I'm quite shy and I've never had a boy friend. While studying hard at University I'm becoming more and more aware of my body changing and of how I'm developing into a woman. I could always get away without wearing a bra as my breasts were not at all big. I've always had a flat chest but did have large thick nipples.
As my friends bodies went through puberty mine didn't really change much. I used to have a rather boyish figure, short fair hair and freckles.
I never really wore much make up. But suddenly while studying and being away from home, I've noticed a lot of changes to my body, my mind and my attitude towards other people.
Firstly, my breasts have grown and I've developed a cleavage – I've even had to buy some different coloured bras to support my new breasts! My body has also become slightly curvier and my bottom has filled out and has a shape now that I really quite like. When I look at my bottom now in my jeans in the mirror, I have to run my hands all over it, to check it is not just in my mind! "Oh my mind!" I actually said out loud.
Whatever has been happening to my mind – my thoughts have been rather disturbing and I'm sure not normal.
I even watched my roommate in the shower the other day. I felt a heat in my stomach and lower down in between my legs as I saw her naked body. Her big heavy full breasts and a dark hairy patch in between her legs, hiding her most intimate secrets.
I'd not really felt anything like this before and I had a massive urge to touch myself. I locked myself in my room stripped all of my clothes off.
I touched myself all over while watching in the long full mirror. I imagined someone else's hands rubbing me and touching me so intimately. I liked the feel of my hands and I loved watching my hands over my naked body.
I saw my nipples really harden under my fingers as I rubbed over them. But as I caressed my newly grown breasts, I felt very strange and tingly in my stomach. I felt a surging heat in between in my legs and as I rubbed my hands over my stomach, I couldn't stop from pushing my fingers down. I could smell the very sexy hot heady musky scent of my wetness. I was surprised to feel how wet I'd become down there. How hot it all felt but more surprising was the feeling as my fingers pressed up and down my slit and over the hard little bud that I'd found.
I had to squat in front of the mirror to see myself and watch my fingers.
As I rubbed I became wetter and juicier and I actually parted my lips and watched my juices trickling from out of my tight little pussy hole.
The strange feeling seemed better as I rubbed myself.
I built the rubbing up to a speed of 3 fastish rubs and 1 slow rub, 3, 1, 3, 1, 3, 1 .......
Then I couldn't stop and I was starting to cream my own fingers and the noise of my wetness slurping and the sight of my open pussy was making me hotter and hotter.
Then something really strange happened to me. My body started to shake and quiver uncontrollably, wow what an amazing beautiful feeling it was!
I didn't want it to stop! I panted and whimpered and kept trembling. Then it slowed and stopped. Catching my breath I wondered what I had touched, what had I done.
I pulled myself open again and touched all over and around to see if it was a certain place that I had touched that had made that happen.
But I just couldn't find it.
I was very hot, sweaty and soaking wet all in between my legs so I decided a shower would be the best option.
After my shower I slipped on my new white bra, white cotton panties and a pretty little feminine cotton dress that I'd bought. Which I thought showed off my new womanly figure well.
I grabbed an apple and my bag and rushed off as fast as I could, I was now late for my Maths lesson – I was never late!
I burst into the Maths lesson, apologising for being late. Mr Millard looked crossly at me and then I noticed a different look, I didn't understand it but I'm sure he was checking out my figure and my new look. I could feel his eyes burning into me as I walked past him and to my desk. I liked that look and I made sure that I swayed my hips slightly as I walked past him.
During the lesson, I really couldn't think straight. My mind was imagining Mr Millard's hands touching me, his mouth passionately kissing me.
He was very dishy, tall dark and handsome, always smartly dressed and always smells so nice.
He is middle aged, maybe aged about fifty. He has all of his own hair which was starting to grey and a nice smooth skin and I could see he had a hairy chest.
His hands look so big and strong and he always acted so fatherly towards me. I like his attention and I think I might have a crush on him, as he makes my heart flutter and my skin flush. He makes that strange feeling happen in between my legs, whenever he talks to me or even looks at me. As the lesson finished – Mr Millard said
"Make sure you are not late again tomorrow or you will find yourself in detention Miss." That night as I tried to sleep, I couldn't stop thinking about my dishy teacher and the effect he had on me earlier.
As I moved my hands over my naked body I closed my eyes and pretended my hands were his.
I even grabbed my pillow and I pretended to snog him and I pretended we were cuddling each other, he was holding me tight and telling me
"Good girl, Good girl!"
As his hands explored my body. He made it happen to me again, that shuddering and quivering, that tightness in between my legs and for a few minutes I moaned and delighted in this new found pleasure, before I dropped off into a deep satisfying sleep.
In Maths class the next afternoon, every time Mr Millard asked me a question my mouth dried up and I couldn't seem to answer anything.
I struggled to understand his explanations and he came over and sat next to me and with my heart racing and my body feeling so hot. His leg touched mine and his big hand rested over mine.
I felt a positive gush in between my legs and a heated tingling.
I'm sure I could even hear my own breathing as it quickened. I didn't hear a single word that he said to me, all of senses seemed to be heightened and my body was burning up with a delicious tingling feeling. I'm sure he would have felt and sensed my excitement.
He said
"Come to my office at the end of the day and I'll help you to understand everything much more clearly."
I thanked him and had to run off to the toilet to touch myself and try to relieve this feeling again!
I locked the door and pulled my panties down, they were sticky and smeared in my creamy juices of what must be arousal. With my fingers rubbing up and down I soon starting shaking and whimpering, biting my bottom lip and my body shuddered and shuddered.
Whatever was happening to me, what was taking over my body and my mind?
I knocked on his door,
"Come in."
I entered and he said
"Good girl, sit here."
I sat down and crossed my legs. He stood in front of me and explained the procedure that I'd not understood. He said
"You seem distracted these days, what is the matter?" I stuttered a reply,
"I just don't know, I keep feeling strange and I can't concentrate."
He touched my hair and he said