let them do what they wanted to. I did glance at her and she was smiling, I wondered about that. She seemed to like looking herself, I had heard that some women liked other women but I didn't really understand that.
I lay there thinking it was finally over, no boys had ever seen me before but some of them sure had now. I had mixed emotions, I wanted to cover up but I wanted them to see me at the same time.
"Next we will practice pelvics." Denise said.
"Oh, God!" I muttered.
"Relax, Sally, it's nothing. You will get used to it." She told me. She reached out and patted me to calm me down.
Then there was a string of students, they came in and felt around under the sheet, pressed one finger inside me and poked around, then left. The first three were the other women in my class.
That wasn't so bad, I thought.
Terry came in and slipped his hand under the sheet and I tensed up.
"Sorry." He said, he inserted one finger slightly and felt my insides, then went back out. It was over so quickly I didn't have time to really respond.
Then Jonathan came in. He grinned at me and reached under, first feeling me roughly all over. I was slick from the lube. Then he shoved his finger so far inside I jumped as his knuckles bumped right against me.
I let out a grunt, I couldn't help myself.
"This doesn't feel right, something is wrong in there!" He told Denise, his index finger still jammed way up inside me.
"What are you feeling?" She asked, concern in her voice.
"I'm not sure, it just doesn't...not like any others I have felt."
"Let me try." Denise said, pulling the sheet back and exposing me. I saw Jonathan's eyes go right to my groin, then Denise pressed her finger inside as I squeezed my eyes shut.
"She seems normal to me, are you feeling the fact that she is a virgin?" She asked Jonathan like I was a chunk of meat on the table.
"Virgin? No way!" He exclaimed.