Erin's Wild Week Part 5: College Visit.
Erin makes Peter's fantasy a reality.
All characters in this story are 18 or older.
On Saturday morning Erin set out with her parents for the trip to the Bay Area. She was crawling out of her skin in the back seat of the minivan, consumed by thoughts of sex. She closed her eyes and inhaled, imagining Amanda's scent filling her nostrils. She dropped a hand on her thigh, imagining it was Peter caressing her.
Erin was torn, though. Every thought of Peter came with a pang of guilt. She feared she may have ruined everything with her slutty behavior. Even though they had made no promises to one another, she felt she had betrayed the special bond that connected them. After all, they had been one another's firsts. When Peter learned the truth he would want nothing to do with her, she was sure.
Erin had desperately hoped to see Peter again last night so she could come clean and work things out with him. Unfortunately, his parents had discovered him sneaking into his bedroom at 3am the night before so he was grounded. Even worse, they took his phone away so Erin couldn't even talk to him.
Now, in the minivan, Erin tried distracting herself by looking out the window, then listening to music, but nothing could settle her mind. Exhausted and stressed, she decided to take a nap and moved to the bench seat in the rear.
She adjusted her earbuds and put on soft music, but sleep wouldn't come. She stared at the upholstered roof of the van and the trucks whizzing by until she finally dozed off. Somewhere near Salinas the buzzing of her phone woke her.
"Hey!" Peter sang out, "how are you?" Erin could hear the excitement in his voice. It made her happy but at the same time increased her intense guilt. She knew he would eventually discover what she had done, and lying to him would be the worst possible thing she could do. She decided to play it cool for now.
"I'm good!" she cooed, trying to keep her voice down. "I thought your parents took your phone?"
"Yeah, right," Peter scoffed. "They've been using the same hiding place since I was six. It'll take more than that to keep me from talking to you."
Erin smiled and peeked over the seat at her parents in the front. Her mother was on a Zoom meeting on her laptop wearing headphones, her father listening to a podcast and driving.
"I miss you!" she gushed, secure that her parents were completely oblivious to her in the way back.
"Not as much as I miss you!" Peter responded. "You're all I can think about!"
"Really?" she asked, smiling, but now feeling even more guilt-ridden than before. "I've been thinking about you too. A lot!"
There was a pause on Peter's end. "I have a confession to make," he said in a low voice.
Oh no!
Erin thought. Dreadful thoughts racing through her head:
Does he have a girlfriend? Of course he does! How could a guy like him not have a girlfriend? And I bet he wasn't really a virgin at all. What a liar! I wonder if it's even true about him going to UCLA? God! I can't believe Amanda set me up with him!
"What?" she asked, deflated. "What did you do?"
"I don't know if I should tell you," he worried.
"Do you have a girlfriend?" Erin blurted out. "I knew it!"
"NO!" Peter laughed, shocked at the accusation. "I don't have a girlfriend. I swear. Just you."
"Oh, good," Erin exhaled, relieved, but now a new series of thoughts flashed in her brain.
Did he just say I'm his girlfriend? Wow! I would LOVE to be his girlfriend. But is that what he meant? Oh, God, now I'm really a jerk for cheating on him
.
"Well, what?" she asked impatiently, "what did you do?"
Peter paused for dramatic effect, then spoke. "I jerked off three times yesterday thinking about you."
Erin let out a long sigh of relief. "Really?" she purred. "Thinking about me? That's so sexy!"
"Yeah?" he asked. "You think so? You don't think I'm a horny pervert?"
"God no! Well, you're definitely horny, but not a pervert. Just a normal 18-year-old guy. I think it's sweet."
"Whew!" he exclaimed. "I'm so glad you think so."
"I think it's totally hot that you're jerking off thinking about me. I love it."
"Oh, that's awesome Erin! You have me hard all the time, you know. I'm going to have to do it again when we're done talking."
"Don't wait!" Erini squealed. "Do it now."
"Yeah? Really? You want me to jerk off while we're talking?"
"Oh, my God yes!" she gushed. "That would be so hot. Take out your cock! I want you to jerk off right now, and tell me what you're doing!"
"Well, OK," he agreed as he reached into his sweatpants. "I'm lying on my bed now, stroking my cock. It's really hard. You're a fucking sexy girl Erin Wilson."
"Oh, you have no idea," she giggled.
"Oh no?" he asked, feeling bold now. "Did you take care of yourself too yesterday? Rub that hot little pussy of yours?"
A sick feeling rose up from the pit of Erin's stomach. Peter was so sexy and wonderful and now she was going to have to lie to him. She hated lying. Suddenly the full gravity of her actions became clear to her. She could never have an honest relationship with Peter, not after what a slut she had been. Tears started to well up in her eyes.
"Ummm," she stammered, her voice cracking. "Not exactly."
Lying on his bed, Peter stopped stroking his erection. "What's wrong?" he asked. "What happened?"
"Nothing!" she blurted out. But as soon as the word left her lips she felt sick. It was a lie. She couldn't lie to Peter. "Well," she corrected, "actually . . . ummm . . . it was . . . ."
"What?" Peter urged. "What?"
"Oh, Peter!" Erin sniffed, "I was . . . kind of . . . slutty. You're going to hate me."
"Slutty?" Peter asked, astonished. Without thinking he started stroking his cock again. "You were slutty?"
"Uh, huh," she sobbed.
"What did you do?"
Erin was gasping for breath, trying not to cry. "You don't want to know. You should just forget about me. Find a girl you can trust."
"No!" Peter shot back. "I want YOU! And it sounds like you ARE telling me the truth. Or, at least you're about to. What did you do?"
Erin took a deep breath. "I . . . I gave a blowjob," she admitted, her voice barely audible, "to a boy from my school."
Peter was silent for a moment, trying to process what Erin told him. Her words made his heart skip, and to his surprise his erection was even harder than before. He stroked himself faster now, desperate to hear about Erin's actions.
"When?" he asked incredulously. "Where?"
"Before school," she sniffed, "in the . . . parking lot."
"In the parking lot?" Peter repeated, as if to confirm that he heard correctly. "Seriously?"
"Oh, Peter," she wailed, sobbing uncontrollably now. "I'm sorry! Do you hate me?"
There was silence on the phone.
"Peter? Are you still there?"
After more silence, Peter finally spoke. "My cock is so fucking hard right now."
Now it was Erin's turn to be surprised. "What?" she responded, truly astonished.
"Did you swallow?" he asked excitedly.
"What?" she said again, stunned at the turn of the conversation. She thought he would call her names and hang up on her.