Chapter 6. RETRIBUTION FOR SINS OF THE FLESH—REUNION OF THE FLESH
Brody considered not answering the phone but knew he had to. "Sorry." He kissed Claudia, not wanting to give up the moment but knowing that he had to. He slowly pulled himself from her and noticed they were both dripping with sweat. He glanced at the clock. Eleven fifteen. He got the phone from his desk and cleared his throat, "Brody Anderson."
Claudia sat up and grabbed the blanket off the couch across from her. She was totally exhausted. But thoroughly content. She lay back down and closed her eyes. She halfway heard Brody talking. Her mind and body were still reeling from what had just happened. In her mind's eye, she relived his face above her.
"Yes? Can I help you?" He blew Claudia a kiss and tried to focus on the voice on the phone. "Yes, she works for my family." He glanced down at Claudia and saw that she was almost asleep. "Could you hold on just a second?"
He put on his jeans and picked back up the phone. "Florida?" Why was someone from the Florida State Highway Patrol calling for Claudia?
Claudia heard 'Florida' and her eyes flew open. "Who is it?"
"Someone with the Florida Highway Patrol. Why are they calling you?"
"My family is in Florida." She reached for the phone, "Remember. I told you the first time I met you." Claudia took the phone and put it to her ear, "This is Claudia Fitzpatrick." Brody watched her as she listened to the voice on the other end. He saw her elated expression fall into a blank emotionless façade. "Yes, I understand. Thank you."
She handed Brody the phone and he listened to the receiver. Whoever it was had hung up. Claudia started putting on her clothes. "What's wrong, Claudia?" She didn't answer. "Claudia, please tell me what's wrong?"
She walked to the studio door and turned to him, "My mother and father were killed this afternoon. The lady said they've been trying to reach me. My brother was in the car, too. I have to go to him." She turned and walked away. Claudia reached to pull her long hair out from inside her shirt and it got caught on the clasp of her necklace.
"Oh, God. Claudia." Brody grabbed his own shirt and ran after her, "Claudia, wait. Please."
Claudia turned and looked at him. She was not the same person he'd been holding only moments ago. She tried to pull the hair out of the clasp with no success. With little care, she yanked the chain from her neck, pulling some hair with it and threw it on the floor. Claudia looked at the piece of jewelry as it lay there and walked away.
She didn't even pack. She just showered and then waited for the cab to come and take her to the train station. "Claudia, please let me take you. The girls are asleep. It's alright. Please let me take you." But she wouldn't have it. Brody sat with her and held her. She was an empty shell. He tried to talk to her, but she'd turned to stone and didn't want to say or hear anything.
When the taxi arrived, Brody walked her to the green minivan and held the door open for her. She turned just before she got in and kissed him one last time then whispered so quietly, he could barely hear her, "I love you, Brody Anderson."
Tears streamed down his face, as he said, "I love you, Claudia Fitzpatrick." She sat and pulled the door shut. He stood there in the dark of that night and watched as the red taillights disappeared into the inky nothingness. She was gone.
Brody walked numbly back to his studio, stopping only to pick up Claudia's crucifix. If God was punishing him, punishing them, He was doing one fucking good job. Brody fell onto his couch and grabbed the blanket. He could still smell her on it. The next thing he knew, the bright August sun was stabbing at his sleeping eyes.
He stretched and was greeted with a painfully stiff neck. As Brody went to rub the muscle, he realized he still had Claudia's crucifix in his hand. So it wasn't just some beautiful dream that had morphed into an unspeakable nightmare. It did happen. He'd had her, made love to her, tasted her, become one with her and now, she was gone.
He felt as though something had been ripped from his soul and he was drowning in sorrow. Only there was neither a lifeline nor a shore just a vast cold ocean of sorrow. When Nina and the boys asked where Claudia had gone, Brody told them about her parents. Nolan and Nicholas were upset that she'd left without telling them goodbye and Brody tried to explain that she couldn't.
Nina, sweet Nina. She could tell from the look on her father's face that there was more behind his words. She could see the sadness in his green eyes. Though she wasn't exactly sure what had actually happened between the two of them, she knew that look. It was the same look she'd had when Lou-Lou, her poodle had been hit by that car last year. It was the type of sadness one has when they know that the thing they adored was gone forever.
As for Brody, he had to cope. The world was still spinning and wasn't going to stop for him. He, too, was a walking talking shell of a person.
Brody didn't really care about what happened in the following months. Summer ended and the kids went to school. He was alone all day so he drew. Drew like a madman. Dark, hard, images. His editor loved it. But Brody hated every single image.
Brody was trying so hard to put Claudia out of his mind. But it was hard. Especially when he worked. He kept finding little sketches of her. And then there was the painting. It hurt so badly.
And then he had to deal with Shannon. She'd come back after about five weeks later, professing her undying sorrow at what she'd put him through, begging him to take her back. But he wouldn't have her. In fact, when she arrived at the house and found that the locks had been changed she was furious.
She pulled out her cell phone and looked up to the studio window, "Goddamn it, Brody, open this fucking door now. This is my house, too. Listen you mother fucker, if you don't open this goddamn door, I'll call the sheriff." She saw Brody stand up and look out the window and down at her.
When Brody opened the door he stared at her as though she'd stepped out of some dark pit. In the back of his weary, beleaguered mind he prayed that Claudia would come back, or call, or write. And if she did, and Shannon was there, Brody feared that she'd walk away from him again.. But Claudia didn't come back. She walked out that night and never looked back.
As he stood there in the doorway looking at her with less than an ounce of care or concern, Shannon realized he was serious about not trying to make their marriage work. The snake in her came out and she became vindictive. She looked around the living room and said, "I'll take every fucking thing you have, Brody Anderson. Everything."
