I will never forget the first time my wife swallowed my ejaculate. We were young and just beginning to learn some of the secrets that had been so carefully guarded by our parents and others. We had recently discovered ways to sexually stimulate ourselves and each other with our hands and mouths, and I had already tasted her on numerous occasions, but I was very shy and self-conscious whenever she tried to reciprocate. Ultimately her sensuous mouth and soft lips lifted me to heights I had never known or even imagined, and one day my inhibitions weakened and my body responded in the natural way.
She didn't seem to mind that I reached orgasm in her mouth, just as I certainly never mind when I bring her to orgasm with my mouth, in fact it is the ultimate turn on for me to do so, even more pleasurable than my own orgasm. It arouses me tremendously to think I am bringing pleasure to the woman I love. And not only that, but I love the way my wife tastes; every taste: her lips and tongue, her ears, neck, breasts, feet, and especially her labia, clitoris and vagina. I am addicted to her taste, I can't get enough, and it is difficult for me to stop once I get started. We have never discussed this, so I don't know if she feels the same. I hope I am not some kind of sexual deviate, but I know what I like and what turns me on sexually.
So, not unexpectedly, I began to wonder how my ejaculate tasted in my wife's mouth, and I was curious if it was as pleasurable to her as it is to me when I am licking and tasting her. Eventually I asked her to share my load with me via a kiss. I had always kissed her mouth during and after oral sex anyway, whether it was me or her performing the act, so it seemed like a natural progression of our lovemaking for me to kiss her while her mouth was full of my semen and swallow what she passed along to me. When we first tried this, I thought it was our own unique sexual act, but later found out it is called snowballing. Anyway, I loved it and it has become a regular part of our lovemaking. I can't say it is the taste of my semen that turns me on, but the fact that she has brought me to orgasm and is sharing the load that I just ejaculated into her beautiful mouth. And it is a tender and passionate exchange, one of many highlights in our sexual relationship. The turn on to me is not that I am swallowing something she has herself swallowed many times before, but the sweet way in which she shares my load with me, from her beautiful mouth to mine. And since she does not ejaculate when I bring her to orgasm with my mouth, I feel like I am swallowing her rather than myself.