I looked at the alarm clock. 08:00 it said with big red numbers.
'Ugh, it's so early.' I thought, just like any other day.
The only good thing about going to school was that I could see her again, my crush. I am not that special, every boy in the world has had a crush on some girl in his live. But I was one of the few people from my class who liked Alexis, the quiet girl.
I was very shy so I never had the courage to even talk to her. On her 18th birthday I bought some flowers for her, but I chickened out once I saw her and ran away.
Most boys were madly in love with Debra. She was the stereotypical cheerleader girl. I couldn't see why everyone was so obsessed with her, see just had big breasts and wore a skirt all the time. She probably slept with lots of guys and the thought of that didn't turn me on at all.
No in fact I was the only one to dig Alexis, the quiet girl. The fact that she didn't care much for attention made me want her even more. I fantasized about her a lot.
When I laid in bed I would think of a scenario in which she and I had sex, I know it would never happen but just the shear thought of her shirt lifting up, revealing her small but beautiful breasts. . .
Without realizing, I felt a shiver in my belly as I came. I looked down and my hard cock rested between my hands. I had masturbated once more to the thought of her naked body. Time to get up. I looked in the mirror, a little ashamed of what I saw. A 19 year old boy, pretty handsome would some say, but not me.
My brown hair was standing upright like a cartoon character and wouldn't stay down. I put on some clean clothes (at least they smelled clean) and I went downstairs.
My mom and dad were having breakfast at the dining table and yelled at me for being late for school and having that weird hairdo. I hadn't realized it was that late, so I rushed my morning ritual of cereal and playing with the dog to get on the bus.
I felt some shame while I walked past Alex (I liked to call her by her nickname in my head) and sat down on my seat. I sat next to my friend James but we didn't talk much, he and I both didn't like social interaction that much. The whole ride to school I looked at Alex without being too obvious. 'One day she would recognize me' I hoped.
The day at school went by very slowly as I once again rushed to the toilet after seeing her ass while she was bending over to get some books of the floor. I had to control myself. I nearly came just looking at her ass. Her beautiful round ass.
'Okay, I just have to avoid her and not think about her for the rest of the day. That will cool me off.'
And so I did. The day flew over when I didn't payed attention to her. It worked! I finally could make the day go by without having to cum in the bathroom stalls. I didn't have the courage to ask her out anyway, so why bother.
The bell rang and I gathered my bag. While I was walking towards the school exit I thought about the homework. Mister Brandon gave us a 20 page assignment to make on the history of Japan, due tomorrow. If my new avoiding technique wouldn't keep my mind of Alex, that would.
'Kevin!' I heard a girl shout.
I looked around, was there someone else with the same name as me? No, I was walking alone on the shortcut I always took towards home. As I looked around to see who wanted to speak to me, it was Alexis.
She was holding some books in her hand and her long brown hair waved in the wind as she took a small sprint towards me. I froze, Alex wanted to talk to me? About what?
I managed to squeak out a weird sounding 'Hi.' And turned red.
'You left your history books at Mister Brandon's lesson, here.' she said while handing over my books.
I said thanks and didn't knew what to do next. Should I keep walking or did she wanted to talk more. I sensed a small wiggle in my pants.
'Not now!' I thought.
'Are you all right?' Alex asked.
She must have spotted the weird look on my face, trying to hide my boner for her. I quickly thought of something interesting to say.
'Quite a lot of homework we got tonight, huh?' I said as cool as possible.
She laughed and agreed. I couldn't believe it, I was talking to the girl I had a crush on for as long as I went to this school!
After talking a while she said: 'Do you want to make the homework together tonight? I heard you were quite good in history? And you are actually the only person that seams nice to me around school.'
My heart was racing as I agreed to this seemingly unthinkable 'date'.
'Great, see you at 7 then tonight.'
At home I quickly cleaned my room, the girl of my dreams must not see my rooms like this. The only clean thing in it was the trashcan, and that won't make that good of an impression.
I was thinking, did she have the same feeling about me as I about her? It would make sense, as she was probably scared that I wasn't into her anymore after avoiding her today, so she made a move!