I woke up horny. And for the first time in my life, that was totally okay.
I wanted to lay there and enjoy the early morning sunlight. I also wanted to leap out of bed and dance around my room. I opted for a middle ground, slowly sliding the blanket off of my naked body and swinging my feet over the edge of the bed.
My breath nearly caught in my throat. It was today. Today was
the
day. My eighteenth birthday.
Today was the day I, Angie Coleman, was finally going to lose my virginity.
Oh, I'd plenty of opportunities to do it earlier. And I'd come so, so very close a few times. And I'd done everything a girl
could
do without going "all the way." But I'd never taken that final step.
Not until today.
Some thought I was a prude. But that wasn't it. Actually I was the horniest, dirtiest person I knew. My closest friends were fully aware of that. I'd tell them stories, dream up scenarios, and pretty soon I'd have them writhing around their own hands as they rubbed themselves to a furious orgasm. Sometimes I'd even helpโhowever much I could help, without taking the ultimate step with them.
I couldn't have told you why I waited until my eighteenth birthday. Sure, it would have been illegal before then, but I didn't have a problem with that. I snuck alcohol every once in a while. I'd even stolen a pack of cigarettes from my mom onceโthey were disgusting, and I'd quickly stuck them back in her purse before she realized they were gone.
And it wasn't because I "cherished my virginity" or anything like that. The concept of virginity itself is sort of a crock. Like what, splitting a piece of skin inside yourself changes something about your personality? I'd say your first orgasm is a lot more formative, and I'd had plenty of those. More than plenty.
But I'd never let anyone else inside meโnot with their cocks, and not with their fingers. For some reason, there was just something satisfying about holding off until I was fully, legitimately legal. Today I could do whatever I wanted, and no one could give me any grief for it.
Things had gotten even harder after I'd graduated high school. I was born in late June, which meant that when I graduated, I was still seventeenโnot old enough to break my own rule yet. You don't know pain until you've gone to senior prom