It was 35 years ago, but it is still as real as it was then.
We had been dating for about a year and I had discovered most of her secrets. I had enjoyed caressing her breasts and making her nipples "tweak" and I had been in her panties. I still to this day love the feel of putting my hand in the apex of a woman's legs in jeans. I love the feeling of making her cum even when she wouldn't let me get into her pants. There is a very sensual texture to denim! And the difference between the hard prominence at the front and then the softness as you drop over the crest of a woman's mound is exquisite.
I had discovered how it felt to slip my fingers into her... the tightness of being inside her pants with the fly unzipped... and the discovery of coaxing her pants down over her hips. When she wore skirts I discovered how wonderful it is to be free of panties at all!
She finally had gotten brave enough to cup me... and then to unzip my pants. She would unbuckle my belt and unzip me and lay me open to pull me out and it felt glorious! I kept a box of kleenex in the car to "clean up" the mess!
But as much as we both wanted to complete the act, we were scared of getting pregnant and condoms were a challenge to find. No boy wanted to ask the druggest for them... I was embarrassed when I finally got married and asked for them... and Lord... he asked me what kind? I had no idea! Didn't know they came in more than one kind.
I was picking her up on a Sunday evening before church. Her folks were already at church and I found the rubber machine at a service station. I came early... knew that she would be alone at home when I picked her up. We had talked about rubbers, but were both pretty naive and bashful about those things.
I blushed when I showed them to her. She was embarrassed, but she finally asked if I had tried one of them on? Didn't take long to tell her (1) no I hadn't, but (2) would love to see how it worked... after all, one of these days we'll need to know.
I didn't want to just unzip my fly and fish it out... and if I unbuckled my pants, they would fall down (remember?) I asked what we should do... knowing what I wanted but waaaaaaaay too bashful and she suggested that we go to her room and I could lay my pants on the chair.