If you are reading this now then you probably read my first confession. I broke the Catholic rules of saving yourself for marriage and remaining pure. He was the love of my life though and nothing we ever did felt wrong, at least not mostly wrong. Once we began making love it seemed we did it every chance we got. We were safer, using condoms now, even though it was clear they prevented it from being quite as good as it was in that musty cabin.
Months went by and our love life was amazing. Looking back, it was so exhilarating to live a fun college lifestyle with my very hot boyfriend. College parties and drinking finished off with romps around one of our apartment bedrooms was so hot. I wouldn't trade those days for anything.
I think it is natural that every man wants to finish inside his partner. That's why we have sex after all. Of course, I'm also told that it feels exponentially better for them too. A combination of pleasure and natural desire make a creampie something that every guy eventually begs for. My boyfriend was no exception to that.
The problem was, I wasn't on birth control and wasn't planning on it. He was understanding and respectful as always and I knew he was only asking out of desire. We were always open with each other about our desires. Every time he mentioned it, I took it into consideration and I would dwell on how I wish I could make it happen for him. As time went by, I thought that I could safely grant him that wish by timing just right to my cycle.