Cum Meditation

Things have quieted down for you.

You are relaxed.

You are comfortable, lying down in bed.

You are somewhat sleepy, almost ready to close your eyes, but a small thought comes into your mind...

Hard cock.

You feel a small twinge in your dick, the kind that happens when something turned you on.

You aren't gay. You don't like guys. When you watch porn videos you prefer not to even see the faces of the guys... but you do like seeing their cocks. And you do like seeing the girls play with those cocks, glide them into their pussies and mouths. They make those cocks look so delicious. The cocks ARE delicious. Cock is delicious.

And now your dick is semi hard at this preoccupation with hard cock. You reach down and just touch the skin of your cock lightly, you run your fingers on your balls. God, wouldn't it be great to feel another man's cock right now? What if he was just standing next to your bed, and he just pulled his rock hard cock out near your face. What would you do?

There is no judgement, you aren't gay. There is nothing wrong with wanted to derive pleasure from another man's cock. Men understand this desire. Men excel at interacting solely for sexual purposes. Tonight is the night you make this happen. Right now, go make an ad online. Find another local man who is ready to share his cock with you. There is a man online right now ready to do this. Go find him. Invite him over. Be in your bed when he arrives. Make sure your cock is hard. He is coming for you and your cock, and he is looking forward to you pleasuring his cock.

What do you plan on doing when he arrives? Would you watch him stroke it right in front of your face? So close you could feel the gentle wind from the movement of his hand. So close you could see the cock head beckoning at you with its hole --- there is cum in there for you. There is precum, and there is cum. And that cum is so warm, so delicious. But let's not get ahead of ourselves. His cock deserves to feel pleasure first.

YOU deserve his cock.

In 15 minutes he arrives. Your heart is pounding. You are so fucking turned on at the thought of cum boiling inside another man who is hard for you. His cock is hard for YOU. He walks in, takes his pants off in the dark room. You feel his presence near your face as you are laying in bed, hard, heart beating out of your chest. You watch him draw his bulge out of his boxers. Fuck he is big.

As you watch his giant, beautiful cock be stroked in front of your face your feel your insatiable lust well up inside you. Just a taste of that cock head would be nice. Just take a taste. Just let him rest his cock head on your lips. You feel the warmth and soft skin as he does so. You can't help but open your lips and let his hard, warm cock head sink into your mouth. Your lip slowly curls around the curvature of his cock head and discovers some delectably smooth precum leaking out. It tastes sweet to you. Your cock swells to full mast, matching that which is resting perfectly in your mouth.

He gently moves his cock head around your lips as he strokes slowly. He tells you your mouth feels amazing, and that he wants you to enjoy his cock fully. He wants you to pleasure it slowly, taking your time. Please don't rush. See how much precum you can coax out. As you slowly explore his cock head more with your tongue, you feel his hand gently caress your cock, and you lean into his grip. He runs his fingers lightly over your shaft, around your balls and then back up your shaft to your frenulum as your mind floods with pleasure.

You really can't believe what is happening here. You literally have a gorgeous, beautiful cock gently sliding into your mouth. You have fantasized about this for so long, you have put up ads online and talked to other guys but you haven't gotten the courage to make it happen yet. Until tonight. Tonight you made it happen and you feel so good. You feel SO turned on. His hand on your cock feels so right. His cock in your mouth tastes so good.

As you writhe in the bliss of the mutual cock play, you are reminded of a meditation you read online in an erotic story about mutual cock play. It goes something like:

You deserve cock.

Cock is good for you.

You aren't gay if you suck cock.

You deserve cock.

You deserve cock in your mouth.

You deserve cock in your hand.

Sucking cock is good for you.

Taking a load of hot, sweet cum in your mouth is very good for you.

It makes you happy.

The cocks you suck are safe and clean, and yearning for your mouth.

The cocks you suck are grateful for your mouth.

When you suck a cock you are honoring a true part of you, a good part of you.

Worshipping another cock makes you happy, and making it cum is the ultimate reward.

You love cock.

You deserve cock.

It's healthy and beneficial for you to lick and suck cock.

It's very good for you to eat cum.

It's very good for you to suck cock.

You will feel his semen in your mouth.

You will enjoy it's warmth, savor it's flavor and texture, and be further aroused as it flows over your tongue.

The more cock and cum you take the better.

By this point his mouth is on your cock while yours is on his. You are 69ing, laying on your sides. As your cock goes deeper in his mouth, so does his in yours. Your cocks both swell with extra hardness the more you savor each other. You lick his balls as you stroke his cock, you feel him moan as your cock is in his throat and the vibrations bring you to the edge. Fuck his mouth feels so good, you really want to cum deep into his mouth and give it all to him. But you also want his entire load to shoot into yours.

All you can think about is that amazing cum of his now... you know it's inside of him, nearly ready to burst forth. Fuck you just want to taste every drop of it as it shoots out of his cock. You want every bit of it in your mouth, every warm, creamy drop. He tells you he is getting close, and this turns you on even further. You tell him in between licks you are too, and ask him to keep doing what he's doing with his hands and mouth because it feels so good. You ask him for his cum. You plead for his cum. You earnestly lick and suck his cock. Suck that cock. Suck it right. Suck it deep. You feel him get incredibly hard and feel a pulse in his cock as the distinct cream shoots into your mouth. Holy fuck you are taking a load of hot cum into your mouth. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. You immediately blow your load into his mouth as you are savoring pulse after pulse of his creamy cum. You can't swallow fast enough as his cum leaks out of your mouth. Fuck his cock is so fucking good.

You both sit there for a moment with your cocks in each other's mouths, cum leaking out, cocks still rock hard. You thought you'd feel immediately turned off but there is a beauty in sitting there with an emptied cock in your mouth, and yours in his. You just gave each other an amazing gift, and you just sit there in the glowy aftermath.

As you clean up part of you thinks that you probably won't want to do this again for awhile, but another part of you kinda wants him to stick around and recharge.